Cuts and Scars

You stood completely still. Your body didn't move, you didn't dare to look his eyes.

"I really need to go-" he didn't let you finish your sentence as he pulled you into his room.

"You have nothing to hide. I knew it from the start" he looked into your eyes and pulled up your chin so you did the same. You were at the verge of tears and he held your hands.

"Why don't you want our help? Why do you run away every time we try to help you?" You looked at your feet and said "I couldn't let you do that. You have your stuff to do and if I would be late my brother would beat me up. I didn't want to get more bruises, but everywhere I went I got them. I was scared you would hurt me" you finished your speech crying and he only held you tighter.

"Can you show me your hands. Unwrap the bandages" you hesitated. "You don't need to worry. I won't hurt you" he said and started pulling up your sleeves. Then he started removing bandage on your right arm. He finished soon and looked at your arm.

"You have a lot of cuts, we need to treat them. Promise me you won't cut anymore" you cried more and looked at the floor beneath you. "I really need to go bathroom, can I go? I'll be quick" you said and looked into his eyes.

You nodded and ran to J-hope's room and took your backpack. Then you opened the window, jumped through it and started running. You headed for your home, because they don't know where you live.

You ran as fast as you could and soon found yourself in the forest. You were sure that they wouldn't find you there.

~meanwhile with BTS~

Yoongi waited for 5 minutes before he went to the bathroom to check on you. He found the bathroom open and ran to J-hope's room. Your backpack wasn't there so he quickly went downstairs to tell others.

"Y/n ran away!!"

Others turned to him and looked at him weirdly.

"Didn't she go to bed?" Jimin asked.

"No, I found her in bathroom doing.... things and then she ran away! We need to go after her!"

"Before that, you said she was doing things. What things?" Jungkook asked curiously.

Yoongi only sighed. "She was using my razor to cut herself"

"She self harms?!"

"Why didn't we realize it"

"Why didn't she tell us?"

Everyone started asking questions until Namjoon cut them off "Why are we waiting here, we could already be on the way! What if she tries to do suicide again?!!"

Everyone started running towards the van.

~time skip~

They were driving for about 2 hours now and they still haven't found you.

"We should go tomorrow again, it's too dark and we won't be able to find her" Jimin suggested, but then continued on "but we might also be late"

Nobody knew what to do. They decided to go every house in the neighborhood and ask if they know where Y/n lives.

They were lucky because the first house they went said that she lives in the nearest house to the market.

They drove and saw a light in a house. "This?" Taehyung asked and Namjoon nodded "it should be".

They went to the door and knocked to it. A figure was seen coming to the door and opened it.

"Hello?" the figure said and it was a female. She had a hoodie on her head and her face was not seen because it was dark.

"Hi, we are looking for a girl named Y/n" Jin spoke and looked at her closely.

The girl only left, saying "not here"

She closed the door and boys looked at each other. "This couldn't be her, could it?" Jungkook asked. "She was acting so different from Y/n".

"Let's go in, it's her" Yoongi said and got to the door.

"You can't just barge in!" Namjoon said but Yoongi continued.

"She is acting different because depression got to her again. She self harms because of depression. She needs someone to get her out of it because it's not getting any better but only worse. And if you didn't see at school, everyone bullies her. When she comes home everyone abuses her. Tell me, would you not be depressed after this?!" He yelled and then opened the door.

"Y/n come down" Jin tried to be nice, but Yoongi went upstairs and straight to the bathroom.

He found exactly what he suspected. You didn't even see him until a pair of hands grab your right hand and the razor you were holding.

You quickly turned around and looked at him.

"You said you won't cut, remember?" You had fear in your eyes and as soon as others came you started crying.

"Why did you run away?" Jin asked and then hugged you. All of the blood from your arms came onto his shirt, but he didn't mind.

"We want you to be safe and to cure your depression" Namjoon assured you.

You couldn't stop crying, your eyes were all red and puffy and you only kept on hugging Jin.

"C'mon, let's get you cleaned up" he said softly. But you didn't want to cause anymore trouble.

"I will only cause you trouble and work. So don't take me with you. I can take care of myself and I can live here. Mom and brother are in jail so I have nothing to worry".

You tried to get to the door and opened it for them, but they stood still in front of you until you gave up.

"Why are you doing this? Why do you want to help me so badly? There's more than thousand people who suffer from depression, so why?"

"Because no one is bullied here at school like you. Everyone is always against you and you can't defend yourself, because there's too many of them. So we want to be one who helps you get through your hard times"