He is nervous as google called him ,
I remember the only day we actually had a conversation , how short it was !
About the worries of him not to be great enough for his job or position ,
The grief of wanting more than expected ,
Well I believed in him more than a person can do , I calmed him with some words that he didn't bother read ,
eventually he may did ,
However , I will keep watching him from far waiting for the day that he'll be successful and happy ,
Please God don't deprive him from that smile , neither me from it .