"Mom, are you not getting back with dad because you think you'd be doing wrong to me? Or are you blaming dad for whatever happened?" Si Han couldn't lift her heavy eyelids to look into Suyin's eyes. And Suyin knew exactly why she wasn't. "How could you? Whatever happened has nothing to do with dad. I bet, he would have killed Wren had he knew about it. Every father would have to save their daughters. Mom, dad loves me! He loves me with all his life! I'm his little Yiny! His favorite! And when I have forgotten everything, why couldn't you?"
Si Han opened her mouth, but Suyin put her finger on her lips. "I'm not done yet. You have just drowned me in a forever guilt for being the reason my parents couldn't be together. My presence is the very reason you aren't together even now! How am I supposed to live with it?"