Memories

Rìan continued to beg her every chance he got and she kept on humiliating him every time 

"it's ok that's nothing compared to the pain I gave her"

....,..,,, 

"can't your sister at least hear him out?" Brian said 

"my sister had been through a lot, he should give her some time " Serena said

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"Aileen I knew that he hurt you but please listen to him " Serena said 

"what right do you have? You weren't there when I needed you the most " Aileen said and Serena didn't take it to heart because she was bleeding

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Rian kept on apologizing, it was getting closer to their graduation and she was busy making money to get out of their house that she stepped on few toes that she didn't realize.

on their graduation party which happened at Rìan's house,

"Aileen I have been saying sorry since please forgive me " he said and she slapped him 

"you think sorry will erase the pain and memories? will your sorry erase all the time I took your place for your wrong doings and I was being punished by your step mom? Will your sorry erase the pain I felt when I was kidnapped? Will your sorry erase me almost dying when you made the decision of getting me this tattoo by putting me to sleep? You hurt me Rìan you hurt me bad, 

all those times I got abused by your stepmom for your sake to all those times you threw me under the bus every time for something I didn't do but even after all that I stood by your side acted like your shield and friend.

but what did you do? I took your place during the kidnapping case and you made me realize how stupid I was when I was left struggling for my life when they found out, the pain they put me through to leaving me alone in that blazing fire 

You went on to bully me to the point of landing me on my almost dead bed by injecting me with too much sleeping pills just to fufill your desires" she said in tears 

"I am sorry I saw how disgusted you were with the scar and I heard about tattoos covering scars so I did it I knew you weren't going to allow it and I was advised to use that method. I know I was stupid and I am sorry so sorry "

"stop saying sorry it won't fix anything. You destroyed my childhood, everytime i hear people talking about their childhood I see smiles on their face but when I think about mine....it's filled with constant slaps and beatings to suffocating in the fire to me waking up in the hospital feeling too tired and weak to that day that I was almost rapped 

You tricked me "

" I didn't know it was going to end that way"

"because you never think "

"I swear I didn't know that was what those girls had planned they told me to ask you to go to that abandoned building, I thought they were your friends since I saw you with them most times"

"because you were giving me tough time you gave the impression you have a problem with me and those girls wanting your attention did that because of you, to make you happy"

"but I came there as fast as I could and nothing happened "

"but the trauma and them hitting me will forever be there "