EPISODE 37

    As I walked down the road lots of things kept ringing in my head, but I don't understand why am doing all this for someone I want to be happy, am hurting my own self, just not to interfere in other people's business, it would have been better if we hadn't met all all, many things kept running through my head, I already called mom that I would be coming the next day, but I still had to go check the apartment I would be leaving in, I don't want to bother iris and westly anymore, I don't want them to get insulted because of me, someone tapped me as I flinched, I turned to look who it was, he was I don't even know a guard or something

"Madam wants to see you" he said pointing at a black Porsche car, I followed him not caring who the person was my mind wasn't calculating at all, I entered the car only to find out it was Preston's mom, my heart started pounding in my chest.

"Jollie! She called " yes ma'am "I replied

" I was wondering why you were walking down the road all by yourself "she said

" hmm u went somewhere and I just felt like taking a stroll "i replied

" oh okay, so how's preston he's been behaving strange for some days now"she asked

"Em..he...he's fine" I replied as I tried controlling myself

"Is everything alright" she asked

"Hm.. Yeah... Sure everything is fine" I replied then she kept quiet for a while examining my face

"Hmm maybe, I was actually thinking of how to meet you, I wanted to tell you, and say my welfare" I said picking on my fingers so that my tears wouldn't drop.

"An going to my mom's and I won't be working at Preston's again, I want to resign, since I started working I could hardly concentrate on my studies so I want to focus more" I said so she wouldn't ask me why I was resigning,

"I wanted to get you something but I don't know what to get for you since you already have everything, so I really don't know what to get for you ma" I said fighting the tears which were already forming in my eyes.

Jolie did you have a fight with my son "she asked again.

" em no matter I didn't, I just don't feel like working there anymore "I replied

" is something wrong "she asked " nothing ma"I replied "I'll talk my leave first" I said because I couldn't help because my tears were already rushing out, I didn't want her to see any of that so I had to leave there as soon as possible, I quickly hurried away. My tears were pouring much I already told myself I don't want to be like this anymore.

I got to the apartment first, it's just perfect how I like it to be, I left there after settling with the landlord. Then I went to Preston's house, I just wanna get my things and leave this place.

I met iris, westly and kimber were there when I entered, I only told iris I was moving out of Preston's but I didn't tell her I was moving out of hers too, I greeted them as I entered.

"Em kimber is your brother in" I asked "umm no, but I can call him if you want" she offered.

"No don't worry I will wait till he gets back, I need to go do things upstairs.

I parked my things into my bag, I made sure I left the rings he gave me as I arranged everything into the bag, I made sure I didn't leave a thing behind, it was already late just after I finished parking there was a knock on the door, it turned out to be kimber.

" he's here he said you should meet him in the other leaving room "she said

" okay"I replied with a sigh

She took me there, I held the door knob and twisted it, I met him sitting at the other side of the table in the room, he looked at me till I took my seat.

"Umm" I tried to say something but nothing was coming forth

"Umm am leaving tomorrow and I also want to tell you I resigned from the hotel today and I also want to return this things" I said as I dropped the three rings on the table.

"Am I also want to thank you for letting someone like me into your life once, and I promise I won't bother you again, I taught it would be rude if I didn't say my last welfare because I already promised I would stay far away from you and anything that has to do with you, I don't want to get involved in your marriage life since you're getting married soon " I said as my voice broke

  "Hmm, I really sorry for every mean word I said to you" I said but he kept looking at me, umm I want to return this too since I can no longer hold unto it anymore "I said as I reached for the necklace to unbuckle it, but I was stopped in my tracks. Since I got here have been the only one talking but now I guess he has something to say already.

" why do you keep on hurting me over and over again "he asked " am not"I replied.

"Jolie why are you doing all this, I taught you promised never to leave me no matter the situation" he asked

"Promises may be broken under circumstances, you're getting married how hard do you want me to keep going on, don't you think an hurting too, but there's nothing I can do about it" u replied almost letting my tear drop.

"Quit saying am getting married, an not getting married to just any person" he said almost shouting.

             "BACK TO PRESENT"

    "Do you"Do you want to try it", it echoed in my ears for the ten thousand time if I could count correctly, he looked at me with those confused eyes searching for answers, I tried to reprocess everything into my head, I looked down when he wasn't going to break the fixfate. " I know you would behave like this now I don't know what to believe anymore "he said trying to make me look up at him, but I was unwilling, " fine I'll give you some time to think about it, but you must tell me before it's dawn(6:50am).he said without missing words , he closed the door behind him after leaving.

