SINCE THEN

Brother....? oh it must be Ethan, she thought. She raised her gaze back to doctor Zhao. Truthfully she was not scared of the doctor she was just nervous. Right from the start, she was not a fan of hospitals, Even her parents are aware of that. That's more of the reason she has a private doctor.

"Kamlyn Lu right?" Doctor Zhao called out for confirmation.

Jolting out from her little world when she heard her name, She slowly nodded confirming her new identity.

"I'm just going to ask you some questions, you just have to try hard to answer them. And if the is anyone you are uncomfortable with just let me know okay." Doctor Zhao informed her of the way the session will commence.

She slowly nodded in understanding while trying to cop her nervousness, her fingers were all sweaty and wet due to this.

"What do I call you then? Miss Lu, Young miss or Kamlyn Lu." Doctor Zhao asked giving her a papper and a pen.

She looked skeptically at him before slowly stretching out her hands to take it.

She looked at him and then down at the paper before she scribbled down some words.

When she was done she quietly handed over the paper back to him.

Doctor Zhao took a look at what was written, he raised a brow, his lips coiled up in a smile.

"Just Kamlyn." He read out what was written.

She nodded slowly when he met her gaze.

"Okay then kamlyn." He said adding a little stress while he pronounced her name.

"Shall we continue this session?" He asked again Which she responded with a little nod.

"Remember if you are uncomfortable with any question do not force yourself to answer it alright?" Doctor Zhao reminded her.

She nodded once again, her nervousness seems to resurface now that they are to reach the main deal.

"Have you spoken since the day you heard about the news?"

Kamlyn shook her head sideways indicating a negative response.

"Alright, Take this and explain exactly how you felt during the early stage of this." He said while giving her a device.

She let out a huge breath after she got hold of the device. She immediately started obeying the doctor's instructions as she typed away with it.

In a few seconds she was done. She handed over the tablet back to him.

He took it and had a glance of what she wrote. After reading it, a thought seemed to be running in his mind.

"You cried alot during that time, to the extent your brain automatically shut down the channel for your voice. Because at that time you felt like you could do nothing but cry right?" He asked from what he could get from her explaination.

She responded with another nodded.

"Have you tried to speak since then, I mean have ever forced yourself to let your voice out or produce a sound?"

Hearing this question, She picked up her tablet and started to write something.

She carefully handed it over when she was done.

"You tried numerous times but nothing comes out of it." Doctor Zhao read it out like a statement.

"Okay let's get to your mental state. You are aware you have been diagnosed with depression right?"

This was unexpected. She wasn't aware of this no one told her about it. Come to think of it Why would they? So now she's actually a depressed patient, no wonder she is here at this moment. This can't get any worse.

"No" She scribbled on the tablet before showing it to doctor Zhao.

He nodded. "Well kamlyn, your mental state is not any better as you have guessed by now that's the reason you are here for therapy. This started since the loss of your parents." As he said this he carefully took notice of her expression, he noticed the way she flinched at his last Statement.

"So we are going to discuss more on this issue, hope you don't mind?" He asked.

She nodded nervously in affirmation, you could see her hands already drenched with sweat.

"I know you must have felt so down and lost when you heard of your parents demise right?" He continued.

She nodded yet again.

"Do you still feel the exact same way, like the way you felt before?"

She affirmed again. She was sure of this one, the feeling hasn't changed One bit, anytime she thinks about it she just feel drained out, like the is no hope for tomorrow. She can't remember getting any other type of feelings since that uneventful day. But except! the feelings she gets when she looks at him. Eyeballs to eyeballs. That was the only change of emotion she had since then.