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M no Monogatari

This is my story, going from worlds to worlds, making friends in each one of them, I don't know what all this will prepare for me, I didn't choose this path, but... since this happened to me *sigh* Why not make the most of it? What am I in this life? My mind has been going round and round for as long as I can remember, I've been happy in many moments, I've been sad in many moments, I've lived a normal life, I want to think so, I'm happy with everything I've lived for, I'm content, I didn't ask for anything more than to always have what I had, so why are they taking it all away from me? I want them to stop destroying my world and my dreams, I can't take it anymore, huh? what? a chance? do I have a chance? me? If I can rebuild my life, then I will finally become everything I never was, you who reached out to me Do you want to join me? 『Then are you willing to take the proposal I made to you? I've watched you for a long time and in all this from reboot to reboot, I'm going to say that I came to sympathize with you rather than pity you, but yes, I won't hide that I felt sorry for you *smiles* 』-『I'm sorry I have to involve you in all this, but this will also be my good deed of at least being able to help someone, so when we meet at the end of it all, destroy it with your own hands with everyone's help, I was born without any purpose, the task I have now is totally different from what I had before, that of living quietly, continuing to watch them made me happy, but if he is willing to destroy them, my duty is to protect and take care of what I love the most in my life』-『From now on, your real story begins』. Here we are starting something that I did it out of curiosity....well, not really, since I discovered this I swore to myself to finish it completely, always on such days I will continue this routine, ah! Regarding what I think of my story, well what can I say, I hope,I go and finish them as a great job and a great story!!!! Yes!.....Even if it's crap, garbage on many occasions and you think it's nothing worthwhile, for me it will be at the top......After all, who is going to believe in you if you are not yourself? I don't own the characters from Anime,games or manga that will appear in the story.

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Chapter 25: Prisoner????

It's been a while since I've been in this situation, and the truth is after processing everything that's going on, it's really not as bad as I imagined, that's a bit weird...normally anyone in my position would be looking at this, or at least be frustrated at how I ended up like this and looking for a method to free myself.... But as far as I'm concerned, you could even say that I really like it, it's not that different from the lifestyle I want to have, or so I thought, after all for a man to be content with his life, it's having a place to live, a bed or at least a mattress, a small table, a little food whether it's rice and egg or tuna, and of course, what gives meaning to many in our lives, what gives meaning to many in our life and what sometimes many of us fight for, is to be able to have a computer that fulfills all our expectations, with only having what I said, many are already satisfied, I am in the same, my original room is literally the same only adding a few more posters, a tv, some manga collectibles, and. ..and .... my notebooks from my courses? the backpack?.... The uniform... Now that I think about it, there are few things that we really need to be completely satisfied, the rest is really because we have to have it out of obligation or we have no other choice, that reminded me of when Menhera and Rino saw my room for the first time, it's too simple, compared to when I saw theirs, it really did show more life so to speak... I'm going off topic, sorry, when I feel so calm I usually go off the main topic I'm in, or also when I'm bored, at school I mostly had my eyes fixed on something else, or my mind even though I was paying attention, it seems to be in another world doing anything but paying attention, Now that I look back on it, school is fun too, the friends, the recess, the teachers, the events, the meetings, I really had fun throughout my primary school, I feel like what it would have been like if I had entered Secondary and then High School, I feel like I would have had even better experiences with the company of everyone.

『Now what came to my mind, am I the only one in this situation? Am I some kind of special person? I shouldn't be here and I've said it many times in the past, Big said that the parasites are looking for successors? or were they chosen? I hope I'm the only one in this situation, no! Wait! It would be better not to be the only one, if I'm not the only one then that means that -----------』

I was lying on my bed, yes, my bed, for some reason I'm in my room and without the right to go out, it's as if I had been given that condition or a punishment from Parents that forbid you to leave your room for a certain period of time, although for me I don't know how long I'll stay here, my classmates don't respond with speech when I tell them something, the only thing they seem to do is to answer me but with simple and even curious gestures, This is interesting, because if before he couldn't respond to anything, at least now he seems to be learning, I'm happy for him, it was already lunch time and I could notice when someone was approaching, normally everything is silent because nobody does anything entertaining or funny at home, outside this room everything is really silent and not a hint of life, or at least that's how I feel it.The footstep I could hear, having someone come to visit me was fun, as it gave me the opportunity and entertainment to guess who the person visiting me this time was, as the door slowly opened, I had to give my answer first.

