Memories 2

"Aileen please forgive me, not for once during all those years have I not regretted everything"

"that's the childhood you gave me after my father's death, I am not even in my twenties but I have bitter memories because of you " she was crying 

Rian tried to reason with her but she left him on his knees begging 

"Aileen please I am sorry please " he said still on his knees as he cried 

"wow so that's the pain. I feel sorry for my sister " Serena said as she left Brian to take care of her sister 

they followed them when they came outside 

brian hugged his brother and after calming him down they talked 

"I know what I did was wrong and I regret it but hearing her talk about it and the pain I realized I am really useless and I was cruel to her, I made her childhood hard" Rìan said 

"Mia was mistreating you? Why did you never tell me? "

"Because you were in your own world then, you and dad blamed me for mom's death, you two were grieving and I was to blame. You left me all alone and I was only a child I felt so alone and even scared to approach you two because you guys hated me. I was crying in front of your eyes but you saw only my smiles, I felt like an orphan in my own father's house and Mia had the upper hand on me, she made my life a hell and I wanted to die every time. 

Until Aileen came but it was too late Mia had already created this fear in me and made me a coward cause every time I tried to tell you and dad something and you guys fail to listen to me I was punished double, you and dad never saw my scars because you didn't pay attention.

aileen probably felt pity for me every time she saw me and became my shield but I left my shield in the fire to burn because I was too scared to grab it because I had enough burns and I was scared I wasn't going to be able to take another one so I left my shield.

but when I lost my shield I felt unguarded and empty I went back for my shield but it was broken beyond repair and no matter how many times I tried to fix it it fell apart even more.

I wanted her back and I wanted her attention, I wouldn't call it bully I was just troubling her a little but I didn't know those girls were bullying her because I was interested in her,

that day after sending her to that abandoned place and I came to find out about their plan. Their leader made a bet with some guys in your class and lost in exchange they asked for one of her friends and she sent Aileen there using me and I was stupid 

although I got there in time she might have been really scared and she might have struggled with them hence the bruises, I saw on her that time, after that day dad sent me abroad

brian I swear I regret everything"he said crying 

he tried explaining his part, although most of it was about him taking the blame 

brian blamed himself for most of the things he said 

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Serena took care of her sister she apologized for not being there and Aileen begged her to take her away from that house now that she had graduated

they rented a small apartment and they moved out,

three months Rìan kept on begging and getting humiliated 

"Aileen what should I do for you to forgive me, I am not asking you to forget my sins easily but I am asking for the chance to make you happy for the rest of your life, i gave you a painful past let me give you a happy present and future "

"really?"

"tell me what I should do to get that chance "

"die..... I want your life in exchange "

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