Chapter 9; Erotic Dreams

{"Is it okay?" while holding the clasp of her bra.}

{"Please, continue," she said with her eyes closed.}

{"Please let me know if you want me to stop,"}

{"Shit, so, you're a virgin" }I asked curiously from her.

{"'Please don't stop"}

{Oh Yes!!!}

{ Please go faster, ahhh! Hmmm!! Ahhh!}

I woke up in the middle of the night, looked beside me, and found no one. I scanned the room, realizing I was in my own bedroom. I sighed with relief; it was just a dream. I vaguely remember that intimate scene in the dream, but the man's face remains blurry. Who is he really?

I ended up in tears; I shouldn't be thinking about that man, but he keeps coming back in my dreams, especially the nights we shared.

I feel disgusted by the memory of that disrespectful man taking advantage of a drunken woman. "Whoever you are, I curse you," I thought to myself.

I got up and checked the time; it was 3 o'clock in the morning. I went to the kitchen to drink some water before lying down again. However, the dream continued to linger in my mind.

I thought of Ethan, I love him deeply, but I feel unfaithful for dreaming of a man I don't know. I want to tell Ethan about my issues, my past, but I don't know where to start. What if Ethan's love for me changes? These are questions that stay in my mind. I sighed and lay back on the bed.

Ding dong.

The repeated doorbell ringing pulled me from my sleep.

I glanced at the clock, and it was already 10 in the morning. My sleep was extended due to waking up in the early hours, and I had a hard time falling asleep again because of those darn recurring wet dreams about the bearded man."

"Rise and shine, beautiful girl," Ethan greeted me. He brought flowers and food with me.

I looked at Ethan, and he didn't know about the guy in my dream. I could sense his real care for me. Ethan was at my house nearly every day, so much that it felt like he almost lived there. I didn't want to mess up the good thing we had going. So, I chose to delay sharing the truth with him for the time being.

"Hey, jobless, what did you buy again?" I playfully teased him.

He always brings food for me and my mom, so I've been wondering if my boyfriend is actually a millionaire. He doesn't have a job, but he always brings gifts and groceries when he visits our house.

He laughed at my comment, and then he brought out a box containing a pink Rolex watch.

"Hmmm, there he goes again, spending," I teased.

"That's for you, an advance gift for your upcoming exams. I know you'll pass," he said confidently.

He also took out a gold necklace for my mom, Cecil.

Despite wanting to refuse everything Ethan gave us, he was always insistent, so I let him have his way.

On the other hand, as I studied for my upcoming exam, Ethan stepped in as my teacher. If I didn't know something, he'd help me figure it out. It felt like I was in a special school because he knew so much. Having Ethan there with me all the time was a big help.

"Hey there, bookworm. Need some brain food?" He playfully waved a spoonful of food near me.

I glanced up with a mock glare: "Stop trying to distract me, Ethan. I'm on a study mission here."

Ethan grinned mischievously, leaning closer, "But studying is so much better with a little distraction, don't you think?"

I playfully flicked his earlobe, a mischievous glint in my eye.

"Ouch, that hurts!" he exclaimed, rubbing his ear.

Ethan retaliated, pinched my nose

"Ouch, stop it," while I playfully squeezed his side just to stop . Ethan stopped pinching my nose but

suddenly, he pulled me closer to him, and I ended up sitting on his lap. Our eyes met, and I saw his Adam's apple move as he swallowed while staring into my eyes.

"I love you so much, Ellie. I hope you know that," he said gently.

I swallowed nervously upon hearing Ethan's words, feeling my heart race and a warm sensation spreading through my body

"I love you too Ethan Gray," 

Ethan slowly brought his lips closer to mine, and I instinctively closed my eyes.Our lips met this time, passionately and filled with longing. I've been waiting for this moment for a long time. Ethan is just too gentlemanly, so whenever he gets close, it feels like an electric shock running through my entire body. But I always end up disappointed with my dirty thoughts."

I moaned softly when he entered his tongue into my mouth, exploring inside, while his hands were inside my clothes, caressing my back.

Ethan's kiss descended on my neck; I looked up in the ceiling at what he was doing. I moaned even louder as his lips descended on my breast. My clothing was loose, making it easy for him to find and owning my breast using his tongue without removing my clothes.

I removed his T-shirt, causing our kiss to pause briefly as I couldn't help but gaze at his six packs abs.I touched it, and Ethan smiled at my action. I quickly returned my lips to his, this time with more intensity, while my hands explored his muscles.

Then I voluntary removed the blouse I was wearing, and Ethan eagerly buried his face between my breasts.

Gosh, the sensation I felt during those moments was incredible, like a million tingles flowing through my body. I held onto Ethan's hair as his tongue played with my chest, sucking, while one hand caressed."

"Ethan," I moaned.

I was about to remove pants when Ethan's hand stopped me.

''Hmm Beb. This isn't the right time,' Ethan said.

It felt as if I had been splashed with cold water.

My chest tightened with anxiety, and my body grew warm. I scowled and sat back down in the chair, feeling left hanging by Ethan's abrupt interruption."

"Why not? I asked, and I frowned and felt dismayed by his interruption.

He held my chin and gave me a playful kiss on the lips while grinning."

"I'm sorry, I just want to show you respect as a woman. I'm not rushing things, but I want to get something important to you at the right time," he said.

I felt my heart melt at Ethan's words. He showed great respect for me. If in the past, I was the one who often restrained Noah when we were in the heat of the moment, now it was Ethan who was holding me back.

I smiled warmly at Ethan and replied, "I appreciate your understanding and patience, Ethan. It means a lot to me."

After that incident, I went to the restroom to freshen up.

My panties were wet again.

I let out a sigh. It was the man from my erotic dream's fault.

I clenched my fist, unable to get those thoughts out of my mind.

So, now I thought I needed to return to the police station, as there might be some news about identifying that man.