『The one coming this time is!!!! Blaze!!!!!!』

I was aiming it very confidently for this very reason, and when I finally fully entered my room, I realized that I failed the mini-game again, the one who came this time to accompany me to eat, was my mother in this world, Zeta had brought the tray with the food made for both of us, at that very moment I knew I had made a mistake, and in a calm manner, I prepared the table for both of us to be able to eat peacefully. Everyone's footsteps are exactly the same, I can't distinguish who is so and so, which is strange because although it seems very difficult, you can tell when someone or what person is approaching just by what they do, either the way they open the door, the characteristic sound they make, maybe their way of greeting, or simply because you know it is that person who is coming, it happened to me a lot when my mother came home, when I felt that feeling of opening the door in a serious and tired way, I knew my mother had arrived.

『By the way Zeta, I'm going to tell you more, as you like to knit a lot, did I tell you that Menhera can also sew very well? I remember that once he asked me to sew together, the truth is that I refused because I'm afraid of needles, although I shouldn't have told him that, because sometimes when he wants to make a joke or tease me, he threatens me that he will prick me with the needle, although in primary school we had a sewing workshop, I really couldn't learn much because of my fear, now that I'm growing up it should be time, Zeta, could you teach me to sew?』

The conversations I had were literally very casual, as I said and as you may have noticed, they are not very talkative thanks to our little friend, but that doesn't mean that he is not interested in communicating, on the contrary, you can see that he wants to learn and know more, and how am I going to teach him? Well, simply by spending the days like any other, you don't have to be really specific in anything, doing the normal things is the best way to learn, Zeta Parasito to what I told him, he first swallowed his food, and I could see it in his expression, he was really happy to be able to teach me how to weave, and well, it seems that he ended up liking it, which is something that for me.

『(I see the parasite as a person with nothing, he can't understand whether something is good or bad, he is just learning in his own way and with his surroundings, he only does what he has to do at the moment, he won't judge and he won't interpret in his own way, If you tell him something clear then he will be able to understand it, teaching him good things is fine, teaching me bad things will also be fine for him, but I want that as time goes by, by himself he will grasp what matters to him and what things don't)』-『Good! Then all that's left is to agree on a timetable, well, it's not like I'm too busy ('ω`*)』

To this of what I thought of the Parasite, I was able to grasp and realise as time went by, that just as we had planted before, even though they are under the control of the Parasite, the Parasite seems and continues to be influenced by the possessed. Because at that very moment, I felt a caress on my head, just like Zeta does when I do something good, I can feel that he wants to imitate his way of expressing himself to others, especially he is kind to me because Zeta sees me as a son to take care of. That's really why I say the following, I am a prisoner at the moment? Because it can easily be passed off as a normal day like any other day, but yes, if you are deprived of your freedom, a captive person in one place without having the opportunity to be free, then you become one.At this very moment, and I don't know for how long, I became a prisoner, and the truth is, it's not as bad as I thought. In that moment when he was caressing my head, I couldn't feel him anymore, and instead, his hand touched mine, he did it in a delicate way and with a somewhat serious and even regretful look, I could feel it in the same way, and I even feel it more when he touches the scar that is in the dorsal area of my hand, I don't understand how I came to have or get such a scar, it's a straight line without anything else. I simply woke up one day in my room and I already had such a scar on my hands.

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Back to a serious moment in the story, at that moment in the evening when M was returning home after training to learn the Seikatsu no Basho, he didn't notice that the parasite was on the move to complete his plan, in the middle of it all his friends, Blaze and Carmis tried to stop the problem themselves, but as we already know, there were a few problems and constraints that made the plan to save everyone end up being a failure, in the end Carmis in a moment of loss, decided to use the pure technique at the last moment, causing a strong glow that ended up imbibing everything from one moment to another.

『You are my family now, please...tell me what happened....』

M in his God Form, had parried Blaze's blow at that moment, he couldn't understand what was going on, it made no sense to him why the people he considered family in this world were attacking him out of nowhere. He could see it at that very moment, when he parried Blaze's blow, the Cat was trembling at that very moment...as if she regretted or was in deep pain for her actions. She approached Zeta at that moment backing away from Blaze slowly, that little moment of struggle of wanting to stop her with her hand, she was going to do it, she didn't want Zeta to get close to the boy, but in the end she preferred not to act so as not to complicate things further.

