Part 5.

Next morning Wangji wake up first and remember everything that happens last night, he gets up from a bed and kiss Weiying forehead and went to take a bath, after getting ready for a day, Wangji went outside to complete his duties.

Stopped by his uncle quarters, to talk about some work, but finds his brother and uncle there inviting him for a tea, which Wangji denied cos he doesn't wanna be here, not now, not with people who hurt his Weiying, he was planning for an another night hunt trip with weiying so he can get away from these things and take his Weiying away.

But when his brother insisted and his uncle said 'Wangji let have some family time together' Wangji anger went higher, he always has difficulty in choosing the words and expressing his feelings but today he's too angry to think about anything... 'Family time, with an incomplete family?' Wangji questioned.

'Incomplete? We are complete Wangji' Lan Qiren said.

'Complete how? I'm married right, so, without my husband how can we count as complete, is this a tradition in our family to leave the person out of of our family, who's married in our clan? First my mother is left aside, now my husband. How are we complete, please do justify, uncle.'

'Wangji!' Qiren raised his voice.

'Uncle relax, Wangji you too come down, we don't forget master Wei, it's our mistake we skip him.' Lan Xichen said.

'Mistake! If you realise that you made a mistake, then why don't you take back the rules that you added to the wall, by mistake'.

'Wangji'...

'Yes, uncle! What's wrong, did I say anything wrong, if you realised that you made a mistake, why don't you correct it... Oh maybe that's not a mistake, that's jealousy and hate, you hate him right, that's why even after his name is cleared you never changed anything for him, that innocent soul still suffers, my husband is still suffering cos he's a son of Wei Changze and Cangse Sanren'.

'WANGJI!'

'Wangji, he's our uncle'

'And, Weiying is my husband, my love, not my mistake.'

'Wangji, what's wrong with you?'

'What's wrong with me? What's wrong with you brother? I trusted you... I let you take every decision of my life, but when I take only one decision of my life you called it my mistake... You called my Weiying, is my mistake... No, Weiying isn't my mistake, he's my hope, my life, my smile he's my sunshine.'

'But you know brother when person makes mistakes he always thinks others makes the same, but no, that's not true, you got hurt cos you choose the wrong person, I'm hurt cos I left the person I love alone, and stand with the erroneous people, not having any power, we're different brother, WE ARE DIFFERENT!!!'

'Maybe I was helpless or stupid back then thinking about the rules but that are not even followed by the sect leader'

'WANGJI!!!'

'"Shouting is not allowed within the sect" uncle.

"Talking bad about the dead people is not allowed."

"Holding grievances for dead is not allowed."

"Being Jealous is not allowed."

"Using others for your own benefits is not allowed."

"Holding tantrums for an innocent person is prohibited gusu lan sect"

"Quietly seeing innocent people being tortured is considered as crime."

"Selling your dignity and ethics for gold is wrong and one should not do that." And many more laws tell me which I don't need to define anymore, tell me which of these laws I mentioned just now you don't break.'

'I told you how they're torturing those Wen recruiters, they're not even cultivators, I told you how horrifying it was to see Wēn Qiónglín with a ghost attracting flag stabbed into his chest after being beaten to death' but who cares, we need Jin's gold so we sell our tongue and morals to buy it.'

'Wangji that...' 'Quite brother'

'You even sell me and my personal life, to Liǎnfāng-zūn to rebuild the clan'

'Wangji...'

'Just cos you guys are good friends doesn't mean you got a right to share my personal information with him, you can read me like an open book, cos you have been with me since my birth, but being able to read a book is different from understanding the one. You just able to read my expressions brother which I barely show, but you never able to understand my feelings, and you never will.'

'You said Weiying is my mistake, if that's so, I would like to make this mistake in every situation, in every life, cos for me Weiying is my light which I don't wanna lose at any cost now.'

'Hánguāng-jūn the person who holds light, and the light I hold which makes me shine so bright is my Weiying, he's my light, my brightness, which I remain spreading over the years.'

'You know when Weiying died, I don't get a punishment from you people instead, I let you guys punish me! Or how hard it will be for me to leave gusu and become a rogue cultivator? Or just leave the World after my Weiying, but no, I know Weiying would never want to see me this broken, I let myself get punished cos I don't able to protect my Weiying I punished myself in a way to get those scars that never leave me, so I would never able to forget how hard life my Weiying live in burial mounds, and every time I feel it, I know how I lost my Weiying cos I don't stand on the right time for him.'

'To remember the moon shines with the sun's light, and you know all the time I just mimic Weiying choices, every time I take a decision I think, what will my Weiying think or do in this situation, that's why I lived and helped people for so long, not joining my Weiying in the heaven, cos I know Weiying would never trust my child left alone in this clan, and seeing this face of my clan I understand that I can't leave A-Yuan here alone in your care, or he will die just like other Wen people.'

'Wangji...' Xichen eyes were filled with tears and guilt, and Qiren had been just speechless but how angry he's is been showing on his face.

'Now'