December 6, 2020 Sunday

Hello Self!

Hope everything is fine dear.

hoooo.. it's too cold here again. The weather is getting harsher day by day. And once again.. I woke up late today, very late.. At 9 am dear!!! Soo late! Well.. it was legit today because it was Sunday today. Sunday means funday.

Aaand.. I am feel so much irritated currently. My brother, haisttt.. he is so annoying. Always trying to mess with me. I am literally fed up of him. I sometimes wish to treat him harshly but my parents always interfere in it and no matter what, they will always take his side, just because he is younger. I HATE IT.

Ahh... haist!! let's leave him. So .. ummm today.. what happened today? let's explore.

Today, as I said I woke up late, making everything go slow and lazy, had my lunch and slept again. I was feeling so lazy today that I rarely left my bed. I lied continuously on it.

Later in night, we had to attend a party.. a wedding ceremony. I started getting prepared for the party. I took out my suit after many days. And this suit really suits me. It looks so fabulous on me. It makes me look like a prince from heaven. Today was such a great event to take pics but because I was so lazy today and off mood, I didn't take a single pic. All the chances ruined.

But one thing for which people go for parties, Food. I have my stomach full of different types of dishes and cold drinks. I can still feel a lot of things rumbling in my stomach.

But you know, my main motive to go to such parties is to find any boy of my type. As you know, we live ins such a conservative society that I can't directly go and ask any boy out. That's why I just look at them, admire their cuteness, imagine them with me and regret on it all.

Today again,I found such boy. H e was so cute, just of my type. Brown skin, Medium height and slender body. A bit big butts😉. He was dressed in a blue overcoat, pink shirt and dark grey jeans. Soo cuute 😍😍. I was so focused on him that I forgot other booties(beauties) present there. As I couldn't ask him but I felt like I need someone to talk about these all, and it was so early to talk to you,I downloaded an online gay dating app. I had used this app in past but I deleted it later. Now today, I downloaded it again. My main goal was to check if that guy was also on that app but it was all useless because the nearest guy was 500 meters far and we were is the same party so he couldn't be this far haha. Then I went to have food and when I returned, he was gone. Vanished. I searched for him everywhere,but I couldn't get even a simple glimpse of him. So sad.. right? But I knew that even I could have been able to see him, I wouldn't be able to ask him, so I calmed myself down. Later when I returned home, I opened that all again. There were some people online. I started chatting with them. As current days, I am not in mood of dating or even sex meetings, so I just talked to them about different things. I got one guy who was a nearby person. I talked to him. He was a nice person, seemed cute from his talks. He had intense feelings for sex but I told him that currently I am not doing such things, so he agreed about not meeting. But still, we talked about many things included sex, preference, body, types and dating experiences. He was funny, so it was interesting to talk to him. He asked to show my pic, I said that I can't share my pic so easily. He still insisted and later we both agreed on a shirtless pic of me without face.

As you know 😉, I am hot. When he saw it, he was shocked! Or in his words, he melted down. I deleted the pic for all and laughed at his reaction.

But don't worry dear, I am not in mood of going with anyone. Currently for me, you are myself, my friend, my family and my love too.

Haha.. I think this is all for today. I will be back again.

Wait for me please!🥺 You will wait, won't you?

I know you will. 😁😁

Ok, I will go now.

Love you!

Bbyee.

Good night 😘