『Zeta...tell me what's going on, why is everyone acting strangely, is it some kind of our training? If so, I don't want to go on anymore....』

M really had no intention of running away at that moment, he just wanted to know the truth of everything, but Zeta at that moment hearing what the boy said, he was glad and smiled for this, where M could feel it and for a second he felt that everything would be alright from now on, and it made him more comforted when she stroked his head to reassure him, a boy who felt unprotected and was looking for someone to protect him, M clung to his mother's hand while his tears were falling, Zeta Parasite for some reason instead of doing it quickly now that he could, he preferred to wait a moment longer and it seems that he took the best option, because from the defensive position that M took when he went to his God Form, he returned to his Base Form totally unprotected, and when that happened, he was in his base form. ...

『Eh?...Zeta?....』

Zeta at that moment went on to hug M with all her strength, even leaning him to her chest to feel him even more present, and the caress didn't stop, without saying anything to him, without moving her mouth, somehow, she could still transmit that feeling of....

『....*smile* Mother....』

M had fallen for Zeta's maternal love, he had no doubt that this was the real Zeta since he met her, he closed his eyes and only wanted to be a spoilt child again. But at that moment, the main parasite that possessed Zeta, little by little began to leave Zeta's body and he wanted, between love and trust, to be able to be accepted in M in the most passive and calm way possible. But....

Pom!!!! At that moment something strange happened again, when he wanted to possess M, the boy again expelled him and denied him possession, the parasite returned to Zeta's body, who was thrown against the wall, the damage was not so bad, but Zeta Parasite was confused about how, even though time had passed, the boy still prevented him from possessing her, what was it? Is it a protection that all successors have? No...if so, then the other parasite would not have been able to complete its mission, yes, of course it is possible to possess the successors like any other living being, but why...why is M having trouble from the beginning, what is it that forbids it from the beginning?

『Huh?...wait a minute...all of you, are you all under the parasite's control?...』

M could recognise that expulsion and denial, it was clear to him, even if there was no glow as before, the expulsion was more violent and even faster, it was as if it had a great power that seemed to last for a long time inside the child. To this Carmis Parasite in a subtle way, this one smiled of joy....

At that moment the other possessed people who were controlled by separate parts of the main body of the Parasite also approached, they would also try to find out if they managed to possess him, but of course, this time M knew what was going on here, so he quickly switched to his God Form and would try to escape from here however he could. POOM!!!!! But then instantly from what he thought he could escape, he was quickly stopped and knocked back to the ground by Cream's kick, who M was only complaining about the pain....

『(Being so exhausted in my Base Form...my God Form is likewise not in my best state...at this very moment...I'm no match for any of them....)』

The wear and tear and resistance that M had, coming from his Base Form which was already weakened and having received powerful blows, his God Form was also in a weakened state, as mentioned before, this was also a weakness against M, if you caught him off guard in his Base Form, you would begin to have a huge advantage. Cream would step on it with her feet, she would try to possess it, but quickly there was the expulsion again, which was used as an opportunity to grab Cream's paw and throw her as far away as possible.

『(Forgive me Cream if it hurts)』

But at that moment, with a swift movement of his feet and ears, he managed to free himself from the boy's grip, and with that he swiftly managed to give a double ear blow to M's back, who was thrown to the ground spitting spittle. M wanted to get up, but found that someone caught him full in the face. Amy would try to possess him now, but as we all expected, he was again completely rejected. Whether it was because it was Amy, but the fact that I didn't succeed, ended up bothering him so much, that without hesitation he prepared a blow to knock me unconscious POMM!!!! I almost managed to dodge it at that moment, where I wanted to go to the door to escape, but when I wanted to do it, I couldn't move at all, what's more, I was being attracted by some winds that seemed to suck everything. It was Rouge who, from her palm, provoked a current against me ..... Although I tried to fight, I couldn't face this wind and .....boin!!!!

