Chapter 11

Mandy POV

We spent the rest of the hours of traveling the whole place. Once we finished, I returned to my room and get some extra bedsheets. For his new room. Though, I forgot to give him this earlier.

I noticed that he's quite and polite one,But doesn't mean I will forget our fist encountered at the fact,it damage my ego. Maybe, he's just hypocrite, perhaps, he's just pretending. He appeared to be a good, he's literally rude one.

When I finished to gathered the sheets,I made my way towards his room.

Although,I couldn't believe that he's gonna live here. What a small world right? We argued at the first time we met. And now, he's going to be my neighbor and also,he already appeared to be a good one in the sight of my father.

Maybe, he's trying to be nice at all. Did he think,I will be nice to him because he's rich and handsome. Well,I still remember how rude he is and how he turned my day into a worst one.

What about trying to have some revenge? Yeah,that might be fun. I couldn't help to smirk at my devil thoughts running inside of my head. While I was in the middle of walking through his room. I suddenly heard him yelling someone. So,I muffle my steps.

"I already told you that I quit,I'm exhausted from lame things. I already discussed about this is my final decision, couldn't just let me to have my own freedom. Why you can't understand,I told you I quit,I don't have to explain my sides. End of the story!" He yell angrily, revealing his frustration.

I wonder,with whom he's yelling that he's so frustrated yelling like an mad man. Also,it's just his first day yet he appeared to be a, Scandalous and boisterous neighbor.

Slowly,I enter the room and i found him standing in front of the window: with his palm on his forehead, and phone on his ears. It seems like he's not fine, perhaps having a hard day at the fact,he look so frustrated.

"Just let me do my own will, please for the sake of peace. I'm so sick with this kind of matter.

That's my final decision,I won't ch-" he didn't finish his sentence once he noticed my presence.

My body jolt for a while,when his eyes landed to me. Then,I carefully step inside of the door to give him the sheets. My heart skip for a while meeting his gaze, Though,those blue ones of him: suddenly turned cold and vulnerable.

It seems like the clearness of his eyes,were hiding a deep secrets and mystery. And when he cut the glance my heart clawed not knowing what's the exact reason. I can't understand this kind of feeling.

Meanwhile,he put his phone to his pocket. Giving me a dead glare.

"Um,I forgot to give your bedsheets, though this room was already used long time ago. But the whole place were still clean, I guess you need this for your bed." I began yet,my voice tremble,

What's happening to me? Why suddenly I became like this? As if,it's my first time to talk a stranger,when I'm so strong and unaffected to everyone. But this,man it feels something.

I heard him sigh and he walk closer to me to get the bedsheets that I'm handing.

"Thanks," he whisper, there's something on his voice.

I tried to speak yet nothing came out. And the second time his eyes swift to mine,I felt a uncertain emotion slap at me; Sadness. That's the only thing that I vividly saw to his beautiful eyes. He look pretty upset.

Why I'm being speechless again?

However,we stood while staring each other's face. And non of us say anything. He seems genuinely depressed. His eyes can't deny it.

"Do you need anything?" He said, dismissing the long paused between us.

Nonetheless,I felt like an smoke puffing through the air. Although,I already decided to appear detach and tough in front of him. Unfortunately,the sadness through his eyes, makes me want to break all my toughness.

"N-nothing,"I stammer, with my heart pound.

He nodded for response and turn back to his bed to fix his stuff. While he busied his self. I decided to leave as quick as I can. Although,my body and mind seems protesting and wouldn't cooperate yet,I just force it.

I've encountered several of guys:some are hot,some are cool and most are just stupid ass. Yet,it's nothing at all to me. I never find them fascinate nor to dare to pay attention. But this man, there's something in him.

I wasn't paying attention to him,yet he's so anticipating as if he has power that all the gravity including the air inside of my head. He could anticipate them.

Damn, what's happening to me? Where the hell I get all this thoughts why,I'm being affected to this man?

Shall I breakdown my walls not just stay tough?

Damn.

When I finally returned to my room,I throw myself in the bed.

I couldn't comprehend this unkown feeling but seeing the sadness in his eyes makes me soften: Although,I'm still mad at him for being rude before. Yet,when I look to his eyes,Everything twisted me. I thought those blue ones of him;were cold and standoffish to everyone. Somehow,they look sincere and vulnerable like unrepairable puzzle. He look like an he's seeking the missing pieces.

My chest tightened as I think of him,This feeling was so unfamiliar. I'm not sure but a part of me craving to figure out all his secrets. Eventually my heart turn greedy.

I want him to notice me and see the real state of me despite of my toughness.

I want to be another woman,that kind of beautiful woman he never get tired of staring at.