Chapter 17

me:"yaah,no ne--

jk:"i love you too y/n"

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Jungkook POV

then the situation has become weird because of that confess then i fell shy then suddenly y/n ask the permission to go the washroom then after she left i followed her to the bathroom since she went to the women want so i need to wait outside then i saw her crying when she came out

me:"y/n"

y/n:"ohh hey jungkook,what are you doing at women restroom are you spying "

me:"ohh hell no,i just waiting for you but can i know why are you crying"

y/n:"no i didn't cry"

me:"don't lie y/n, i'm sorry if it because of me"

y/n:"anni its not because of you its because another thing"

me:"then shared to me"

y/n:"let's go out here,here are so loud because of the music and song"

me:"okay"

we went out the place like a balcony and we took some fresh air but it's still awkward to talk each other after that confess, i want to ask her is the confess is true or just because want to avoid the situation but i want to know why she cry first

me:"are you ok"

y/n:"i'm fine,i just cried because i miss my parents i wish they could be here for my birthday"

me:"i'm sorry about it and if they are here i'm sure they will be happy to see how their child have grown"

y/n:"thanks for making me relief"

me:"can i ask you something?"

y/n:"what is it?"

me:"are you really mean it when you said you love me"

she just stayed confusedly and don't know what to say

Y/n POV

actually i mean what i say but i don't want him to struggle his life for a orphan girl like me so i think i need to forge him for his best,i don't want him to sacrifice his life for me it will make me feel guilty

me:"actually jungkook ahh i love you but as a friend not more than that"i lied

jk:"ohh yaa sa-me with what i-i feel"

me:"ohh good then" my eyes was teary but i covered it

after we finished the party we go back to our house then we went asleep and thank god tomorrow is weekend so i could wake up late but then suddenly i remember of what jungkook have said,it make me feel guilty

me:"mianhae jungkook i love you so much but i need to let you go i don't want to lose anyone i n my life after i lost my parents and brother.I don't want to love you because i scared to faced broke up then i will broken crazily so i think we should just be a friend.thanks for coming in my life and make me happy and feel like i still have guardian but i will no longer here so i hope you will stayed happy like always here, i only have 5 months more before i continued my study abroad because after graduated i will going there to continued my study.I don't know how should i say to them that i will not longer stay here,absolutely thy will be disappointed and sad but just 3 years after i finish study i will come back here back,maybe"i was crying so hard because i will miss jungkook and everyone here

while i was crying i felt asleep and then next day i woke up a little bit late then i took a showered for 10 min and i wear something nice but my eyes were little bit swollen so i put some concealer to cover it then i put a little makeup then i went down

jin:"good morning princess"

me:"good morning"

tae:"wow you look beautiful, where are you going"

me:"I'm going out but i will come back before dark"

suga:"where are you going"

me:"secret"

rm:"make sure you don't have boyfriend behind us"

momo:"she wont have, if she do she will tell us first"

me:"yes,okay i will get going"

~time skip

me:"eomma,appa its been while i visited you guys,nado jinjja bogoshiposeo. Actually i have something to tell you,i have find my true love but i just can't love him because i might hurt him by my past so i think i should let him go for his happiness,eomma wae my life is always challenging i wish i could be there for you two.Eomma if you want to know the person i love is really handsome but so mean to me for the first then he act so cared and sweet to me and his name is jungkook and his friend namjoon,suga,jin,hoseok,taehyung and jimin was so kind and good to me other than that momo,mina and tzuyu are also there with me and after you guys passed away the person who bullied me also being good to me because guilty from what i going through, i feel so hap-py i wish you a-re he-re to wat-ch this bu-tt you le-ft me al-re-ady" i was sobbing hardly there

"eomma appa i miss you so much and i will always love you forever so please forgive me if i'm a bad daughter to you,i wish i could see u,touch u and talk to u for the last time before you go even i will go overseas after this please take of me eomma appa...saranghae"i said

then i put the bouquet of flower there then i was about to go then i heard someone sobbing behind the tree and i go there and saw

me:"yahh taehyung what you doing here"

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To Be Continued...