#Chapter3
Ashley's POV
Few days later...
I can't believe he doesn't love me. I should have known. Anytime he sees me, he quickly takes of his eyes and pass me like I'm nothing to him. He treats me like I'm invisible to him. Like I don't exist.
I took another tissue from my bed and blow my nose, wiping the tears that’s getting tired of coming.
Since the night he told me. I never bothered to leave this room, this bed. I only go to the bathroom to take a shower or ease myself. I never leave this room.
I feel ashamed of marrying someone that doesn't love me. I feel like those slut that can do anything to stay with the man she loves forever but the man doesn't love her back. Like I forced him to marry me.
My stomach growls again for the third time. I sigh and look at the time in my phone, it's 19:45 pm. I'll go to the kitchen when everyone is asleep.
I wipe my tears again. It's been two weeks since Chase........told me the truth. Michelle and Daniela came to check on me but I never opened the door for them. I don't want to face them. I don't want to answer the unstoppable questions they will blow on me.
I'm sure they heard what Chase said to me. The surprising part is his even worse than before. He doesn't even want to hear my voice. He gets disgusted by my presence.
I think my tears are tired of falling now coz no tears is coming out.
I sigh and lay on the bed flat before my eyes drift off.
I open my eyes and check the time in my phone, it's 1:38 am. Everyone would be asleep by now.
I got up and went to the door unlocking it. I walk slowly and through the corridors and went down the stairs, careful I don't make a sound.
I finally see the kitchen. Yes that's how big the house is. I walk towards it and got in. I sigh. I look in the fridge and found a half pizza in the box. I took it out. I'm using a touch light from my phone coz I just want to make what I'm doing interesting, you know like those movies when you sneak in to steal something. Just to lighten my mood.
I took out a coke and poured some in a glass cup. I started walking but something got on my way and I tripped.
The coke I was holding spilled on my purple Pj. While the pizza fell on top of my head. I yelp when my butt hit the floor, it's really sore.
I heard a snicker. I swear I did. The light switch on, making me gasp. I gasp again when I see Chase standing there with concern then amusement in his eyes but he quickly put on a cold face.
/"Have you ever heard of a light? Of course you event coz if you did you would had the sense of humanity to on the light. I don't even know why I'm wasting my time still with you. Just take a look at yourself....../" Chase looks at me up and down while I do the same. Tears were ready to fall but I don't want to look weak in front of him. /"You don't even behave like a woman. You behave like a child. I just wish I never met you coz you disgust me./" I gasp.
Is this the same Chase I know? Or did that Chase died with Ace?
/"W-what did I ever did to you Chase? What?!/" I snapped at him.
/"I don't have time for this./" He says and walked out the kitchen. Was he being serious or his just playing a trick on me to see my weak side.
Did I did something wrong to him? Did I offended him in any way?
I tear finally falls down my cheek. I look at myself again and I do look like a child: pizza on my head with coke spread all over my top.
I just lost my appetite.
I took the pizza off my head and got up, forgetting I was still on the floor. I threw that pizza in the bin and pick up the pieces of the glass cup, carefully not to cut myself.
At least he should have been a gentlemen and help me get up.
After swiping the place, I made my way to my room. Getting in and locking the door I slid down my door and let the tears free.
After crying for about thirty minutes or so. I took a deep breath and sighed getting up.
I have to be strong. I AM a strong WOMAN and I will prove it to him. I'm still the strong woman he met. I passed through all the pains in my past life. So why wouldn't I pass through this one?
I will prove to him:
I am a very STRONG WOMAN!