chapter 55

BGSB

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"My dad didn't entirely left, I killed him well it wasn't intentional I just hold this knife and I kept stabbing, kept stabbing, kept stabbing until he was no longer fighting I watched him slowly stop breathing" Jess lips slowly parted the surprising part was why was  susan telling her, she can't tell her secrets if that's the case.

"Why are you telling me this" Jess asked,

"Because I trust you Jess, you're the only one that made me believe in myself when you told me about my sex life, I just....I'm so ashamed to love I can not love like the way you do, you're taking a risk and you don't care if you get hurt on the way and your family supports you especially your relationship" Jess exhaled slowly.

"I'm sorry susan you had to go through this alone, and  thank you for seeing how much my family supports me it means a lot to me" the two of them hugged.

"Nah, don't mention is a good thing" susan said throwing the empty bottle of water into the trash.

"What about your mom did you have her back" Jess asked as they were about to head inside.

"No I didn't, my step father has three kids my mom has being to all their games, career day, vacation, is a perfect family Jess my father wasn't the problem well he was at some point but it was me, none of them ever loved me it has being like that the unlucky lone-wolf" Jess swallowed hardly as she felt great sympathy for susan.

"Here" she stretched out her palm susan took it.

"Best friends for ever, take my advice asked Chelsea out for the dance she's probably going alone after all"

"No, she doesn't wants us going public and she slept with someone earlier which she told me she had being crushing on since freshman year and  she look forward in working things out with her" Jess nodded coming down to exclusively high she has no idea things will change for good not to talk about going to the dance  in a love burble with the boy she practically stole from.

Susan thinks her life is the worst, yes is the worst because everyone is unique and different human being can't fill up each other shoes so the least they can  do is show kindness.

Family means alot to Susan, to her it has always being about the good life, freedom, security and access in other to achieve that she worked toward it although didn't expect so much will happened in a flash all she ever wanted was a university degree, because she's the first to go to college.

"Listen Uhm susan family doesn't need to be blood related, my family can be your family if you consider us as one, my mom is the coolest person in the world, and my sister doesn't judge just be honest that's all" Susan did not believe it.

"Are you for real" she asked overwhelmingly.

"My mom only comes by the weekend is back and forth, I will talk to them so you can stay with me you don't have to  live all by yourself" Jess offered.