Martin started walking the deep night reflecting what happened within his mind. These things that he had been through should not be taken slowly at all. If he did not mind these things they would be bothering him later in the life that he does not want to bother himself with these. The event was simple: he was not strong enough and stopped going somewhere but this does not mean everything. What if he were to encounter a being or group of beings stronger than himself and does not want to give him a way to escape but to kill him. What he will do when the time of something like that arises. There is only one thing one would say in this kind of situation. It is basically ."Shit."