a story about a boy who fell in love with his classmate and how he always tries to talk to her but the voices in his head makes him step away and how overthinking destroys make him more miserable and after 20 years he meets her again and tries to defeat the voices and finally have the guts to try and ask her out
I was a highschool student, I fell in love with a girl who was once my classmate, in my eyes she was gorgeous in every way possible , she was 5"4 tall she was really short once she was next to me who was a 6 feet giant, brown hair, green eyes, and beautiful pink lips
she was smart smart enough to be able to surpass anyone,I still remember when we studied together we were like an unbreakable couple, teachers used to call us the two miracles of the class, the smartest in every subject, nobody could compete against us
one time a teacher asked us for if we were related of how alike we were.
but everything has an end and our bond ended when the pandemic struck, we didn't see each other for a year and online chatting wasn't an option both of us had no phone by time both of us forgot how great we were together
sadly as the year passed I fell in love with her and that was the moment I learned a great lesson and that is you don't realize how beautiful the thing is until you lose it.
the next year came and both of us made friends, after sometime I opened up a bit about it to one of my friends, he was called Mike but what I didn't know that Mike hated me and he was playing a dirty game and I broke one of 48 rules of power Never put too much trust in friends, he was a traitor a backstabber it only took him one word to spread the rumors in whole class.
that time I lives in fear of the circle growing bigger and bigger until it reaches her or ruining my life more of a closed up guy, I don't talk too much about myself but the one time I open up I get this
I looked at the bright side and it was that he didn't know her face nobody did only her name and I didn't want to risk it anymore, and so I chose to stay away from her