.... Seriously...seriously...even with the parasite inside her body, she won't give up these damn filthy and filthy habits she has, yeah...just as you think, I ended up crashing directly into her breasts which really .... there was no need for me to hit myself or give myself a special attack, this was enough huge damage for me. I ended up throwing up rainbows right then and there, I was on my knees while trying to pull myself together, this is the worst attack I've ever been hit with so far, I looked up looking extremely tired so I could tell Rouge.

『Perverted beggar.....』

And the way she responded to me was...with a wink in the eye...really this thing about the parasite being influenced by who it possesses, I don't know if it's a good thing or a bad thing. So powerful was the attack, that I had returned to my Base Form because of the wear and tear and how exhausted I was, it was impossible to go to my God Form, I was in no condition to do it. I had no choice, even in my weakest form, I'm going to have to escape running with all my strength, even if I get tired after a few minutes? Even if I get tired I have to try to escape on my own. POMM!!!

At that moment of what I was running, someone put their foot on me to make me fall, literally at the last moment because of my quick reaction and reflexes, I managed to put my hands before hitting my face, the one who put his foot on me was Carmis Parasito who when I passed to claim, he only from what he was dissimulating whistling, passed to look at me smiling while waving his hands and shoulders....

『This is no time to show off now!!!....』-『What would Medusa think when she saw you taking advantage of a child!!!!』

!!!!!!!!.....In that moment of trying to possess me, having said that to her, it really echoed in her head, and she quickly stopped her hand or at least I thought so, but she helped me by getting up and wiping me with the cloth she had, seeing that I was already more presentable, although she didn't speak, I think she wanted to tell me not to tell Medusa, she was all the time doing the amen symbol or please, rather than Demon, I feel it would have been better if it was an angel, didn't they confuse the nationality with Carmis?

He was even pointing to my hand that I should escape as soon as possible, he was pointing to the door through which I should leave, either because it's customary or I was brought up right, but I couldn't help but say a thank you to who I'm not supposed to trust at this point.

But in that of what I just saw, there was Blaze who was blocking my way out of the infirmary with her mere presence, she just stepped in front and that's it...for some reason this is harder than it seems, as I also feel that I will be able to leave with good deals with her. In a calm way I was telling my friend that.

『Please step aside Blaze』.

But at my words, Blaze in a straight and serious manner, would go on to tell me no with the movement of his face, to this I ended up getting very frustrated, so again I would tell him again.

『Please Blaze...help me get out of here....』

I said this knowing that there is a chance that the real one will listen to me and maybe that will help me a lot. But there seems to be no answer, Blaze directly told me no again, but with her answer, I quickly tried to ram her to escape from here, which did not work, although she is more injured than me, I could see the difference in resistance of each one, because I literally could not move her even an inch to escape. Try as I might, stretching my hands, using my feet and body, I had to escape from here somehow.

『Please step aside Blaze...if I escape I promise I'll come back for you and help you...I can't leave people who are very important to me behind!...I...I.... must fight for your sake!!!!』

Pom! At that moment when I was trying to force, again being very typical of the cat, she ended up giving me a finger blow on the forehead which was enough to throw me to the ground and I couldn't go on, frustrated and saddened by this, I looked at her to be able to continue opposing but. ...At this her gaze finally changed, her gaze was as if...she felt the same as me...it seemed like she was about to cry too and .... for some reason I remembered my last words, I...am I strong enough to save my friends?

『I...have to fight against them?.....』

I just understood what I really wanted to say, if I want to save them, I will have to fight against them, which... this is very different from the Mysterious Island, not because they are different from how they are, on the contrary, in each one I could feel, that they are exactly the same as I remember them and they are, I am capable of hurting those who I love and appreciate very much? This is not a game, I would fight with the duty to save them, I would fight until they can't fight anymore, there would be no winner as such, in order to free them, I need to weaken them first...or only with the pure technique that Carmis says I can free them...but how...I don't even know how to use that technique, what should I do...I don't want to fight against them....

『I can't...I don't want to....』-And at that moment I thought of saying...-『If things won't change, then, I'd be satisfied.....』

I said it just for the sake of saying it, it just came out of my mind that I couldn't hold back, really if they're still themselves and I can keep the current life that I have with all of them, then for me...that was enough for me. When I said that and Blaze heard it, at that moment I don't remember perfectly, but Blaze was very angry at that very moment, and when I least imagined it, from one moment to the next. I was already in my room as if none of this had happened, as if it had been a bad dream, or at least I thought so, because I could feel a pain and heat on the backs of both hands, I had a scar on each of them...Just seeing it made me sad for the situation, as if it was a reminder of that bad decision I made, although I also thought ....

