'I want to know what love is'. Chapter15

Taehyung smoothly pushed Jungkook on the soft bed and stood still above him absorbing his remarkable beauty. His greedy gaze consumed with desire trailed over the bewitching body , coveting to be possessed and his engorged cock panged, forcing him to violently give it a few strokes, hissing.

Salacious, randy eyes, sizzling him like lava. Juicy,seductive lips. Puffed out chest, a turgid cock oozing strings of lewd precum and wide spread legs, slightly bent, calling him. Jungkook biting his lower lips was the tip of the iceberg for poor Taehyung.

The younger was gung ho about the older's next move. His body was feverish, scorching desire smeared his every pore. He was certain when Taehyung touched him, he'd cum and he raised his hands." I can't wait no more Taehyung..come to me..touch me.."

" I want to lick your whole body..from head to toe..trail my tongue all over you.. suck you till I have no strength left."

The man's racing heart skipped a beat or two, his need and the younger 's calling triggered his most acute desires. Without hectic moves he hovered above him, hands locked on each side of the younger and his lips dangled from his neck to his collarbones, slobbering, sucking and biting the tender flesh, tinting it with bite marks and marking him as his and only his.

" Taehyung..mark me.. please.." he urged him crying from the need to be conquered and possessed by the man he loved so profoundly, feeling the older's teeth diving in him, his hot breath pulped on his sensitive skin and spreading equal pain and bliss.

The man's tongue slithered along his chest, mouth tormenting his two nipples in turns, moving to his belly button lapping it in circles while the younger arched his back to offer him better access. Taehyung knelt between his thighs, his mouth tenderly but vigorously slurping the inner part inches away from his sack balls before guzzling them with his drooling mouth and finally reaching his cock.

" I can't wait to taste you. Swallow you..every drop..I want..need to choke on your slutty cock." Gaze glazed over, like fire and Jungkook's misty eyes rolled to the back.

Jungkook grabbed a hold of his head, sinking his fingers in his satin-like hair,moaning."Put me in your mouth.. Suck me..suck the life out of me.." His body shivered as his index finger brushed the underside of his cock in a featherlight touch.

His face smeared with a sinister grin,running the tip of his tongue along the moist cock,from the base up." This belongs to me. It's mine to use. Mine to suck. It cums only for me." As he continued giving soft kitten licks Jungkook hummed and moaned at the sensation and wanted more. More of Taehyung's drenched tongue lapping his shaft.

And the man as if he was reading his mind and understanding his need, he gripped both hands on the aching cock and plunged it inside his mouth. His tongue rolled around the younger 's dick,sucking in the tasty precum dripping uncontrollably while torturing the tip by pressing it and his hands pumping the hard-on.

Jungkook was on cloud nine! His heart leaped up from joy and could barely conceal his bliss. Hands gripping on the man's hair,pushing him forward so that he could bury his cock deep inside his warm mouth. Feeling his dick crushing Taehyung 's throat, gagged and hearing him moan,he raised his head up enough to watch his shaft thrusting in his mouth while Taehyung's gaze landed on his.

" It..feels..so..good.. I'm gonna..cum.. Taehyung.." His name sounded as a hoarse whisper and the older's thrusts turned to faster, harder, sloppier with a need to satisfy him that thrilled and excited him." I'm.. cumming..Oh God.. I'm cumming…"he cried out in ecstasy, whimpers and intense grants betrayed the bliss he was plunged in.

Taehyung felt the boy's body twitching and shuddering. His hands moved to his hips,roughly snatching them and pushing him forward while sucking him. Spurts of hot, salty precum smashed his throat, cramming it as a starved man and allowing it to penetrate his veis. His own cock twitching and about to burst. Letting go of the cock with a slipshod popping, he glanced at the sight of a contempt Jungkook.

It was humanly impossible to take his eyes off of the younger. An obsession.

 Jungkook was a walk-in talking temptation. And the best way to resist a temptation was to succumb to it, leaning between depressed emotions and longing. Gradually the temptation becomes an obsession. And Taehyung was exactly at that point. Jungkook had become his addiction. His heartfelt obsession.

He gathered the sticky precum from this dick rubbing it on the warped hole and slided one finger on the throbbing hole making Jungkook perk up from the touch. His strokes ,soft and gentle as he pushed one finger inside, feeling Jungkook's walls clench around it and shoves two more, thrusting in and out. 

Jungkook moaned and whimpered at the sensation, placing both legs on each of his shoulders and moving his body in the same rhythm to match his fingers.

" Yes..yes..faster..do it faster.." he cried out in absolute bliss, biting his lips with such force it bled them and held his hips tightly.

