Chapter Twelve

A structure of pain,

was all I know.

All my life was pure

bloodshed and tears.

I never knew I could care for someone

But for myself.

You are the most precious in my life.

I am nothing to you but pain.

But, you are everything to me.

But you are mine! Only mine!

Kai POV

"He is dead," Jake said once he had checked him. I nodded my head, I knew he wouldn't make it, but he had a quick death. I was too taken up with Madelyn and her shitty family for the past week.

"Send him to his family," I ordered Jake who only nodded his head, "Okay Boss!" John should praise Madelyn in his next life for his quick death, the things I had planned to do with him, were cut short by her.

"He had an easy death!" Matt let out, I nodded at him then he added, "Boss!" In an uneasy tone, "What happened?" I thought he was okay a minute ago.

"Ahmed!" He cleared his throat, what the hell was wrong with him? "What is it!" I asked in an annoyed tone, I hate to wait.

He sighed, "It's Madelyn, boss, she refused to get dressed for the wedding."

"What! Did I hear right she refused to get dressed for our wedding, I made sure to let her know we were getting married today?" I thought to myself.

"What?" I shouted in anger, what is wrong with her, she keeps making me mad. I don't wait on anyone. I take what I want and I want her so I simply take her. But she is trying to make things hard on herself. She can run, hide, scream or beg. I won't let her go, she is mine! All mine!

"Boss, she…" He started but I stopped him by raising my hand, "I get it!" I let out a bit annoyed, why is she keeps making things so hard? I looked around the room and then added, "Feed him to the dogs." I ordered them to feed John to the dogs, his family doesn't deserve to see him, but they will see how the dogs will eat him.

"Make a tape while they eat him so his family can keep his funeral."

"Okay, Boss!" They both answer, "Good!" I nodded and left.

Madelyn POV

"You don't have all day to get ready." The woman who had been here for over two hours to get me ready for the so-called wedding.

I am not going to him, that is, I am done with this I am not marrying that bastard who can not get his shit together.

"You can marry him!" I let out coldly the woman's laugh that only annoyed me more. "Get the fuck out!" I shouted in anger, this was not a matter of laughing.

"Begone!" Comes from the boss who stood beside the door.

"No! No!" I yelled in fear, "I… I was only joking, you can stay how long you want."

The woman stared at me as if I spoke some ancient language, "No! No! Please stay." I started to cry while the woman walked out of the room and closed the door after her.

The boss sat beside me on the bed, "I… I… I… I was only joking, I didn't mean what I said, you know." I let out in fear I don't know what to say, "what will he do?" I questioned myself.

"Is there anything I can do for you?" I asked when he didn't respond. He grabbed my shoulder and forcefully turned me to face him, "No!" I cried in fear of his sudden reaction.

"Shut the fuck up!" He grabbed my cheeks roughly, "You'll get your shits together and start dressing for our wedding." He said trying to control his anger.

I nodded, willingly to his command. I was scared of him. "Why me!" I wanted to shout and cry but it was no use. "What is the worst that can happen, Madelyn, you will be married to a psychopath." I cried in my mind. "Why me!"

"I swear to God, he has mental dilemmas." I let out without thinking, "What?" He asked in a dreadful tone that sent a chill down my spine. "No- nothing."

"I give you an order, Madelyn." He stated in a flat tone that implies, 'If you don't comply you will have hell to pay.' I nodded at him.

"Baby you don't want to disobey me." He caressed my cheeks, then added, "You got ten minutes to get ready." He then gets up and leaves soon after the woman from earlier comes back. "Why me!" I shouted in hate.

"Don't ask me," she pointed to herself then added, " You should have asked him that." I rolled my eyes at her, "Don't give me your attitude," She stared at me for a while, which made me very uncomfortable.

then I added, "Or I let him know you are giving me the attitude that is why I am not ready yet."

"Madelyn!" He shouted, "You're done yet." He came up and stood behind me. "What is taking you so long?" He hissed

"Can't you see!" I said annoyed at him, "I won't take this long if only you hire someone who could do their job."

"What!" He inquired, "What have you done to her, Lily?" He yelled at the woman who dropped the makeup set, she was holding it scattered on the floor.

"I did not do anything," she cried out, which made me feel sorry for her but I am annoyed, "Madam, what did I do wrong?" The woman asked in distress.

"You see!" I pointed at her, "There she goes again calling me madam!"

"Young lady!" He started, No! I shouted in my mind, I will not let him, young lady! Me.

"I hate being called madam," I let out, "I hate that word."

"Okay!" He nodded, "Don't call her that." He ordered the woman who nodded willingly, "Now hurry up baby." He ordered and left, which only annoyed me more. I hate it when being told what to do.