As I, who fallen down near the street had no hands to hold I woke up myself . I don't know what time is it or what day is today until I walk towards my destination Ah my destination . Where is it or should I say where am I living like a trash that is forgotten to dispose and left alone in the alley well that's not my fault either. All I ever did was to serve my country even if it means hurting other I did it for my country and yet in the last where am I?? After an year of fighting till my bone crack I realize I am nobody I try to live by my countrys' expectation now I have died by my own people's hand. Even after the war end I realize I have nowhere to go, nobody to hold, I-i become alone left in this alley .
And now my days start from one foot in trash and another in alcohol but both are needed for me to live now. One helps me to stop my stomach sound other helps me to realize I ain't got nobody around I'm just- I'm just alone.
Still I don't regret that much even if it's mean dying I got enough courage to die while smiling cause I know now that my life is worthless. Enough with this walking let's go to my hospital to get my meds
(Enters in Bar)
People 1:what a gross guy like him doing here
People 2:shouldn't he be dead already quit drinking too much you trash
People 3:here come another begger
Bartender: ( greeting) what could I serve you with, sir
Protagonist : just the regular one please
Bartender: sorry, sir it's out of stock would you mind anything else??
Protagonist : okay anything but cheap
Bartender: here you go sir, this one is great and cheap
Protagonist:( watching the bottle carefully)okay I'll take it (take out some cash from his torn jeans)
Bartender : hope you'll enjoy your day sir
Protagonist:(node head and leave)
Enjoy my day my days have been going just the same from the time I didn't remember my past what more could I enjoy it. (Watching the bottle) cheap and great hmmm I already saw how cheap it is let see how great is it.
(Take a sip)
Ahh not bad for an expired medicine not bad at all. let's go to the park and get some work.
(Enters in park)
Gardener: ayy ayy how's ya doing my friend
Protagonist:just great and how's your job
(This is my talk time friend max. Max is a gardener so he don't know about me much either he just see me if I came here and we don't talk that much)
MAX :fine and have you eaten anything yet.
Protagonist:(showing the bottle)no not yet
Gardener: (signs) so when here some cash let your stomach a good meal when you're going home
(Hand him the money)
Protagonist: thanks
Gardener: don't spend it on drinks okay
Protagonist: okay okay I won't I promise
Gardener:okay now I gotta do some trimming before the park open so bye see ya at some other day okay
Protagonist: okay
(Protagonist leave the park)
Protagonist: what a day now I could get to taste another piece of bread just like yesterday
(Protagonist goes Infront of the Church)
So today I will be doing my work here let see
(Enters a priest)
Priest: are you the one that we hire to clean the church back
Protagonist:yes I am and I'm starting right away now
Priest: good let me take you to the places you have to clean
After that priest show me the places to clean I clean them till noon after that I had a meal which I guess church serve me for my hard work after that in mid night I hold my friend I repeat the same thing as I did yesterday same thing not a chance of doing something different I sleep again in that pile of trash again.