The man was getting so much pleasure from watching him he thought he'd cum. He ploughed a fourth finger feeling him spasm. His fingers relentlessly hammering the tight hole thudding his prostate with every thrust.

" Such a little whore for my fingers. Do you like doll? Want to cum?" He couldn't control his mouth from talking dirty seeing him dipped in lust.

" Yes..do me harder..harder.." He sensed his cock swelling ready to explode as it stood up proudly oozing tons of precum on his stomach. His hole was constantly abused and with a high-pitched moan he came loads all over his belly,chest and face.

Taehyung didn't stop there. He pulled his ass higher, his tongue slurping the drenched hole, in sloppy circles, hands gripped on his hips, nails dug in his flesh and his tongue slipped inside the anus, swirling around the tasty, tight walls.

Jungkook was full of the joys of spring having the man rimming his hole and diving inside him. His moans and groans and pleads were hard to silence from the unbearable stimulation. 

" Cumming..oh good heavens.. cumming.." 

Before long and with the older's tongue brutally torturing him he came again, panting and shaking. Taehyung spanking his right asscheek resulted in him squirming and begging for more." Spank me again..mire..I need more.." 

And the man did exactly that. He spanked his asscheeks in turns, painting them with red marks,satisfied with the request. His doll loved pain as much as pleasure. 

" I'm gonna fuck you till you beg me to stop. I'm gonna bleed your fucken, slutty hole with my dick. See how it longs for you whore?" His cock was swollen and in desperate need of release. Jungkook drooled at it. The man's breathing turned heavier and snatchy at the prospect of his dick wrecking the younger.

He moved to the side to grab a bottle of lube and Jungkook latched on to his forearm." Want you raw. Want to feel you wrecking me.. please."

Taehyung's heart unexpectedly jinggled and positioned himself between his thighs, tugging him closer as the tip of his cock rubbed the drenched, twitching hole before ploughing in and clinched by incredible wetness and warmth.

A piercing whistle shrilled through Jungkook 's droopy lips embracing the pain and dire glee of the brutal penetration which filled him to the brim. He grabbed a hold of the man's shoulders while he sagged to tongue kiss him and his hands clutched onto his hips. The kiss plugged with passion and intensity even as their tongues were battling to devour each other, biting the supple skin,sucking the air,saliva dripping from their mouths.

The powerful thrusts generated unremitting ripples of erotic thrill and Jungkook let out gasping moans through the kiss. Taehyung let go, strings of saliva connecting their lips as he began licking and biting his calf on both sides.

The ferocity of the thrusts continued, his cock pummeling the soaked anus, clobbering the sensitive spot, spreading equal bliss on both men.

" Don't stop..fucking me..like that.. right there..more ." His begs came out distorted and choked at the brutal abuse of his anus.

The older kept thrashing him totally lost in his own carnal desire and Jungkook's urging words. He sensed his dick throbbing uncontrollably, seconds before it erupted and holding on the younger 's hips, he granted." I'm gonna breed you..stuff you with my cum."

Jungkook swiftly wanted nothing more than to feel him running through every pore in him." Please..I need your cum deep inside me.."

" Fuck! You're so tight..you take me so good..FUCK I'M CUMMING!" It was the first time he cried out, overflowing with need for another person,while pumping his hot cum and feeling it sprawling inside the tight walls of the boy's hole. He carried on hammering Jungkook until he reached his highs.

With two aggressive rams the younger domed his back,curled up his toes, eyes blinking and face warped,a clocking howl pouring out of his slabbering mouth." CUMMING! I'M CUMMING!"He gasped when spours of cum flared up on his stomach and chest. Still in a haze and wholly adrift, he felt his body swifting and was placed on all fours with his ass up high.

" Spank me..I need it..the pain..I want the pain..spank me.." he begged, plucking the bedsheets, caught up in the mist of carnal solace.

Taehyung was stark ambushed. He so wanted to make love to him and the prospect of giving him pain was scaring him for the first time. It wasn't his intention or what expectations he had for that night .However, you can't escape your true self or your deepest desires. Jungkook was like him or he was  molded to feel that way.

" Please..do it.." His breaths coming out clogged and he bent down pushing his ass far up. Taehyung got dizzy from the blatant provocation and when his hand gave the first spank on the brittle,milky ass his cock got harder to the extent it fucken hurt. One spank giving away to the other. Never ending snarls, moans and whimpers accompanied the brutal spanking and what followed caused Taehyung to lose his marbles.

Jungkook came again untouched on the white sheets from the acute pleasurable pain, without even realising it. 

