MAY | I was so young when I learned it the hard way

We connected

With compatibility

With physicality

With emotionality

We were both drawn in

But how long can that last

Lately things haven't lasted long

Not with you though

And not with me

But with humanity as a whole

Why are none of you as stable

Why are none of you as secure

Why do you all play with fire

Is the game fun for you

To me it wasn't

In fact the game was dangerous

Not that I was ever the game player

But I was a part of the game

I was the game

Fuel was added to the fire

And I exploded

I blew up

Something that I have never done before

But you all play the game

I guess the one's that are here

Are not the ones for me

You are all learning now

You are all

Far

Too

Late

- maturity