『How cool it looks』

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The first days I was just understanding in my own way what was happening, I ended up becoming a prisoner of the Parasite, not being able to possess me despite the many attempts it makes, if it cannot control me in its own way, at least it took the decision to take me in one place so it can watch over me, take care of me and protect me? I think those last two come from Zeta, as I believe that one day they started to discuss, discuss without talking? Well, of course it exists, it can be discussed in different ways, since I could feel that the Parasite and its parts, they seem to move their hands, move their expressions, and even point and draw on a blackboard that they were going to take me to a special prison at home, the idea seems to be good, I too if my main objective must be in captivity, then a well protected place is preferable. But Zeta Parasite and Blaze didn't like this decision, and did everything they could to keep me in my room. 

When I found out about this, I was really glad and happy that my two friends have seen the best of me, but on the other hand, Carmis who is my soul mate, he is really insisting that I should be taken to a high security prison, that only made me think that he really wants the worst for me, that Demon.

『My tummy is already growling』

At that moment when I said it, in the middle of what they were agreeing, it seems that Blaze Parasite ended up listening to me, so in less than half an hour, from what my guts were roaring, someone was entering my room, when I saw who it was, it was the Kitten who was bringing a tray of food, at this I ended up being glad because... who is bad at food especially when they are hungry? I was glad that I was with a smile, I quickly went to the table to eat, and what I found was... just some fried eggs, a bread that seems to be burnt too much, and an orange juice, this more than lunch seems like a breakfast. I was really going to eat it, but I could feel that someone was shaking, when I turned around it was Blaze Parasite who was nervous about tasting the food, which after the first bite of bread...

『Tastes like carbon.....』

『!!!!!!!!(_ _|||)』

It seems that Blaze was really sad about my comment, the bread really was too burnt, it even looked like charcoal in many parts, but no problem, how are these eggs that .... now that I see it, they look completely well done, yes, the white is well cooked as well as the yolk, with a smile I was going to eat it. Blaze at this I thought I had another chance because of my gesture of accepting the starry eggs, I thought he would like this one but....

『Tastes like charcoal...why does it taste like charcoal?....』

When I looked at the bottom of the egg and turned it over, I realised the deception, the base of the egg was completely burnt and that gave the burnt taste to the whole thing. When I realised the mistake, I looked at Blaze as if telling her and judging her to know if she was the one who prepared it, who the cat when she saw my gesture of (;一ω一||) quickly looked at various parts as if to say that she was not the one who cooked it. Now only one thing is missing, the orange juice that I have present, for some reason I saw the worst, with fear I passed to take the glass where Blaze was attentive wagging his tail from one side to another, and when I passed to take the first sip....

『....('ж`;) Why does the juice taste like carbon too....』

『!!!!!!!!!!╥﹏╥』

Blaze noticing that all the food she prepared on the spot, ended up tasting really ugly, this was curious, normally seeing her making those expressions is kind of weird, and that's why.

『Don't be like that Kitten, I only said that to annoy you, the juice tastes like juice, because I don't think you heated or fried it with your own flames like you did with the egg and the bread 』(^~^)

When he realised it was just a joke, Blaze, sad as he was, started to stare at me with his cat eyes as he normally does, he came very close to me, but he quickly knew what he was going to do. Pom! She ended up tapping me on the forehead as she calmed down from her retaliation by realizing it was just the kid's thing. I think she wanted to have more talk with me, well, talk in inverted commas, but at that moment Zeta appeared with another tray of food, this time a proper lunch, my reaction of surprise and joy was huge, she put it on the table and with just the smell you could tell that this was going to be delicious.

『Enjoy your meal!』

I went to eat because my stomach was roaring loudly, being able to eat was really gratifying, I don't know how many days I have been asleep, but I am really hungry, while food could really be seen on my face, while Zeta Parasite was also happy with this, after all for a mother it is gratifying that your child eats with pleasure your food that you made. But among the 3 in the room, there was one who was not happy at all, seeing how M was happily eating Zeta's food and seeing her put aside her tray that she didn't get to eat, this made her a little sad, but she quickly pulled herself together because.

