I kissed them both, as this had brought up some powerful memories. "I love you both. And I'm excited to spend Christmas this year with all three of you. Ok. Now it's Bucky's turn. Thor step through."
Bucky looked shocked as Thor came through his door. "Thor, why do you taste like maple syrup and blueberries?"
Loki roared with laughter as Thor looked embarrassed.
"It's because it is Thor's favorite thing to have for breakfast. He has always loved them on pancakes and waffles, if you had not noticed. I am surprised though. I would have thought him to taste of pop tarts." Loki was still snickering.
I was giggling. "Ok Buck. Now you."
Thor just stared at Bucky. "Why?"
"Why what?"
"Why do you smell like the sea?"
Bucky looked uncomfortable. "Because I love the beach. It was my favorite place as a child, and I want to take Ariane there one day. Maybe even all of us."
"Oh Buck, I would love to go with you. I haven't been to the beach before. I got close enough to smell the salt in the air on some Hunts but that's it. I didn't even go as a kid. I grew up in the woods." I smiled at Bucky.
I thought of something and looked at Loki. "We don't have to go to the Tower right away, do we? Bruce went back since I was awake, and Thor was watching me, right?"
"Yes, my pet. We do not have to go until you are ready."
"Sooo, maybe you can take us to the beach? Instead of going to the tower we can spend some time at the beach for a while. We could do a local one and bill Tony for the hotel."
"If that is what pleases you then that is what we will do."
I bounced up and down on the bed. "Yes please! Yay! We're going to the beach! We're going to have to get bathing suits when we get there. I don't have any and I'm sure you guys don't either. And they don't allow nude swimming, God twins. So, you are shit out of luck on that one. I hope they have a boardwalk. It would be nice to stroll with you during sunset."
Bucky smiled. "I know just the one, Doll. Let the three of us get packed and we can go."
"Well, packing may have to wait a little bit. I still gotta explain sensation to Thor."
Loki and Bucky grinned as they knew they would enjoy it too. "Then by all means, my pet. Please explain."
I looked over at Thor and had him sit on the bed. He looked at all of us curiously as I knelt in front of him, and the others sat down as well. They knew not to stand because their legs wouldn't hold them up during this.
"Ok, so sensation is this. Brace yourself Sparky."
I held him in my hands, and he grew hard instantly. I liked across his tip and sent the mental image of me doing the same, as well sending the other two the image of me doing it to them. I was nothing if not good at multitasking. All three men gasped and moaned as I slid Thor's cock into my mouth.
"By Odin, what is this? It feels… I don't know a word for this."
"Amazingly pleasurable is what it is, Brother. Now do be quiet and just enjoy."
I slowly slid Thor's cock in and out of my mouth, trying to draw this out. I knew with the extra sensations he wouldn't last long. He trembled as the sensations of what I was doing were doubled. Suddenly I shoved him into my mouth as deep as he could go. He cried out as he hit the back of my throat. I started to work him fast, looking up at him the whole time. He watched his cock sliding in and out of my mouth and was panting. I scraped him with the edge of my teeth over and over and with one last hard shove all the way to the root he came, his cries echoed by the other two as they came.
I swallowed every drop and made all three of them shudder as I gave one last long slow lick that went the entire length and across his tip. I licked my lips in satisfaction.
"And that is what sensation is. And it can be shared, not just with you."
I gestured to Bucky and Loki and when Thor looked, he could see that they had come as well.
"This is why it's so powerful for Buck and Lokes when we have sex. And when you don't want to share with them or feel from them, you shut the bottom half of your door. If you need communication to stop, you close the top half." My voice dropped to a whisper and my eyes went dark. "If you need to close everyone out, you close both parts."
Bucky and Loki instantly moved to my side and held me. They all could feel the small pain I still carried and the never-ending fear that I would end up alone again and losing them all.
"I am sorry my sweet. I vow that will never happen again. I cannot lose you and in my own carelessness I almost lost the most important thing to me." He looked at Thor. "I am sorry, Brother. You mean a lot to me, but she is more important."
Thor nodded. "I understand that. I feel the same. When I knew I didn't have a chance with her, I would not have hurt you for anything. At that time, not even for her. But now she is the most precious thing to me. But you are a close second, Loki. Never forget that."
Thor could now feel the amount of emotion those words caused in Loki. The love and awe that someone cares so much about him. Now that he was in Loki's head in a way, he better understood why he had done some of the things he did. Loki had always felt like he was second best, lost in his shadow. To find out he wasn't even Asgardian, but a Frost Giant, something that they had been taught was evil. To find out he was nothing but another relic, a pawn in Odin's game. It was hard to see by that point that Odin did consider him a son.
I caught some of what was going on and just leaned against Bucky's legs and let them have their moment. Bucky bent and lifted me onto his lap and cuddled me. I laid my head on his chest with a smile. I was happy to see the two brothers bond in a way neither had thought they could.
"I love you all very much. And I'm excited to go to the beach for the first time with all of you. Can we pack soon?"
"Of course, Doll. You get dressed while we pack. Well, Lo never needs to pack as he makes his clothes vanish and reappear."
I wondered if I could do the same. "Lokes, can you let me watch in your head how you do that? I wanna see if I can too. It would make getting dressed so much easier. And then I won't need to buy a bathing suit, I could just make one."
"Absolutely, my pet."
I watched how his mind gave a small amount of thought on what he wanted to wear, and it appeared on his body.
"You may need more concentration at first as it is a new power."