Prologue

We all wish to be happy in life the minute we are teenagers we think we have grown up . Only to be caught off guard and to be told we are immature. When that happens we are forced to grow up without noticing it . We secretly blame ourselves for how our life is going yet it's not our fault we are the way we are .

We hope we can get better and not bitter . We are sick hoping that we'll be okay but only to be told our life spans are shorter than they already are .

We all live carelessly not knowing that it will eventually hurt us . My name is Tanya and this is the story of how it all started and why it went left and not right for me .