the regret

At the cabin of Dylan,

my tears are not stoping I don't know I can't control my emotions. I want to go back because of what happened today . i sit on the chair and write a note for him. [ "I want some time so, I am going back. don't take tension I will be back after getting my mind fresh .

bye.take care

love ,

your's ember ".] and a tear roll from my cheeks and drop on the note.

I pinch my self and get back to my house.

whole night I couldn't sleep .

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ON THE OPPOSITE SIDE - The Dylan

when I came back I see ember unconscious on my table. I rush towards her and call the drive " take the car outside the company we are going hospital ". " Mr. Dylan are you alright ?". he ask " yes I am " I reply. he again ask. " so. who is sick? ".

" stop question ! do your job ". and cut the call. when I see her this way I feel more and more regret on my actions . I embrace her in my arm and take her out from the company and I help her to lay on the back seat of the car and place her head on my laps . " sir what is going on? is madam is alright? ". driver ask . I reply ' I don't know what happened just take her to the hospital.

in the way to hospital I notice that she has a pice of paper in her hand when i open it.

' it's a letter from her '. I thought and start reading it

[ "I want some time so, I am going back. don't take tension I will be back after getting my mind fresh .

bye.take care

love ,

your's ember ".]

she said she need some time and she is going back. that make my heart aches

" take us home "I order. driver say " sir but madam. " she is alright we can go. now. she is just tired ". I reply.

the driver get silent without ask any questions .

we reached at home and I take her to the first floor where our room's I take a pose and see both the doors and think 'let me take her in my room when she come back I will apologize to her '. I lay her on my bed and sit next to her seeing his face make me remember the vision for that time when we are kissing ,no! when i am forcing her and she is looking too innocent and I am like an animal who want eat her.

that make me feel disgust from my self. and go to take a shower and then lay next to her and give care to her cheeks and kiss to her forehead." so. sorry ember ". after some time I feel in sleep.

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NEXT DAY MY HOUSE ." EMBER"

I take a day off form college . by making a excuse ' that I want to study alone for my exam. '

I am really depressed and not even have a single snap of sleep because i have no strength to face him .

'why it is getting harder? why it's harder for me? why he force me? I want to see him but he can't do that to me? why it's too harder for me to talk to him about this matter what happened yesterday?

when I get close my eyelid it appears like a nightmare and make me scared. '.

after some time I make my mind that I will talk to him. when I go back '.

after eating dinner. I get in my bed for sleep but I'm my heart feeling saying that I don't need to sleep. but my body is not agree with my feelings.

and I feel in sleep.

when I open my eyes I see sun shining on my face and I can blurry see that some one is sleep next to me. I squeezy eye to see clearly . you know what I see it was Dylan.

when I see him i forgot everything and just want to see him more without blinking my eyes . he is looking cute and innocent guy , with an smile on his face, his shinny black hairs are scattered on his face, his lips are like a light pink cotton candy, his nose look like it have too much anger and last but not least his brown eyes look shine like a diamond because of sunshine they are just staring at me with too much passion

.WAIT.. !

WHAT.....?staring at me means he wake up !

oh my god ! "good morning " Dylan say.

I get shocked and hurry and start get out from the bed. and my leg get tangled with the blanket and I fell from the bed ." Auch! it hurt " I shout . he said " are you alright " and put his arm towards me to take his hand and stand up for the floor while he is sitting on the bed . my heart start racing on his cute look , his sprinkling eye is killing me . I start blushing and don't take his hand and run from his room to mine and locked the door.

after some time I get fresh and up and get downstairs and see he is eating breakfast as usual . " come eat some ", Dylan say. I say " coming ". he stand and pull the chair for me to sit but I don't sit on that I sit on the next chair without seeing him.

' he think that night is gone so I forgot everything . your bad Mr.Dylan 'I thought.