Chapter4

#Chapter4

Chase's POV

I don't know what's wrong with me!!!!

I want her but I have to distance myself from her. I don't want her to leave me but I want my love for her to disappear. I don't want to love her again...

And I will do everything in my power to not.

Ashley's POV

I walk in the kitchen smiling at everyone. Michelle, Paige, Daniela and Mason..

/"Morning guys!/" I greeted all of them.

/"Morning?/"

/"Hi?/"

/"Morning *coughing* Ashley *coughing*/"

/"Are you okay Ashley?/" Paige asked.

/"Yeah, I am. Is there something wrong?/"

/"Well. You lock yourself in your room for two weeks and wa-/"

/"You can seat and eat with us Ashley./" Daniela said while glaring at Paige.

Thanks to Daniela coz I really didn't want to answer or listen to that. I nodded and took my seat. While I eat quietly.

We all finished eating and the table was in awkward silence. But I didn't care coz I know it's all because of me.

I am washing dishes coz I asked the head maid Maria to let me since I have nothing else to do. Maria is in a late thirties. She was the first maid Chase haired. She has black hair and ocean blue eyes. She's a really nice lady and kind.

Once I was done in the kitchen washing the dishes. I walked out of the kitchen and made myself to the bed deciding to continue reading the book I took from the library.

But a knock on my door stopped me from reading.

/"Come in./" I said and Michelle and Daniela got in Daniela closing the door at her back.

/"Hey Ashley. We ju-/" Daniela was cut off.

/"Ashley are you okay? What happened to you? We tried talking to you coz we never saw you at the dining table or even out of your room for two weeks. Than you come this morning with a weird smile on your face. Just tell us what's wrong./" Michelle burst out.

/"Really Michelle? You promised me I'll do the talking while you just listen./" Daniela said rolling her eyes.

/"Sorry. You were just taking long. To say it./" Michelle said looking down at her fit. Daniela sighs and turn to me.

/"Ashley, you know you can tell us anything./"

/"Yes I do. But I don't have anything to tell you guys./"

/"Are you sure?/"

/"Yes I am. Can you guys leave. I was about to read before you guys came in./"

Yes, Ashley just hold back the tears.

Daniela nodded and got up my bed and walked out the room with Michelle. But she turns and looked at me.

/"I still have to talk to you. So I'll see you later?/" I nodded my head giving her cheek smile which I managed to put on my face. Then she closed the door.

I sigh and cover my face with the pillow before breaking down on the pillow, letting the tears flow down freely while screaming on it.

I need to get out of this mansion. I need some fresh air.

I got in the supermarket and took out the list of all I need to buy.

Flour. I have to get flour. I look around the super market and started walking with the three huge bulk guys following me behind. I finally found it and went to pick it.

After about thirty minutes, I finish getting everything I found in the list. I decide to buy some snacks for myself.

I left the store after paying for all I got. I gave the bulk guys to hold. Meeting the other two men standing next to the car.

I got in the car when one of them opened for me.

I really want to talk to Chase about this bodyguard thing.

But the question is

Am I brave enough to ask him?

I have to coz I can't cope with this. It's just too much. And it's been long since we heard of Vincent. So I'm sure I can stay without bodyguards. Plus no one knows I'm the wife of one of the richest man in America. So the is no use having a bodyguard following me around.

Oh yeah, no one knows I am Chase's wife coz he doesn't know whether Vincent really knows me or not.

I will try talking to him. I just hope he doesn't insult me or disgrace me again. But I have to face him.

I will talk to him after dinner tonight.

I knock on his door but no answer. I knock again but nothing. If he doesn't answer this time I will get in. I knock for the last time....1.....2...3...no answer.

I open the door and thank God he didn't lock. I walk in. It has being long since I entered our room. And everything still looks the same.

I can hear the water running in the shower, so his obviously bathing. This room looks more manly now. Not like a wedded couple's room. All the pictures we took together that I pasted on the wall are all gone except one that's on the table lamp.

I walk slowly to it and picked it up. I will never forget that day. That was the day that changed everything. That was my best day but crashed to the extent that I wished nothing happened that day. That if that day hadn't come...... yet, all this wouldn't have happened.

The picture of us laughing on our wedding day.

/"What are you doing in my room?!!/" an angry Chase snapped.