Chapter 167

I nodded and walked over to Bucky first. I saw the startlement in his eyes and I felt a pain in my heart. I felt like I had been neglecting him and Thor. I didn't want them feeling like they weren't loved as much or were valued less than Loki. I cupped his face in my hands and pulled his head down to me.

"I love you, James Bucannan Barnes. More than I can ever say." I kissed him deeply and wound my fingers through his hair as he pulled me closer to him. He bent me backwards slightly as his tongue licked the inside of my mouth. I groaned and pulled his hair as he set my blood on fire. 

As he started to pull away, I whispered in his ear, "I'm sorry, my husband."

He looked at me confused. "Sorry for what, Doll?"

"For neglecting you. You're just as much my husband as Loki, yet I don't turn to you nearly as often as I should. You're just as important to me as he is."

Bucky's smile was bright and lit up his whole face. "I understand, Doll. I really do. I know you love me. And I know Loki has a stronger bond and pull than we do. He was your first love. Yeah, I wish you turned to me more, but I am happy just being with you."

Tears filled my eyes. "I promise to do better to show you how much you mean to me."

He nodded and kissed me again softly as he let me go. I turned to Thor, and he opened his arms. I walked to him, and he enveloped me in a hug and just held me close.

"I love you, Thor Odinson. So very very much."

I felt his voice rumble through his chest. "As I love you, my Angel."

"I promise to do more to show you just how much I love and appreciate you, Thor. I've neglected you just like I've neglected Bucky. That won't happen anymore."

"I never felt neglected, Angel. I also turn to my brother for direction, and I do not feel jealous that you turn to him for comfort more often than you do me." He squeezed me and eyed Loki and Lucifer. "But now I worry about having two mischievous men in our group, especially since they are so similar."

I laughed. "Yeah, can't blame you there. But it's sure to make our time in the bedroom interesting. I think I want a night where we unleash the beast in all of you on me at once."

I shivered and felt myself get very wet at the thought. "Fuck, we're so doing that."

"Doing what, my pet?"

I looked at all of them watching me. "Have all of you fuck me and give me pain. All four of you at the same time. Marking me and taking me hard. Making me a writhing sobbing mess as I beg you for more until I am utterly spent, my body covered in the marks of all my loves."

All of them reacted and I saw the heat and hunger in their faces. 

"Oh yes, my pet. We will be doing that."

"Tomorrow? Marathon session all day? Please please please?"

Thor laughed. "What my Angel wants, my Angel gets."

I clapped my hands. "Perfect. I know exactly how I'm gonna start. I'm getting you all to come in my mouth first. Then the rest is up to you guys. I will be a thing for your pleasure to do whatever you want to me."

"God, Doll. I think I need a cold shower tonight."

I grinned. "Why bother? I can just leave the door open."

To prove my point, I skimmed my hand up and pinched my nipple through my shirt. They all gasped as the pleasure shot through all our bodies. 

Lucifer looked in wonder. "How did you do that?"

I grinned. "I'll let them explain. But if I'm heading to Steve's room now, you'd all better get somewhere laying or sitting down. I've got the feeling it's going to be a wild night."

Bucky swallowed and nodded. "Point made, Doll. You go to Steve and I'm going to the bedroom."

I nodded and watched them all leave. I took a deep breath and walked to Steve's room. I didn't even bother to knock, I just opened the door and walked in.