Walker
"I think it's for the best,'' Balwin tells me with a shrug.
I look up at him with raised brows and a tilted head, waiting for him to explain. "She was nothing but trouble and now that she is not here we can finally have peace in the house."
He might be right about that but it is not something that I want to hear at this moment.
I miss her so much and I didn't think I would miss her this much.
Darrien called me after they left and he thanked me for trying to help her--even though he basically insinuated that I did nothing to help her. He still sounded grateful.
I wanted to beg him to keep her here. I want her back even though deep down I know that she is not mine and she never would be.
I don't even know how we got to this point where she is all I can fucking think about.