chapter 4: the day he makes me the happiest girl on earth

"what is it you need to tell me" i asked concernedly. Hoping that it isn't bad because I really care about him I feel like he is the one for me the one I wanna spend the rest of my life with, he responded quicky with "with I wish I told you earlier and I wish I could show you but I can't because it has been reported already but can we go to your house to talk about this". I say " of course we can come on let's go and I hope you know you can tell me anything". i walk with him he takes my hand and and holds it tight so u know that something is wrong I know that this is an important I hope he is okay I hope that its nothing to serious I am really concerned about him he looks at me and said lovingly "please dont be mad i done it to protect you". " hey dont worry I won't be mad I'll be with you by your side every step of the way I love you" then I realized that was the first time I have said that and I meant it because I really do love him he makes me feel so good about myself like I can't even begin to explain how he makes me feel like the boy melts my heart, We get into the house and he makes us both coffee and says "i think we need to sit down and speak about this as i really dont want you to get mad" i look at him and smile i give him a hug and a kiss then i say "okay let's sit down and talk about whatever you need to tell me I am all ears and ready to listen". We both sit down and he cuddles in to me the way he did last night the way that made me feel all warm and soft and protected I loved that last night and I still do and it still makes me feel the same I couldn't help it my heart just melts for him all the time and I love the time with him I don't want the time to ever end I just I can't explain it "I'm sorry beautiful but that ex that did all that stuff to you i killed him for your safety I just care about you that much and I wanted to keep you safe and I wanted to protect you please dont be mad at me I done it through good intentions". I smile at him and look in to his beautiful deep brown eyes and say " its okat I am more than happy that you that someone had to do it eventually and I am just worried incase you get caught as I dont want that but I wanted him dead but no matter what happens I have your back all the baby dont worry we will sort it". he smiles and i cant help but stare into his cute brown eyes before he says "I love you so much and all always be here for you no matter what to and thank you for helping me not get caught it means a lot but you mean more to me". I smile and I kiss him passionately he kisses me back so gentle and lovingly the way any girl would loved to be kissed, I hug into his chest and listen to His heart beat because it makes me feel warm and its soothing to me and I love it and its another excuse to hug into his chest, one day after college we take a walk along the beach holding hands and giving each other unexpected kisses being on the beach with him is so magical we then walk back to my house to my house. it has been about 3 month since i met him now its another day after college I say " come back to mine I need to ask you something and I hope it will make you happy because if you say yes it will make me the happiest girl on earth we take hands and go back to mine just taking a little stroll through the nature park we finally reach my house and i ask him to move in and he agrees so at the weekend we start to load the vans and then we hit the road from his house to mine. we get in the house and start unpacking his stuff i take out his knifes one has blood on it and its fresh. i ask him with a worried look one my face "why is there fresh blood on this knife". he says "its ok its jamies blood". "thats ok then as long as its his" i say back happily. i take a folder out of his box in this folder i find love notes and its addressed to me i start to get emtional as i begin to read them. i then attack him with hugs and kisses he kisses and hugs me back he goes into his bag and takes out a a bunch of roses he hands them to me with a smile on his face and says "these are for you". i take the flowers and begin to cry while saying "thank you". he gives me a hug and lets me cry on his shoulder then he playfully tickles me and i start to laugh. we finish unpacking and then we go on a walk cuddling as we walk down the street he takes me to a lake where its calm and peaceful and there is lots of ducks. i love being on the walk and i was really happy as i enjoyed it we we start to head back to clean the house as he says he has a surprise for me but he says i need to wait till later. we get back and clean the house and we both dress up nice then he takes me to this special place.