Mothers lesson and decree

When I'm finally presented to my mom I know it's cliche and people reborn alway say that their mother it's beautiful but when I'm saying it trust me I'm not lying. Her golden hair it's so bright it looks like the sun, her amber eyes look so luminous like as if they are part of the sun, her skin it's milky white and so soft as if it was a babies. I wish I take after her just a little bit more manly.

" my baby boy, I know your going to be someone great and save our race from the betrayal of human and some of the blinded elves" that what mother said

Why it's she saying to me I'm only a baby but she already instructing responsibility open me that's why I don't trust humans not really human let say sentient race. They always ask thing out of you and discard you when your not longer useful. I don't know why I thought thing would change if I'm a different world.

" I know I shouldn't be asking this out of you but you as a prince of the elven race you will have to bear many responsibilities that its was comes with power, duty. Always being presented in front of your subject as a sight of hope and salvation, someone to look up to, admire and strive for that it's the cost I pay for my power and status and someday you will have to do so as well. This might sound unfair to you but it's what we must do to ensure our survival and that of our race. To show your position I will name you Gael the first of his name the heir to the throne of the Gagai empire, the future guardian of nature, born out of the sun And moon bloodline of house astra and Eloise. Born out of enemies but becoming a shining hope that it's always smiling and someone that get to envoy their childhood it's what I want for you my son." Mom says that while looking shaken and almost in tears

I don't know why she saying all of this right now she doesn't know I'm going to remember any of this so she probably feeling bad about the responsibilities I'm going to bear. I think it's a fair trade to have to lose freedom for power and status that's going to make my plans easier. Now I don't have to form my own organization when I'm going to have my own empire.

" someday you may feel that you want freedom and have the right to choose where you go at all times, who you hang out with, or even who you marry but no matter how you feel the crown must always win. It's the priority just how the empire protect us and support us we must sacrifice for it as well." Mom said as she holds me tightly

Some may say then that being the heir to the throne it's not all it's crack up to be after hearing this but in my eyes that how power works. It makes your life great but you also have to pay a cost, that I'm more than happy to pay in my last life I work myself to the top and I sacrifice but I also greatly enjoy the status and wealth that comes with it. My mother may not see as much value in the position We hold as royalty because she never had to experience living as a commoner.

" I'm really sorry my son for sharing with you what I when trough as if I'm warning you of the future. You know that when I was younger I was very immature and thought that I should have everything presented to me without giving anything but I soon learn with the civil unrest in the empire that the monarchy or royalty in general have to go in a very narrow line on how they should act " says mom

I really agree with this message people in power need an image of authority and power without overstepping in the people or nobility at least that's what I see in history but that's my old work here personal power count as well so what you can do is much broader.

"My father overstep this line and he pay with his life and almost lost our dynasty but lucky I was able to take control back over the empire but our influence it's not as large as it once was and although I'm working hard to get it back it's not working a hundred percent so our life it's in danger but don't worried my son I will protect you until you have your own power ." Mother vows

I was very stupid thinking that I shouldn't build my own organization. I can never say that the empire will be fully loyal to me but I can certainly win the loyalty of people that I will appoint to position of power and slowly cement my position and the one of my family.

"My son although I love the empire with all my heart the love I feel for you transcend my very being. I would be able to sacrifice my life for the empire I could never do that to you. A fatal flaw for a ruler. Many elven dynasty have fallen for this same reason the monarch putting the self before the empire and how unstable the empire it is I can't risk your safety"

At first I thought I would place a wall from my family and not be able to love them but I can't help but care about them and I'm really started to loving them well it more of my mom I really care about. I know it's irrational but something in me it's saying that they're my family and that one in earth it's not what family it's like. Family it's caring about the other and choosing to sacrifice for the other well being

" my baby boy, although this might make you hate me in the future and even worse make you have a very sad life you should know this is for your safety." Mom say and them kisses me

What it's she going to do she's not gonna denied me and force me to live in another place like some people have done in some anime's or manga.

" everyone in the palace here by listen to my decree the prince is here by ban from living the palace even if his father allows It without my permission. He will wear a veil over his face from now on and no one it's allowed to try to look trough it or temper it with magic all does who are caught will be severely punish. Even his own father. Every official that work near the princes courtyard will be moved to another part of the palace." Mama saids to a men near by.

All the while all I'm thinking it's what?