『¿? Is something wrong Kitten? Do you want a bite to eat?』

At this Blaze approached the table, where seeing her attentive, I thought that she also wanted to eat something, so I offered her to eat too, I offered her a bite with the chopsticks that I had, at this Blaze became blushing again, but quickly without me noticing, it seems that the situation became different, now Blaze was holding the chopsticks and it was her who wanted to give me something to eat. I was more surprised at how she made such a move that I ate without any problem from her mouthful, which I did.

『Incredible Kitten, next time can you show me more? That chopstick thing was awesome!!!』

I was excited for such an event, where Blaze, because of how nervous I was, calmed down and put the chopsticks back in place, and left the room really serious but with a goal that I would understand some time later. With that message without even moving her mouth, she just told me that she would do everything possible so that I could also enjoy her homemade food. Leaving Zeta Parasite and me in the room, I asked Zeta what was wrong with Blaze, where he simply said.

『┐('~`)┌』

He doesn't know? It was a very casual answer now that I think about it, it may go unnoticed, but it made me think of something, is it that the main Parasite that is Zeta, is not able to know what is happening with its other parts? If so, he would quickly know what Blaze Parasite's intentions are, it seems that each part works individually from one to the other, I guess that if they are reunited to the main body, it will end up taking control of all of them. It's a funny thing, surely when they possessed each other at the beginning, before possessing them they agreed to meet in the forest and plan their next move.

『(Communicating without being able to speak...being possessed by a parasite, I wonder if this is what it's like to be mute...)』

In the end with the first few days that passed, I didn't have the possibility to go out at all, when I tried to go out the door or the window, I don't know how the parasite did it, but he quickly came running at lightning speed to stop me, and the next thing I don't know what was happening, but I think he was scolding me without moving his mouth, I was kneeling on the floor while Zeta was in front of me totally still without moving, I could only grasp with my own imagination of that.

『(He's forbidding me to leave my room, and if I do then I should be prepared for punishment...I don't really know if he means that, but I'll stick with it)』

It could be the parasite's perception and ability to follow my footsteps, although I think it's more Zeta's ability, being a mother gives you the ability to be very attentive to what your child is doing at the moment. Since I couldn't go out at all, I could only stay in my room and do what I wanted, which wasn't much, I didn't have much to hang out with, I would have liked to have a computer, but Zeta refused before, telling me that it would only rot my mind and that I would use it to watch dirty things, which surprised me. Because in my previous life with my real mother, let's say I did do something wrong when she was gone until the next day.....

『Even though it was only once!!! I swear!!!! Ahhh!!!! What did they want me to do, they ended up humiliating and trashing me that very day!!! I had to get even somehow, for my defence...I was entering puberty....』(*'_ゝ`)

So going back, I wouldn't mind staying in my room if I had a computer, but since I don't, it's really a bit boring to be here, even if it is to have manga for entertainment, but it seems that doesn't exist here, the only thing there are books on history, mathematics, communication, science, etc, etc, literally everything to grow up and know how the world should be. Zeta was a bit demanding when it came to teaching me, because even though I don't go to school, we took time out from training and days to learn a little. I guess I'll take the opportunity to read a bit, although I don't know how much I'll be able to learn in this world, but well ....almenos will keep me entertained and I won't get bored as time goes by. And when about 5 min.

『I'm bored already 』

It's really not for me to study, it's difficult for me to concentrate on something that doesn't catch my attention, especially the maths book, I don't understand it at all, what does it say here? what is this formula? I understand that with the formula you should already know how to solve a problem but ....Ahh!!!! Impossible, I don't want to know any more of this. Everything seemed to understand that none of these books were going to help me, but I suppose that if I do my part little by little, I will get into the habit of reading it and entertain myself, after all I don't know how long I'm going to be like this.

Between the days that passed, I received visits from my classmates, Amy, Rouge, Cream, Carmis, Blaze and Zeta, chatting with all of them is fun, after all it's the only thing I have fun with, I always played the game of knowing who was visiting me, but I rarely got it right, they always found me pointing at the door and saying a name that wasn't theirs. Amy was a bit weird to be with, because with her by my side, I really felt like I was in the army and I had to do nothing else but eat my food...

