I still have hope

What is this bright light? I have trouble keeping my eyes open. What is this?

Oh, now I can see things clearly, huh? Where I'm? Is this a room? Who is this room? Whatever I should get out from here before the room's owner comes. But how did I go into this room?

Get out the room, Get out the room. I was walking out when suddenly, a massive amount of information poured into my mind. It felt like my mind would explode and I would die from it, but as time passed,, the pain also reduced. Finally, an unknown memory got in my head, and I understood my situation.

I looked at a poster of a magnificent huge building and, in big words, Harmony Academy.

I took huge breaths and tried to calm down the raging tsunami that appeared in my heart.

What is this? Why I'm here? Is it a dream?

I pinch myself, which hurts, so this isn't a dream.

"Status," I muttered.

[Name: Devin Ford]

[Bloodline: Iron Grade]

[Innate Skill: Reader View]

[Skill: Basic Swordsmanship, Master Thief]

[Rank: 7th Low Grade]

"So it's true that I'm inside that book and transmigration into the body of one of characters, " I looked at the poster again and then laughed. I laughed hard as I fell onto the bed.

This is truly interesting, a miracle. I laughed a long time before I calmed down.

The book I read for years, the book that didn't let me feel alone, a book that kept me motivated to live one more day.

And now I'm inside that book world. Isn't this truly interesting and something that I think is called excitement, excitement to meet the characters that I could only imagine, characters that taught me many things, to fight alongside these characters and laugh with them.

This is truly an exciting, happy thing, and I could even make friends or a girlfriend as well.

Now my life... my life would change forever. I can't describe how happy I feel.

I calm myself down and try to understand where I'm in the story, and as I know where I'm in the story, I sigh,

Fuck, why did, out of all characters, I have to be in Devin Ford's body.

Devin Ford is not a villain, but still, he did many things that annoyed me when I was reading the book.

Devin Ford had a girl childhood friend who became his fiancee; things were good until his fiancee awakened God Tier Water Element, becoming one of the best prodigies of the human race. Because of this, Devin and her relationship became distant.

Seeing that relationship becoming distant, Devin started to go with her wherever she went, and it became annoying for his fiancee. Still, she endured because he and her parents had a good relationship. She didn't want to ruin that, but there was a limit to what she could take, and when that limit crossed, she blasted him away with her water magic.

When she did this, her mother scolded her, which made her resent Devin even more; however, the following year, Devin's parents died, and she felt pity for Devin. She went to him to console him a little.

But she didn't expect when she went to console him, he tried to force her into sex, what happened? Well, she again blasts him away, and then again, her mother scolds her.

Because Devin ate the illusion flower, a flower that lets you see the illusion, Devin wanted to see his parent's illusion, so he ate the illusion flower when his fiancee appeared, and he got the illusion of her inviting him for sex, so he didn't try to force her, but he was under an illusion.

Of course, that didn't give Devin an excuse for his behavior, and his fiancee also didn't believe him and developed a hatred for him. When Academy started, Devin's fiancee, Ava, one of the main heroines of the book, met another main heroine who would become the protagonist's harem member. These two girls decide to spread rumors about Devin, and these rumors escalate to a level where Devin commits suicide.

And now I'm in this character who will face many ridiculous, bullying, and worst, loneliness.

I sighed. Even if I came into this world where many of my favorite characters are, I would only be able to see them far away, and about rumors, frankly, I don't care much. I didn't have parents before, nor do I have now. I didn't have a friend before, nor do I have now. I always got beaten up before, and I will get beat up now.

So, all in one, things are the same, the only difference being that this time, I have the power to change my situation where I didn't have before.

I know many things that would make me stronger, and if I become strong, then these rumors would die down, and I can make friends again.

I smiled. I still have hope.