Coming Down the stairs made her feel weak. She felt like something was missing from her body.
She is Feeling emptiness and odd. She wished he was there.
Thinking about him is giving her excitement yet sadness.
She stood at the stairs and looked at the surroundings. It looks so empty but clean.
Looking at the bed which is still empty and clean.
Looking at the dining table, and the empty chairs no one is sitting and no one is waiting.
Looking at the couch, no messy covers or cushions lying on the floor.
There is nothing but emptiness in the apartment.
Everything looks neat and clean with cool air surrounding everywhere.
Her eyes looked at the empty wall and shelf. There used to be plenty of pictures hanging on the wall and some photo frames placed on the shelf.
She felt like she was someone who started living in this place in the past week or maybe shifted yesterday.
Weird things surrounded her mind with strange thoughts and questions. It had been months since she left him but still like every day she felt lonely and sad.
While wondering her eyesight falls on the aquarium and she remembers that she has to give food to them. She walked in front of them with a cup holding it in both hands. She bent down and placed the cup on top of the aquarium after taking a sip.
While taking out the food from the drawer. I unpacked the packet and took some food grains. Opened the passage and inserted her fingers to throw it from the hole which was located at the top.
She looked at the fish swimming around the aquarium and then went up to eat their food. Somewhere this scene was satisfying her but not in another way. She felt relaxed but not fully.
Just then she sat on the couch and stretched her legs on the table in front of her sofa. She threw her head back with the support of the cushion.
She massaged her head with both hands and closed her eyes for a moment.
"Hey, I was doing just fine before I met you
I drink too much and that's an issue, but I'm okay
Hey, you tell your friends it was nice to meet them
But I hope I never see them again"
Suddenly music played from her phone.
It was Closer, the ionic song with passionate lyrics and heart-touching music.
She understood that someone was calling her. Her heart started beating as the song played again.
"Hey, I was doing just fine before I met you
I drink too much and that's an issue, but I'm okay
Hey, you tell your friends it was nice to meet them
But I hope I never see them again"
She thought it was him, she started thinking what she would say and what would be the answer if he asked her about anything or maybe something about their past.
The Phone rang again and this time it was loud and clear. It was killing her.
She wants to talk to him but at the same time, she doesn't because nothing has left between them. Everything is over from that Day.
'Oh, God!' She screamed in frustration because her mind and her heart were not helping her only one hope was left that is god.
Indeed she is panicking because of the phone call. She was getting irritated and frustrated because of the ringtone ringing Continuously.
'Is it really that urgent??' She wondered because it had been 10 minutes and the phone was still ringing. She wanted to receive it but she was not sure if she would be able to continue her conversation with him.
She is still not sure if she can maintain her good relations with him.
Her mind is on mess because this is not about them but future and trust.
She is dying with the thoughts of questions about their conversation. Her mind wants to receive but her heart is panicking, she needs time all of a sudden he is calling it not fair.
She started revolving around her mind the thoughts of fear, prediction of their conversation, and nervousness about the relationship.
She cannot decide the correct thing.
The phone continued to ring.