『Hey Amy, what if we have a little fight out there? I promise I won't run away, okay?』

『( ಠ ಠ )』

『I see you don't, uhmm...how about bringing a board game? chess maybe? With my mother I played whenever we could when I had time, she told me it was good, if you don't want a battle of physical strength, how about one of intellect?』

One day I proposed to her because it was really uncomfortable to be with her, if even before the possession we got along well, we were not the closest of people, and now with the parasite I think she prefers to do other things. When I finished eating I picked up my plates and tray, the only thing I could do was to thank her respectfully for taking the time to attend to me. But before leaving, he looked at me, which caught my attention, first he pointed at me, as if to say "you" and then he pointed to his head, does that mean brain? ....NO!!!! He means "intellect" and then with a derisive laugh he touched his mouth, which...

『!!!!!! Hey!!!! Although it may not seem like it if I'm a bit intelligent and lucky too!!!! You'll see Rosadita!!!! If given the chance, I promise to win every game!!!! Just as you have no mercy on me, I won't have mercy on you either!!!!』

And with that intervention and promise, the Rosadita was leaving somewhat amused after the conversation we had, gee, he really sees me like that? like an idiot? you'll see, even if the parasite controls him, he can know everything that happens around him, I'm going to beat him in all the games he brings, you'll see, although I don't know if he'll do what I said....

When Rouge came, it was really uncomfortable too, because every time, she always tried to feed me with chopsticks or spoon, which...I really refused to do, I even preferred not to eat as long as she stopped doing that, but when her strategy didn't work, she seemed to try something else, now she wanted me to be the one to feed the Succubus, she opened her mouth in a provocative way that....

『Ah...I really wouldn't mind feeding you but...I feel like if I do, I'll be doing something wrong...yeah, I'd better not』.

She won't feed me and I won't feed her, it seems that although she did it many times and there was no progress, this bothered her a lot, this also makes me feel a bit bad, because I don't want this to get much more uncomfortable and generate an annoyance, but what could I do together with Rouge so that it won't be boring to spend time, the talks are fine, but I would like to have a theme with her. At that moment Rouge and Cream crossed paths, who the little rabbit came to spend time with me even though Rouge is giving me food, to this I don't know why, but an idea came to me quickly, so.

『Hey Cream, wouldn't you like to dress me up?』

When I told her that, Cream's face really started to glow and get excited like never before, she was jumping up and down because she didn't expect me to propose that, as Rouge was close by, when she heard that I said I was dressing up, she quickly wanted to do it too, she surely imagines being able to see me naked and especially my little chilito, although I don't think my body is of any interest, it's literally a walking skeleton. So from one moment to the next I agreed with both of them what we were going to do, and the more I told them the theme, the more they were happy with what I proposed, so from one moment to the next at great speed, each one retired to her room, and they also came back with, on Cream's side the dresses and clothes were for girls and cute costumes, while Rouge, had brought make-up and also clothes for ladies and adults, I was impressed by this, I was checking the clothes we were going to wear, but among what I was looking for ....

『And this....』

I came across one of those bunny outfits that you can imagine, when I saw it, it was really what Rouge brought, she probably wants me to see her with the dress on but...even if she wears the sexiest thing in the world, I wouldn't really be attracted to her, so I told her, "I'm not attracted to her at all, I'm not attracted to her.

『I'd much rather have a literal bunny suit than one of these playboy suits』-『The bunny suits are cuter and cuter, they convey innocence with how soft and squishy they are, while the others are just to warm up the wankers....』

At that moment Rouge was pointing at me, as if to tell me that the suit wasn't for her, but that ....?...wait...did you bring the suit for me to try on?...I know I said I'll accept that you can dress me however you want, and make me up too, but at least let me choose which suits not to wear and ...No wait...stop it!!! Cream why do you want me to wear it too....detenganse...NOOooo...nooooAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA MOM!!!!!!!!!

And after a while, the Sucubo and the rabbit did their job, they literally dressed me as a rabbit and even to look like a woman, they ended up putting a wig on me.... I was totally embarrassed about this, I didn't imagine going to these extremes, I think it was a mistake to propose this to both of them.