" Fucken whore! You get off in pain.God you love it!" It was a realization that struck him hard. The younger had turned into a needy whore for him. Him and only him! 

" Thrust in..fuck me..again.." He sobbed, digging his teeth in the sheets, muffling his moans. He was in seven heaven! In desperate need to feel him. To feel whole and complete.

The man plucked his hair, levered his head just to hear him moan. Once he  dumped inside the red hole, steadily and savagely pounding him,mashing his prostate with every sharp thrust the younger growled,mouth dribbling saliva and eyelashes fluttering. He paid no attention to the pain and numbness in his palms just sucking in the hammering of his hole.

" Your cock is stretching me out..it feels so good in my ass.."

" Say my name..say it." he demanded hoarsely, pounding him, his cock making sloppy popping sounds invading his depths, the clenched walls of his warm, tight hole.

" Master..master.."he yelped at the ruthless assault on his hole.

Taehyung's grip squeezed his hair ,forcing the boy's upper body to pull back. " No! My name! Say.my.name!"

" Taehyung.. Taehyung.." When the convulsed squeak reached the man's ears,it magnified his arousal and his rams were sharper and deeper and more assertive.

" God! It's a fucken turn on to hear my name from your lips! Fuck! Fuck!" he barked, still battering his ass and his own hard-on twingled as he felt Jungkook's walls clenching around him." DO IT AGAIN!" 

Jungkook clunged around the swollen shaft, his breathing gushing out in thundering moans,causing both males to cum in huge spurts. The younger 's hole flooded in Taehyung's juices, making it creamier than before,venting on his thighs and his own release soaking the mattress.

" Want to..ride..you.."

" How badly do you want to fuck on my cock?" 

Jungkook choked on his saliva, licking his lips and the next minute the man was swifting his head to the right passionately kissing him. His tongue forcefully splitting his mouth in half, slurping the boy's tongue like a vacuum. Jungkook cutely whined when he stopped.

" Tell me how badly?" He pulled his hair and earned a painful cry, his eyes lurking the flustered face, his ears yearning for the words to be spoken.

" I want your cock..buried..deep inside me.. reaching my tummy.. want your cum to breed my hole.." he responded shamelessly, the man's dick still plunged in.

" You're a little, slutty whore , aren't you?" 

" I'm your.. slutty  whore..to use..fuck.." the boy conceded eagerly.

"Craving my dick again? Want my cum?" 

" Yes..yes..I love..your cock in me.. let me.. ride you.."

With Taehyung laid on the bed, legs stretched,chest snatchy palpitating ,his cock enclosed inside the younger 's ass, he rotated Jungkook and situated his legs on each side, absorbing the lewd, lickerish expression,gaze soaked in freshly blissfulness and slapped his ass.

" Work that ass whore. Fuck your hole on my cock." Another smack shook Jungkook's jittery body. " Show me how much you want it." 

Jungkook rested both palms on the man's firm, flat abs,feeling the softness and hardness of his skin, bouncing on the rigid cock and tossing his head backwards while loud, rhythmic moans slipped his gaping mouth. His own cock was hopping smearing precum and the moment the man's hands groped the red nipples he whizzed in euphoria.

Taehyung's long, slender fingernails crawled on the sensitive pinkish areola,moving in circles,nipping and jamming the bubs as Jungkook greedily fought for breath, wanting more. Demanding more by bouncing faster and faster, out of control, lugging his nails on the strong chest and digging them in,feeling the older's dick reaching way up to his stomach.

" Your slut hole exists for me to fuck it." Two bloodshot,glowing eyes fixed on Jungkook's heavy- lidded ones, drawing in the exquisite, licentious sight of pure perfection and ultimate solace." Whose cock is this?" A quick nip shook the drenched cock followed by light slaps.

The boy sputtered,shaking his head left and right at the stinging sensation, nibbling his succulent lips,lolling his tongue out like a dog in heat." Yours..yours.." The slapping continued moving to his balls. Jungkook was completely perplexed and dazed from the thick, throbbing cock plunged inside him, the degrading words and the man's scalding gaze.

" Choke me.." 

The older, in a trance, didn't think twice and trailed his hands from his nipples around his throat, tightening the grip while Jungkook was hopping on his dick. He loved the feeling. 

The sensation of his veiny, muscular hands wrapped around his neck, squeezing it and his ass being abused. As his fingers clenched and pressed his throat his body panged with a staggering sexual high, seeing stars. 

His breath raspy and eyes fuzzy, titling his head back, gasps dowed out of his droopy mouth, his prostate intermittently squashed."More..choke..me..more.. cumming.." 

