The beginning

I grew up in the city born into a well to do family and had everything I wished for . On my 12th birthday I collapsed only to be diagnosed with a lung disorder and a heart disease.Well, this wasn't news to my parents because they had known about it and I kept on taking medicine for something but they would make up excuses saying, "It's for your allergies Tanya" After I found out that I was sick and I didn't have much time on this earth I decided to write a journal . Writing about every day of my life just to keep tabs on myself to ensure I didn't go crazy because of the illness I had . I'd have mood charts to keep check of myself and my mental health. Things went well for the first year. I didn't know that things would take a turn for the worst . During my weekly visits, I met Jordan . Jordan was the nicest person and the sweetest person I knew but he had lung cancer that was already at a fatal stage . Jordan talked to me he would listen and advise me whenever I came to him . After two months, I realized I had feelings for Jordan but I could bring myself to tell him. I'd look forward to hospital visits just to see him because just like me, the hospital was like a second home for him. As months went by, I started to see less of him and I could see the life drain out of him . On August 17th , 4:00am I received the call....