Survive on your own

Great! NOW I have to survive without my System! AND I didn't even distributed my Attribute Points! Crap!!!.

Ok, calm down Jar. Calm.Down. I went into my Meditative trance and got my breath under control. I tried to feeel the force, and to my relief, shorrtly after I felt it. I tried all my other skills. Observe didn't function. But my Telekinese still functioned and I had still the same comfort feeling when I hold my dagger. And I still have my Force-Detection. SO, I should continiue with building and gutting the deer. But first thing first, I need a fire. I need it for the meat and the pelt to make it useable and to season the meat. I brought some sticks to the fire and tried to make it with the method to drill a stock long enough to make a spark. After the 15 try I gave up. When I just knew a better method.

Mmh mabey I do: I never saw it in the movies, but I think it should be possible to make the atomes swing with the force to make it hotter and make a fire.

I went in a meditative position and blanked my mind. Then I brought a picture of the air around the wood-plank up and imagined how it went blurred, like when you a grilling, and that the wood started smoking, I started imagineing the heat which came from the wood and how it would feel to have a fire, to be save, that I could be full and satisfied with the meat I can grill with the fire. The feeling intesivied until I imagined the fire erup from the wodden-plank.

Than I stated feeling the heat for real and I opened my eyes. Right in front of me, on the wooden-plank, was a little flame, but that was all i needed. I instantly put drie grass and litlle sticks carefully on the flame and started gently blowing into the flame,few seconds later I got a nice and little fire. I started to put a few thicker sticks into the firce to let it burn longer. After that I sat exhausted into my camp and start thinking of what I just had done. I made it! I made something without the system! I feelt so good, and mabey I got a new skill when the system comes back. But then I had a other tought. When I could do fire, could I also do frost imidiatly, but i had a deer to gut.

It was a pretty bloody matter. The good thing, I didn't cut any organs, so I didn't spoil the meat. I tried to don't ruin the skin, and I got it nearly perfect, there were just a few cuts in the pelt which ruined it a little bit, but for my first try, I was happy. After that, I build with my Telekinese a little framework, and there I clamped the pelt. And than I got a idea. Because when the pelt is ready, will the mead already be rotten. So why don't I try to freeze the meat? I sat bevore the deer-carcase and meditated. When I got a blank mind, I conzentrated on the body and to absorb the heat from the body, because cold is nothing than the absent from warm.

After a few second I started to felt energetic and at the same time warm. I continued to do that until I couldn't take it anymore.

When I opened my eyes there was a frozen body before me. Not like there was ice everywhere, but like it was fresh out of the frezzer. So this was this. I turned to the fire and got to work. I didn't noticed until now, but the absorption of the energie needed more time than I tought, because it was already early night. I prepared the meat I took from the deer before the freezing and cuttet it into a few nice stakes. A few were for me, but the rest was for the pits. I don't think that the MY predator would fall for it, but mabey a other predator which was hungry.

So I prepared the pits, and repaired the trap which the deer was in. and then I got to ear, finaly!

I haven't eaten the whole day. It sizzled as I was grilling it stuck on a stick. I missed spice and season, but I didn't find anythimng familiar taht i could use to season with, and without my Observe, i don't want to risk. But it was nevertheless delicios. And I could eat as much as I wanted.

When I was finished, I digged another pit, in which I dragged the deer and I buried it to have no animal eat from it. After this but experiencing day, I went to bed and as soon as my head was on the ground, I fell to sleep