2 Times the notification rang and she opened it with curiosity.
"He might be apologizing!"
"But I won't forgive him!"
"Maybe I should!"
"Should I Ignore it for some time?"
She wondered about that text she received on her phone.
Didn't check the number or name.
Found it was Russell!
This made her release her breath and then she turned off her phone after looking at the message. Indeed the unexpected fall of the relationship has caused a deep impact on her.
Though they are over yet she keeps on thinking about his return but once someone goes we should let go and move on because if he loves you he will stay no matter what!
She walked in front of the window and looked out. Her eyes started observing the Busy city, the road filled with vehicles.
Street shops filled with customers...
Park Filled With Young couples and families...
Her eyes went up at the sky, the empty sky with a beautiful view. The blue sky filled with orange shade clouds... Then soon she caught a plane flying in the sky making it look more beautiful.
She didn't capture any pictures because her mind was busy distracting itself from reality.
She knows what she wants right now but fate has already decided her future so she cannot do anything.
Smiling bitterly she turned around and walked near the switch. She turned on the dim yellow light.
The light was dim but her house was shining under the light which didn't affect her mood nor change her expression.
Physically she is present in her house but mentally she is flying in the sky of dreams...
Then she walked in front of the aquarium and drank her coffee as she forgot to complete it because of Russell and her overthinking.
It has been months since she last saw him but like every day, she feels like it was a dream where everything happened.
It's just an imagination that she converted into reality...
It's just something that never happened in reality but surely in her mind.
Then something clicked in her mind and yeah it was about the invitation well she completely forgot about the party because of her sadness and loneliness.
Though she has many friends she feels something else that is hard to explain and clearly that she misses his presence and his bond indeed when you are with your lover you have an incredibly different and it is not about your friends or your family but that bond and feeling hits different and makes a positive impact in your life.
She loved him but this made her broken. She still loves him but she is not ready to face him again because she fears that she won't be able to trust him, she fears that she will be left with a broken heart.
Nothing is right in this world. You will face multiple situations related to love until you find the correct one.
Who said you cannot meet the correct one because you don't deserve it?
No dear you deserve a second chance wait for the magic which will completely change your life into luxurious and wonderful.
There is always a perfect time for everything. If you will receive everything in a second what is the use of living and working hard?
Sometimes we enjoy working hard for the guy who we love, Sometimes we enjoy stalking him from our innocent eyes, and Sometimes we admire our bold moves to attract him.
When we sit and recall those moments, we eventually start laughing because of our innocent behavior and the stupid situation we created.