Chapter 6: Moving Forward

Waking up as the sun hit my face, as memories like dreams played in my head.

'Fuck what kind of background, was that, god went all in' wiping tears from my eyes, feeling a hand on mine, looking over to see my mother, who held my hand as if I was going to disappear.

Mother "your awake!" Getting you slowly , then rushing me with a hug.

"Mama I'm..." before she started crying.

Mother "listen to me Rama I will never leave you!" Putting her head on mine.

Mikasa "mama what's wrong with Rama?!" Coming in running at us, my father walked behind her.

Paul "are you ok son?" Rubbing my head.

"Yes, I'm ok mama, papa, can we eat!" With a smile.

Mother/father "haha yes....yes" not telling him parts of his dreams were played in there heads, watching his clan be destroyed, by the very people they protect, but they would not tell a single soul, grisha and Carla were no exception.

Mikasa "carry?" Looking at me.

"Haha yeah..yeah come on" lookin at her pretty eyes.

Going down stairs, Mikasa on my back, as grisha and Carla have smiles.

Eren "want to go play, after we eat?" Looking at me.

"Thought you didn't like me" looking down at him.

Eren "like mom said, your just like me, just a kid with you own char.. chara" just to get out his word.

Grisha " characteristics haha" laughing at his son, who came around.

Marika "want help with the food?" Smiling at the interaction.

Carla "yes it's almost ready"

Grisha "I'll be out for a while,if you go out make sure to stay safe" looking at all of us.

Carla "ok love" smiling going in the kitchen.

Mikasa "I want to play, if you go Rama" from my back.

"Sure,, anything for you" laughing.

Eren "haha awesome, I'll show you guys all the cool spots" getting excited.

After a while the food came out, Eating, Talking and laughing. Having to feed Mikasa cause she refused to be apart from me, as I look at her and smile.

Unknown voice 'close your heart to it' a soft voice was heard.

'What do you mean', the voice giving me a bad feeling, as I say in my mind.

Grisha "let's go Paul"

Paul "I love you, let us go grisha" saying to us, as they leave.

Eren "mom can we go play, now?!" Looking at Carla.

Carla "sure go head, no fighting this time" smiling.

"Ok mama, me and mikasa are going" grabbing my blindfold.

Before getting my hand grabbed, my mother with a worried expression.

Mikasa "can't we go mama?" In her cute voice.

Carla "it is ok, marika he will be fine" touching her shoulder.

"Haha" with my smile.

Marika "go, please be careful" kissing our foreheads.

Going out, we ran the streets playing, by the river that ran through the city, large boats that had soliders, seeing the scout regiment. Most of all meeting young skinny blonde haired boy.

Armin "h..h..hey I'm Armin" looking at me who was big for a child.

"Haha call me Rama, this is my sister mikasa" who stood behind me.

Eren "don't be a cry baby Armin, they are no dangerous, even if he looks scary haha" smacking Armin on the back.

Armin "ohh....ok, can I ask why the blindfold?" Looking at it.

Mikasa "brothers eyes are special" smiling, holding my hand.

Eren "yeah, he has a illness, my father says" agreeing.

Armin "illness?!, is it co...cont...Contagious!" Freaking out.

"Yes very haha" walking to him, as he falls backwards.

Mikasa/eren "haha" looking at him fall.

Eren "no Armin you can't get it haha" helping him up.

"Want to see?" Looking down at him.

Armin "yeah, I love seeing new things" perking up, after hearing it was safe.

Taking my blindfold off, and opening my eyes, looking at him, who only had the look of fascination.

Armin "that's so cool!, is it like a mutation??" Going up looking at them.

"Guess it could be haha" putting my blindfold on.

Mikasa "pretty right!" Smiling.

Armin "very, you guys want to play?" Getting happy to meet kids, they weren't bullies.

Mikasa "yes Rama, can we play some more, carry?" Getting on my back.

"Yeah let's go" running.

Eren/Armin "waiting for us!" Running after me.

Mikasa "haha faster, rama" liking the feeling.

Over time it went like this, people grew, thinking it was just a child as they saw him play helping those who needed it, they came back regularly to the city, as the 4 of them grew close. Mother and father worried but I took my blindfold off, changing peoples hearts is not easy, but it can be done, there were still a few.

Marcus "I don't like that child, he's bad luck if you ask me" looking at the children he had seen many times.

Cain "his eyes creep me out, I don't see how people can deal with it", smoking a cigarette, sitting on a box.

Christina "maybe his mother really did sleep with the devil haha" laughing her ass off.

Marcus "tch, shouldn't be aloud in this city, or should make him stay inside" getting up.

Cain " so what's your plan big guy haha?" Looking at him.

Christina "yeah, your going to do something dumb aren't you?" Getting up.

Marcus "what do you mean" with a shit eating grin.

Cain/Christina "you have that look" grinnin the same grin.

Marcus "kids go missing all the time, don't they" walking out of the alleyway.

Cain/Christina "in this part of the city it's all to common haha" following.

Meanwhile,

Eren "where did he go?" This is why I hate playing tag" getting mad.

Armin "it's ok eren, he'll come out eventually" smiling.

Mikasa "yes, my brothers the best at this game haha" giggling, as they keep running.

Meanwhile with the soldiers.

Up above them, a figure could be seen, while they had there conversation, tips of his fingers dug into the side of the wooden house, holding himself up,hearing every word they said.

"Haha and lazy soliders, who never come home, won't be missed" in a dark of the alleyway, two golden eyes could be be seen in the dark, before disappearing.

"Your life's, are forfeit" the words left as the figure disappeared.