MAY | you were my rock

you know what they say

they say to

never go backwards

never go back

never turn back

and they're so right

why do we ignore it though

we jump head first back into our addictions

our obsessions

the one thing breaks us

just like how I used to run back into your arms

annually

because you were my comfort

you were my void

a void of what you say?

well of reality

without you I never used to know

what the future would hold

without you

I never figured out how to live

without you

How would I be able to feel what was real

I became so used to you

I was trapped into you

you were my rock

even though you were the weakest rock ever

you always rolled around in the wind

you were never really there

I learned to live without your protection

I learned to live alone

And now

I can live without you

I love the future

- without you I wouldn't be who I am right now