『(I proposed to dress as a woman because with Menhera she did the same, she liked to play that with us, literally in elementary school, Rino and I, we were dressed as Menhera liked, that custom would have continued in junior high and high school, sorry Rino, but you are going to continue with the tradition by yourself...) No wait!!!! I'm doing the same thing too!!!』

Rouge and Cream were happy and having fun doing this kind of thing with both of them, they're having a good time, so I guess that's all that matters to me. 

With Carmis it was a bit weird too, since he brought me lunch like everyone else, he didn't talk at all, but he was the most expressive of all, his meals that he brought...mostly they were sweet and always in the evenings, he would come with 2 glasses of milk and some biscuits to share, it seems that even possessed he wouldn't go away that habit, spending time with him didn't change much, although the only one who talks now is me while he was just waving his arms and pretending to talk, but of course, nothing came out of his mouth.

『Come to think of it, how were you possessed too Carmis, you're supposed to be the best at escaping, you're a coward when it's warranted *smiles*』

In that moment when I was sincere with him, he started to claim me while he seemed to shout at me, I think he was telling me that he is not a coward at all, but that he recognises that he is the best at escaping. Seeing his face like that, leaving all the labels of nobility he had learned, was really a breath of fresh air for Carmis. But then I asked again why he couldn't escape, but Carmis was honest with me, and tried to summon his portal again, which didn't work.

『Huh? You can't summon it? No wonder you couldn't escape, what bad luck, literally if this hadn't happened, we wouldn't be in this situation』.

When I said it, it seems like Carmis Parasite was regretful with this, seeing him only with his expression, it seems like he does feel responsible after all, I don't know what happened, but I want to reassure him as much as I could.

『But well, what can you do, we'll sort it out one day, but as time goes by, it's still the same as always, even though I'm still locked up, everyone keeps who they are and that makes me happy, it's not your fault Carmis or the others, I can only say that we were unlucky』.

I was trying to do it to cheer him up a little, it was weird, but I wanted him to feel better, it seems that my words were a little effective, since Carmis only accentuated with his gesture but I could tell that he was still regretting what had happened. If that doesn't work, what about ....

『Although all the problems we had so far were the Kitten's fault, it wouldn't be so crazy to say that we ended up like this because of Blaze』.

And when I said that, Carmis' face got very acerbic with what I said,(ヾノ•᷅ ༬•᷄ )(ლ‸-)(-‸ლ) 

(-□-) | (❍ᴥ❍ʋ) Really for a reason I say he's the most expressive, he's not hiding anything, it's like he's telling me that all this trouble, it's Blaze's fault, it's like he's getting even for 

how we ended up. After finishing our hot milk, and as it was very late, Carmis retired 

leaving me alone in my room. It was night time, so I had to sleep, I was lying on my bed 

where after thinking it over I came to a conclusion.

『I'm fully recovered now, I could try to escape from here, but...is there a need to do that? It's not that they're doing something bad to me, but if I managed to escape, what would I do first? Leave the island? I don't know how to do it and I think a big jump would not be enough, I would fall into the ocean where I would lose my God Form, besides if I manage to escape to another island, the other possessed would go looking for me quickly, hiding is no good, the main Parasite can locate me, fight against all of them here? I can do it? I know I am strong, but if I fight with all of them at the same time I would lose, each one has very useful abilities for the combat, besides fighting against all of them after everything we have lived and they are for me...it would be difficult for me and I would doubt in many moments to hurt them ....I could collect pure energy to free them, the problem is that I don't know how to do it, Carmis didn't teach me how to do it so, even if I tell him now, I don't think he would accept me, most likely he would refuse to teach me, then...I literally can't do anything, I'm trapped here like a prisoner...』

After thinking it through, I really didn't have many options of what to do, to escape and try everything by myself, is something I can't do...if I had the chance, it would be with the help of everyone, that's how I always got lucky thanks to the people who were important to me throughout my life, I'm alone and...really if that's how it's going to be forever or a good time....

『Well, it's not bad *smiles* As long as I don't change anything, it's fine with me』.

M was happy with that decision, where he proceeded to sleep peacefully, but there is 

always one that is late at night, it was Blaze who always has the habit of keeping an eye on the surroundings and home, seeing and being able to hear M the as he came to that 

conclusion again, his look alone said so, he was really upset with this.

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