Confused
When the Moon Emperor saw the small trick An Wei did in order to measure his weight on XuanRong's heart, he could not help but feel the sourness on his mouth. He, himself, was also confused. In more than twenty years of his existence, he had trained himself to control his emotions. His will was far greater than most of the people. If not for his strong will to control himself, he would have died a couple of times and had long gone to the underworld to meet King Yama[1]. But ever since he met her, he could not control himself, as if all of his rationality had vanished completely. He started acting impulsive, almost disrupting the plot that he had painstakingly planned for years.