06:fate force??

Its been two weeks now and the snake is used to my presence in the cave. When it awoke it was startled and almost realeased the force spring its been sealing but I managed to placate it before it was too late. I've come to recognise my uniqueness in how I utilize my dream force as it is almost savant like, the only thing that can come to mind is my reincarnation here and my soul.

I had already realised how full of myself I was after ruminating on how to change my force pathhways as I ascend to a fourth dimensional body and that was not accounting to the mutated shell and eyes and the differences it caused to my body and even though I was the one who drew the end game of the results I needed it was my ability that caused it but I only know it did. Even now i feel like I haven't scratched the surface of my ability and its shaking all I know about this place. My only advantages are the forces and aam going to capitalize on them as I imagine even Leonel depended heavily on his comprehension in the complete worlds and its what am counting on to defend myself in this cruel existence. That was what I've been focusing on weeks ago and right now my three main forces are fully fledged fourth dimensional forces and the dream force is up there dragging them towards the fifth dimension and am sure when the world ascends it will be more than enough to support it as of now I can feel the space around me getting fragile the more I utilize it but its getting stronger by the minute. As am thinking I remember about emperor fawkes and how he is always ahead in every ascension but I can agree if he is not using any force outside but that's what I always capitalize on so I hold my compression until ascension and continue strengthening my body. ' what will happen if I strengthen it beyond mortal standards before I enter the fourth dimension' I think out loud as it stays, I don't think I have any threats to face right now and even if I someone is their I believe I can run as I have the whole forest behind me, I don't think it would be easy to raze it to the ground. With the presence of the force springs I don't have to search for a new place for me to raise my body's quality as it only requires a large amount of force and by the end of it it will grow stronger in quality.

With my presence here the snake has more time to grow stronger ith me helping it absorb a portion of it to my body and now with all the free time I have before chaos descends I get back to an idea that has been brewing in my mind since I saw what my ability was capable of, ever since Leonel came out of his empire into the universe and being a exposed to alot of enemies, he always finds a way out in most instances but he never ceases to suffer due to the cruelty of fate,even his wife Aina is toyed with fate when Leonel realizes that he posseses a treasure capable to bring back her mother but she had become too strong for it to happen, his whole life was found out to be a profound experiment of his grandmother who is a supposedly powerful demon of a demigod race, and even as am thinking about how ridiculous the situation is, I find the guy pitiable with how his future self is shown at some point with only him and the northern star alone and how he is subjected to the whims of fate, I realize that one has to be strong too survive this place but there are already too many people with strong foundations and power and are still subjected to the whims of fate, how will my will survive this upclimb battle of infinity for I know that as much as I grow strong there will always be someone much stronger. And the only way this twenty first lazy personality of mine is gonna survive this place is through controlling my own fate or if I can 'remove myself from the bigger picture' and if there's one thing I know its that in this existence their is always a force for everything in it and thus using my ability I focus my mind and ask how I can weild fate force but at that moment I can feel a weight like I've never felt before coming at me, opening my eyes I see everything around is normal but still a trace of anxiety could be seen in my eyes as the weight increases, I can feel my conscious slowing to a crawl and now I realise how I was used to my fast thoughts now as I am back to what I could imagine to be a third dimensional being, my mind feels like it could not bear with it any longer and I stop using my ability index and the weight vanishes. A piercing pain flashes through my head as I could feel a heaviness which is weird as I pass my dream force through it. While settling I feel a tiny bright existence in my head go dim and the heaviness vanish as I feel the benefits of my dream force. My mind shivers remembering the cold stare I felt that could only be the regulator and up in the sky the northern star shimmers as if agreeing with the regulators actions.