I want to be pampered

Tulip is inside her room, lying on the bed thinking about the recent course of events occurred in her life. She lazily move her body in sitting position with the support of cushion behind her back.

Tulip look at the readers with a silly smile.

"Many of you must be thinking how can I forgive everyone so easily. But I no longer want to go on with this hate filled emotions all my life. Moreover when we make mistakes doesn't our parents forgive us easily so, why us children have so much of ego for not forgiving our parents. They gave me everything but their attention." [there was a short pause in between her speech. A sad look appears on her face]

"I always crave for their attention. Watching my sister getting lot of attention from our parents makes me so jealous that I started to wish of her death after all I'm not like those sweet Cinderella female leads. My heart turn completely black." [She release a swallow laugh].

"And let me tell you when I get jealous I become more shallow in my scheming. If I tell you those horrendous act of mine then I doubt that you gonna like me. Let me tell you one of those incident when my sister and I are in high school. As usual I had no friends and the people are there around only because to gain something from me and where as my Daisy was loved by everyone. And one day our school organised a fashion show and my sister become the lead model. Here's the opportunity for me to humiliate her. So, I tampered her dress and damn she got humiliated infront of everyone." [ release a low chuckle but soon her expression become serious]

"But as you know the fate of villainess soon truth came out and I can't forget that day, the first my parents look at me disgustingly and it was the last day I abhor any sort of feeling towards anyone. People started to hate me, look at me with disgust, criticise me, neglect me and soon everyone forgot about my existence. But didn't bother me as I take responsibility of my action." [She pause for some seconds]

"And one day I fallen in love and that to with my sister fiance and Oh man! I fallen hard. I was ready to do anything for him just to get his interest in me. We became best friends but he never cross that line even though I gave him the hint several times. After all he is not a person who cheats. And that was the thing that appeal me about him the most, his protectiveness towards his loved ones. And after whatever happened my son is the best thing happened in my life." [a gentle smile spread across her lips]

"Everything changes. You must be curious why I never talk about my relationship with Daisy and I will tell you in one sentence 'I hate her' . Maybe because I blame her, it's all because of her that I never got the love I deserve. I want to be pampered, I also wanted to be loved, I also want to have someone protective towards me, cherish me. All my life I was fighting for attention, love, career, people. Heck! I'm tired, I no longer want to abhor any feeling of hate, bitterness towards anyone. My only concern is my son and my grandpa. What Sol wants and what my parents wants that's upto them. I only want peace but I doubt I will have one thanks to author" [dramatically sigh]

Author "Hey! what did I do!"

The door bell rings

"Opps it seems like I have to go. But before going thank you so much for listening to me. I really appreciate your time"

[Tulip exit's]