What happened next was entirely unexpected. Jungkook's cock burst. Spurts of warm, sticky cum popped out of the panging dick on the man's upper body and lips and it was unstoppable. It came out in tons as if he was experiencing multiple orgasms frightening the younger.

" Tae.. Taehyung.." his voice dripping with fear and confusion " It doesn't..stop..I.. can't..make..it stop..Oh God.."

The older was as baffled and stunned as Jungkook. It was his first time coming across multiple orgasms especially in a man. He didn't think it was possible but not wanting to scare him further he simply urged him to be calm." Let it all out.. don't stop it..keep cumming for me..let your body feel free." He hated admitting it was savagely and profoundly erotic to know he was the cause for this. His touches, kisses, words and his cock was responsible. Strangely he felt a boast of proudness.

While Jungkook's body was shaking from the constant release Taehyung grabbed a hold of his hips, bouncing him on his cock seeking his own earth shattering orgasm which crushed him in waves flooding the abused, loose hole.

As soon as he saw Jungkook was a little bit calmer, he slowly turned him around and was now having a clearer view of his cock inside the creamie hole. Jungkook didn't protest or make any sound apart from the consistent moaning while the man's fingers clutched onto his hips again, controlling the movement of his body.

The sight of his twitching dick thrusting in and out of the flooded asshole was incredibly arousing. Jungkook bent forward, stroking his inner thighs, strong calves moving towards his toes. When he began sucking them one by one, twirling his tongue around them, slobbering over the web space.

Taehyung felt his world crumbling down. Never in his life had he imagined someone slurping his toes would be so damn erotic. Like he was worshipped with care, affection and..love?

The bouncing instantly became faster and sharper,only popping sounds mixed with moaning were heard in the room. Hell in the entire mansion.

" Keep licking my toes..suck them." he ordered gruffly,drawing in his breath and his rapid heartbeat matched the sloppy movements. Jungkook was still sucking his toes, playing with them till he was out of breath and sensing his climax approaching he bit the big toe, whimpering ecstatic.

" Cum in my fucked mourh, whore. Let me suck you dry."

He was promptly turned around, whining to the sudden emptiness of his hole, only to be pulled up, his ass on Taehyung's chest and cock shoved in his mouth, ploughing brutally, coughing and choking the moment Jungkook shot his load inside the warm cavity, taking pleasure from the older tight grip on his painful thighs.

" FUCK! FUCK! IT'S SO GOOD! " Jungkook bellowed, hands holding the headboard and resting his forehead on the grey wall. 

Taehyung stroked his cock with three assertive rams and came as well, screaming the younger 's name.

"JUNGKOOK! JUNGKOOK! OH MY FUCKEN GOD!" 

It was the beginning of a hot, steaming night of wild, passionate, aggressive love making, leaving them breathless and drained, sleeping in each other's arms.

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Jungkook blinked his hazy eyes before finding the courage to fully open them, adjusting to the lazy sunlight, piercing through the half opened window. In his attempt to stretch he was blocked by something heavy and realised he was trapped between Taehyung's arms and legs.

Last night's events came flashing on his mind, finding him utterly confused. Taehyung behaved like a desperate, passionate but savage animal, stripping him of any logical thought to maintain a clear mind and not give in to his illogical instincts.

While admiring his beautiful facial features and how peaceful and serene he looked, sleeping like a cute baby he was stricken by cruel reality. He wasn't in love with him. He would never love him. He was driven by lust for his body not by love for his heart. Taehyung didn't have a heart. He could only feel affection for his brother. Not his subs. Especially him. A man whore who used his body to trick and exploit men into offering him luxury. The image of the woman came flashing in his head. Stupid man! Jungkook was a bloody fool! 

It was time to wake up and smell the roses. 

Time to face the ugly truth. The one he was avoiding for some time now. He could never have him. Taehyung would eventually get tired of him, get rid of him and go back to his life in Vegas and his submissive slaves. And Jungkook wanted to know what love was..his love..he wanted to conquer his heart not his body.

Where did that leave him? Heartbroken and hurt, trying to pick up the pieces of his crumbled life and carry on living without him. His heart ached at the prospect and taking in deep breaths he knew what he had to do. The only choice he was left with. Time to put an end.

He carefully unfolded the man's arms around him, slowly pulled his left leg from between the older's and slinked out of bed. Each move inflicted more pain in his tortured body but managed to stand up and walk to the closet, limping. Having no time to shower, afraid the noise might wake him up, put on a pair of black tracksuits, a puffy jacket and his white sneakers, grabbed his backpack and with all his remaining strength left the room without looking back. If he did, he wouldn't leave.

