a story about a boy who fell in love with his classmate and how he always tries to talk to her but the voices in his head makes him step away and how overthinking destroys make him more miserable and after 20 years he meets her again and tries to defeat the voices and finally have the guts to try and ask her out
the world sometimes doesn't want and I discovered that when I saw mike looking at me in a corner with a devilish smile and as soon as he saw me he ran and I knew that I made a wrong move at that moment, I saw my life as a chess board and I got my self checked
-"I knew you would make a mistake
-"What a failure
-"you always are so open, the voices said
I ran following him trying to catch him , my body wasn't the best when it comes to sports that focused on legs so I wasn't able to get closer to
-" come here you little snitch, I yelled
-"like I will follow your orders, he said
-"why are you doing this I thought you were my best friend? I asked
he stopped running and turned around, you could see the anger in his eyes it got mixed with hatred, he said:
-"you want to know why? because you always are the main character and I'm just a sidekick, you're always the amazing kid no matter how much I try you always beat me, I hired found private teacher to come to my house everyday after school to get higher grades but you always end up with the highest, and that's why I want to crush you in anyway possible.
-" you wanna know what was your mistake mike, your mistake is that you always compare yourself with other people you've put yourself in your own cage, people are different they have their ups and downs but you focused on the downs so much that you forgot about your ups, you have to let go sometimes and I know you would will be successful if you do that,"I said responding to him I knew he wouldn't understand me or take my advice but I had nothing other to say.
-"I know I know why you're better than me, I'm sorry can you please forgive me, he added
-"I can forgive you for trying to crush my life and for your hatred as long as you prove that you deserve it but I can't forgive you for making me run across that whole school, I responded and I gave him the best punch I've ever given to anyone, unlike my legs my hands were strong enough to break a door some people called me the iron punch because of how strong I was.
sometimes people forget that they have their own mind, their own dreams, their own life and focus on someone so much that they want to be like him or better they make that person look like an obstacle that obstruct them, but to that guy it doesn't matter he will just keep advancing leaving you behind, always remember that you're your own person and you don't need anybody, don't keep the same fish on the hook or you will never catch a bigger one.