No matter how much I tried to quench the beat of his loving heart ..
To steal one of those beats or more
To create a conflict of me inside of him ,
To convince myself that a wave of internet exists ,
He was either too smart or too blind ,
One of which could explain my misery
The tangent of his reaction never felt different despite the cause
But the hope eventually faded with the truth of being abortive
Either i was a migrating blow from the sea of love in which he had already drowned ,
or my time was out of his season to inquire a new experience giving a chance for the rain to create a rainbow upon inside ,
No matter what ,
I lost anyway.