Chapter 12

Mandy POV

I slam my palm to head thinking about that damn thoughts. Why the hell I was dreaming to be another woman?

That's so insane. I scold to myself.

What's wrong with me,I never let myself to attach from anyone. I don't like that attach myself because I'm not a door,That once they approach me; they will open all my secrets empty room. I don't like that someone will see the real me.

I just know his name today,plus we just met but I felt something,maybe I will figure it out soon. I thought,I was so mad at him and planning to take some revenge yet,here I am thinking about him and curious about his pain.

And why do I even care anyway?

My head hurts at the thought of mine,I felt ashame to myself at the fact I desire to be close to him. I'm sure,he doesn't want to minimize his ego,In fact, he's rude and arrogant I know it. Nonetheless,when I look to his eyes. I feel like he's not totally that kind of person that I'm thinking. It feels like I kinda trust him,That kind of man who will not let you down.

They way his blue eyes met mine,feels likes it's telling me that he has a soft heart. I don't know why I cannot get out him inside of my head. His angelic face and the sadness through his eyes kept popping my head.

"Ugh!" I scream in annoyance then I grab the pillow to slam it to my face.

He mess up my brain till it will explode. Truthfully,I never done this before: I never pay attention to anyone, Especially to a guy and now, I kept thinking the man that I just met.

This is so sick,he totally ruin my head.

"What happened to me,did I get hypnotized to his blue eyes?" I murmur collecting all my thoughts.

"Hey talking to yourself girl,tsk,tsk,do you want i can set up a doctor appointment for you?" Someone suddenly spoke.

Somehow,It made me jolt in surprise. I turn my head only to see my sister leaning on the door with arms under her chest.

"Damn,Maxene you scared the hell out of me,will you please stop showing in a unexpected time!" I grumble,

She just smirk at me.

"You look like an shit today," she exclaim.

"Well you just notice now,don't you know that I look like an shit ever since I was born." I bark sarcastically,

She roll her eyes and finally entered the room.

"I know, But let me ask you,why the hell you're talking to yourself like an insane woman." She remark,

"Really,I don't think so."

"It's because of that hot guy right?" She continue,

Hence,I give her a surprise glare.

"What are you saying, Ofcourse not, why do I need to waste my time for a guy?" I lied,

Yet,she just bat her eyelashes.

"Oh,come on don't like. I know the truth,I see how you look at him,As if he's the most gorgeous man you've ever seen,

do you think I don't know the way you stare at his lips—dreaming to kiss it. Dang it, finally sisi, you're now attracted to a guy!" She squeal like an small kid who just finally discovered a hidden treasures in a dangerous cave.

"What are you talking!"I grumble,

"You know it," she smirk.

I just roll my eyes for response.

"Whatever, anyway what are you doing here,you know I'm having some rest. What bring you here to disturb me?"I said, dismissing her topic.

"Actually,I'm here to tell you about my opinion to that super gorgeous man,I think he's from far place, perhaps a city man,though he wasn't even familiar in this place.But you know he's hot one and so cute. I think he belongs to a wealthy family." She stated and sounds excited.

This time,I sat on the bed taking some comfortable place.

"So?" I said giving her a question look.

"Can you know more about him,"

"What are you serious about that?"

"Yeah,I'm certainly sure. Well look, He's living with us, remember his apartment is in the back of the house. And we didn't know about him yet,"

I sigh,

"Do you like him?" I suddenly inquire, there was curiosity on my voice. Why my heart slightly clawed at the thought she likes him?

Yet, instead of answering my questions she just place her hands to her lips. Like a supervisor.

"We both know, he's so gorgeous among the other men's here. But he's not my type thou," she reply,

That make somehow my chest relief.

"Then why are so interested to know him?"

"Well,well well,I'm not interested I just say can you inquire about him,"

"So you mean,you want me to investigate by taking him in personal interview?"I ask and she nodded.

"That was a nonsense,"

"Umm,I think nope, it's a good thing you know, beside I know you like him."she giggle then she gently place her palm to her chest.

"I could hear your heartbeat and it's telling me,dub,dub, dub,aw my heart please,my heart. That gorgeous man stole it!" She said from the most dramatic voice she could. She look funny and creepy but annoying thou she's teasing me about that guy.

This time I took the pillow ready to throw to her, Unfortunately, she quickly sneak away from my room.

"I read your mind sis, It's telling me my heart please don't return it just keep it forever," she pause and she turn.

"You are my first romance and I'm willing to take the chance..." She sing followed by a loud laugh

"I know you sis don't lie!_ she said as she finally run to the stairs.

I couldn't help but to laugh. I wonder why I have a crazy ass sibling. Well,even she has pain in ass I still love her. And she's really my sister and blood thou she knows what's running to my head.

But wait,did I mention before that I wanted to know him?

Yeah,I really want to know him without vivid reasons. Should I talk him and inquire every details? What he might think about me? And what if he doesn't want to tell,yeah for sure.

Damn,why I'm longing for him, what am I supposed to do I wanted to know him,I just don't know how.

This is really sick.