His footsteps,heavy and tired matching his heart. He went down the stairs, holding back his tears, stubbornly refusing to allow his sorrow drown his soul. He looked around in search of keys for a car or a bike because he had no time to wait for an uber and found them neatly situated inside a drawer, in the hallway. 

His eyes fell on a small white notebook at the back left corner.. He hesitated. Should he write something? Nothing seemed appropriate.

His quacky fingers grabbed the keys to a grey Hyundai Santa Fe, left a quick note on the round glass table and braced himself as his hand turned the cold door handle, taking reluctant steps towards his freedom.

 One.

 Two. 

Three

He shut his eyes at the wintry,frosty wind whipping his face, cracking and rocking the tall trees and densy bushes in the vast garden. He found the car parked among other luxurious vehicles in the huge garage, a few feet from the main house. He unlocked it, got in, placed his bag on the driver's seat and rested his forehead on the steering wheel, trying to calm his chest thumping. His mind was determined to leave and put all this behind him. Why was his heart objecting? 

He decided to ignore his stupid,childish heart, started the car,driving through the path exited the mansion ( the gate was wide open)and following the road he found the main street leading to the city.

It was the end.

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" Jungkook?"was the first thing Taehyung said after waking up on an empty bed. His voice was shaking the same way his body was. Jumping up quickly, his feet jumbled in the bed sheets causing him to fall back. He threw them away,stood up searching everywhere in the room, session room and bathroom.Jungkook's backpack was missing.

" Shit!" he cursed through his teeth, tousling his messy hair and completely naked ran down the stairs. The place was empty."JUNGKOOK! JUNGKOOK! " he yelled, heart-pounding, chunks of sweat running down his spine. 

" He's gone..he left..he left me.." 

He dashed to the main door, opened it,brushing aside the cold wind pricking his body and in the distance he observed the open gate." He's gone..he really left.." He wanted to run after him. Chase him and bring him back..to his house. His bed. His arms. 

On the contrary he banged the door and turned around but noticed a note on the table and reluctantly held it.

     "Make sure to take your medicine and take care of yourself.

                                Jungkook"

He placed it back, eyes devoid of emotions and lazily dragging his feet up the stairs with his heavy footsteps leading him back to the bedroom and to the comfort of his bed.

Wasn't that a good thing he was gone? It was bound to happen sooner or later.They had no future. People like him, incapable of receiving and offering love, are better off alone. Jungkook was the enemy. An enemy he initially wanted to eliminate but instead accepted in his bed. But their past was too complicated to give them a common future.

Taehyung couldn't commit under any circumstances and Jungkook would continue to seek pleasure in other's. Pleasure and money. He hated him despite fucking him. At least his brother's happiness was secured. The younger boy didn't pose a threat to his baby's life. They were both free.

He should be happy. And he would be as soon as his brother got married and he'd return to Vegas and his usual habits. He turned to the side, covered himself with the quilt and tried to sleep, unsuccessfully I might add..

After tossing and turning for a while he eventually dismissed the idea of resting and hit the shower. Then he ordered breakfast and forced himself to eat, turning a blind eye to the persistent knot in his stomach, just to take his pills.It was Sunday,so no office and decided to finish some work to distract his attention from what was really on his mind.

He contacted Ryker and Yosef to check up on the new casino and business in general.Talked to Hoseok,who fortunately kept his mouth shut and didn't ask a single thing and then sent a few emails.

Around noon he ordered lunch and sat in the kitchen to eat. The deadly silence, earsplitting peace and quiet of the mansion stirred his stomach. It was empty. Void and somehow chilly. Made his skin crawl. The warmth and coziness had vanished along with him.

Stirring the food on his plate, his appetite was gone and he put it aside, sighing. Every corner of the house was filled with memories and his presence. The walls were closing around him, suffocating him, depriving the air in his lungs. He needed to breathe. He desperately needed air.. the emptiness inside him was irritating 

He hurried upstairs, got dressed and went to the office. The company was clear of memories of a certain young, bunny boy..

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Jungkook returned home in a taxi after leaving the car in Taehyung 's company, tiptoeing to avoid an immediate interrogation by his hyung and questions from his parents, sneaking inside his dark room, sighing and thanking God nobody noticed him coming. He needed to think things through, suck in the rejection, deal with the loss of the man he loved and come to terms with it. He was afraid of breaking down if he talked about him straight away.

The light on his bedside table suddenly turned on and a strict voice scared the shit out of him.

" Welcome back. You've got a lot of explaining to do, mister."