I stood up, it was like I was dripped into a freezing water. I walked toward my room, I need a bath even if I had bathed before.i wore my night pyjamas, I laid on the bed unable to sleep, it looks like it came to soon I wasn't really expecting it, I don't know if I should be happy or sad, part of me was happy the other part was sad there were so many choices what do I do, "hey you I looked at my chest as I clunched the necklace he gave me. " why did you fall in love, part of me wants to do this, part doesn't. What should I do I asked myself. Am damn confused, what do I really want "I asked no one in particular, I checked my time I still have like three whole hours, but speaking of where, where did he go this late, I asked again.

I came out of my room " do you want to try it-i repeated after myself, I came down from my room, iris, westly and kimber were there but preston wasn't, I sat down on the couch as I watched them play ps anime game, I repeatedly checked the time, what's really wrong with me, I was already dozing off but I woke up when I heard the car horn, they couldn't hear it because they had their headphones on.

    I quietly stood up and went to the door, I stepped out only to meet him at the water fall, he looked at me then back to his wristwatch "you just have two minutes" he said but I still wasn't saying a single thing.

"Ten seconds" he said again "five, four, three two.... One" he said as I wrapped my hands around him, he just stood there like a rock "you're not hugging me" I said when he wasn't moving a bit, his hands gradually wrapped around me as he kissed my hair then we pulled away, he looked at my eyes for almost two minutes before he brought his lips down and kissed me sweetly, I wrapped my hands around him as my tears dropped, he stopped kissing me as he looked at my face.

"Shhh don't cry am here for you" he said trying to clean my tears, but I hid my face on his chest, he wrapped his hands around me and kissed my hair again. "I promise I won't hurt you" he said as he took me through another door way into the house....

   We sat down I  the dinning every one were just eating fruits while I was picking on mine, I guess they are already tired from all those games they have been playing, my phone beeped "preston", come to my room I need you" he sent. I looked back but he wasn't there, u tried to make sure nobody noticed, I excused myself from the table as I walked upstairs, he was standing at the end of the wall beside the bed, as soon as I entered he smiled, I walked towards him and his smile increased. What's up with his smiles.

I am already two feets away from him. "Why did you call me" I asked

"Um I can't hear you, come closer" he replied

"I said why did you call me" I said taking another step forward, he pulled me closer to him closing the gap between us.

  He wrapped his hands around my waist and I put my hands on his chest as he looked at my eyes.

"An hungry" he said "what do you want to eat I can make it for you" I asked "anything" he replied "and I also want to kiss you too" he added.

"There are people in the house, one quick one then I'll leave okay" I said as I stood on my toes just to reach him, I gave him a quick peck on the lips.

"I have to go now before someone notice" I said as I tried releasing his hands from my waist, but instead he turned me around and pinned me to the wall as he claimed my lips sucking into it, I closed my eyes as he continue giving me love bites, it was really intense as our tongue rolled in accord, the door opened but he still wasn't ready to break the kiss.

"Preston mom said..... " after that I heard a gasp from the person who entered "hmm I would be back later" she said as she left "wait" I tried pushing him off but his grips Thighens around me, I tried pushing him off again but it wasn't possible.

"Preston! Wait" I said as I pushed him off before he finally let me go.

He looked at me with those questionable eyes "kimber was here" I said but his eyes weren't leaving my lips.

"Quit looking at my lips"I said as I hit him playfully " I can't get enough of them"he said as he kissed me again, then he pulled away.

"Kimber was here, and she saw us" I said biting my lips "but it's fine she always wants us together" he replied

"That's not what I mean,don't you think she's gonna tell everybody" I asked really scared.

"She won't okay and besides I love you I don't care if the whole world knows about us" he replied

"No am not okay with it, I don't want to be the center of attention, I don't want to put your scatter your image" I replied squeeze his cloth

He kissed my head "don't worry am fine with it okay, I already told you as long as am with you am okay so don't worry about the others, and I want you to promise me you won't hurt me or my feelings just because of what the others have to say"he said raising my head up to look at his eyes.

"I promise" I replied "what about kimber" I asked him "don't worry I'll talk to her later, but now am busy with my quakka" he said as he kissed my head. . . . .