CH-3 FITZ

Once again, I choke mid-sip.

Oh, sweet Jesus. Did she seriously just say that?

I glance over, and she's got one perfect eyebrow arched, awaiting

my response. Yup. She said it.

"Uh…you want to, um…" I cough again.

"Oh relax!" Summer laughs. "It was a joke."

I narrow my eyes at her. "A joke," I echo. "So you have zero interest in

making out with me?" Hell, why am I challenging her? My dick twitches against

my zipper, a warning that I shouldn't be entertaining the idea of kissing

Summer.

"I mean, it wouldn't be the end of the world if we did," she says with a wink.

"And it's always nice to have someone to kiss at midnight. I was mostly joking,

though. I just like making you blush."

"I don't blush," I object, because I'm a dude, and dudes don't go around

declaring they're blushers.

Summer hoots. "Yes, you do! You're blushing now."

"Oh really? You can see this supposed blush right through my beard, huh?" I

rub my face defiantly.

"Uh-huh." She reaches out and strokes my cheek above the heavy beard

growth. "Right. Here."

I gulp. My dick stirs again.

I hate how attracted I am to her.

"Fitzy," she whispers in my ear, and my pulse goes careening. "I think we

—"

"Happy fucking New Year!"

Saved by Hollis.

My friend lurches toward us and plants a sloppy peck on Summer's cheek.

They'd just met tonight, but she doesn't seem offended by the kiss, only mildly

amused.

"You're about twenty minutes too early with that sentiment," she informs

him.

"And you don't have a drink in your hand!" He fixes her with a disapproving

glare. "Why doesn't she have a drink in her hand? Someone get this beautiful

woman a drink!"

"I'm not a big drinker," Summer protests.

"Bullshit." Dean cackles. He's wandered over, his girlfriend Allie Hayes at

his side. "You were off your face when you burned down the sorority house."

"You burned down a sorority house?" asks a familiar voice.

Dean spins around. "G!" he crows. "Just under the wire!"

"Yeah, we almost didn't make it," Garrett Graham says as he strides up to

the table. "There was a ten-car pileup on the bridge. Sat there for almost an hour

before traffic started moving again."

"Han-Han!" Allie says happily, throwing her arms around Hannah Wells.

Hannah is Garrett's girl, but she also happens to be Allie's best friend. "I'm so

glad you're here!"

"Me too! Happy New Year's Eve."

"Garrett Eve," her boyfriend corrects.

"Dude," Hannah retorts, "give it up. I'm not calling it that."

Summer snorts. "Garrett Eve?"

Dean rolls his eyes at our old team captain. "Pompous ass." He glances at

Summer. "His birthday is New Year's Day."

"Garrett Day," G says automatically, before turning to greet me and Hollis

and the other guys from the team who made the trek to Brooklyn. Summer gets a

quick hug and a peck on the cheek. "Good to see you, Summertime. You torched

a sorority house?"

"Oh my God. No. I didn't torch anything!" She glowers at her brother.

"Bro, everyone's staring at you," Hollis suddenly says, grinning at Garrett.

Hollis is right—several heads have turned in our direction. Most of the

people here are too hammered to pay much attention to their surroundings, but

some of them have recognized Garrett. He's in the middle of one of the most

explosive rookie seasons in Bruins history, so I'm not surprised he's attracting

attention even outside of Boston.

"They're probably gonna start heckling me soon," he says glumly. "We lost

to the Islanders last night. Final score was five-four."

"Yeah, but you scored a hat trick," Hannah counters. "Anyone who heckles a

player with a hat trick is a stupid moron."

"Can a moron be anything other than stupid?" Dean asks with a grin.

"Oh, shut it, Di Laurentis. You know what I mean."

When a few more people start looking and pointing at Garrett, Allie teases,

"How does it feel to be famous?"

"You tell me," G jokes back.

"Ha. I'm so not famous," says the person with a role on an HBO show.

Allie's show is actually based on a book I really enjoyed, and although I'm

happy that she's a working actress, I secretly think the book was better.

The book is always better.

"Stop being so modest!" Summer slings an arm around Allie, who's almost a

head shorter than her. "Guys. I saw her sign four autographs tonight. She's a

star."

"Only half the season has aired so far," Allie protests. "We might not even

get renewed."

"Of course you will," Dean says, as if it's not even up for debate.

Summer releases Allie and returns to my side, laying a hand on my arm. It's

not a possessive grip by any means, but I don't miss the way both Garrett and

Hunter zoom in on it. Dean doesn't notice, thank God, because Allie is dragging

him away, saying she wants one more dance before the countdown.

Beside me, Hollis examines the room with a surprising degree of intensity

for a drunk guy. "I gotta decide whose tongue I want in my mouth at midnight,"

he announces.

"Classy," Summer says.

He leers wolfishly. "You play your cards right, that tongue could be yours."

Her response is to throw her head back and laugh.

Luckily, Hollis has an ego made of Kevlar. He shrugs and wanders off,

which spurs most of the other guys to scatter. Pierre, our resident FrenchCanadian, and Matt Anderson, a junior defenseman, head for the bar. Only

Garrett and Hannah remain. And Hunter, who's got a beer in one hand and his

phone in the other. He's taking a video of the crowd for his Snapchat story.

"How about you?" Summer asks Hunter. "I saw you dancing with seven

different girls tonight. Which one are you going to kiss?"

"None of them." He lowers the phone, his blue eyes dead serious. "I don't do

New Year's kisses. Chicks always try to find meaning in them that isn't there."

Summer rolls her eyes so hard I'm surprised she doesn't pull a muscle.

"Right, because all women start planning their weddings after one kiss." She

glances at a laughing Hannah. "Wanna hit the ladies'? I want to touch up my

makeup before the countdown. My lip gloss needs to be perfect for when I kiss

my future husband at midnight." She directs another eye roll at Hunter.

He winks at her, unfazed. "Better hurry, Blondie. Only sixteen minutes left."

He nods at the huge digital clock hanging over the DJ station.

"Be right back." Hannah gives Garrett a kiss and then follows Summer.

"I need a refill," I tell Garrett. I gesture at his empty hands. "And you need a

drink."

He nods, and we leave Hunter at the table and make our way to the bar. We

stop at the far end of it where it's quieter, near the arched doorway leading to the

restrooms.

I order two beers and hand over some cash. When I turn back, I find Garrett

eyeing me.

"What?" I say awkwardly.

"What's going on with you and Summer?"

"Nothing." Fuck. Did I answer too fast?

"Liar. You answered way too fast."

Goddammit.

His tone becomes cautious. "When she got handsy back there…you didn't

seem to mind."

He's right. I didn't mind. The last time I saw Summer, I made a conscious

effort to keep my distance. Tonight, I let her touch my arm. I shared a drink with

her. Honestly, if I liked to dance, I probably would've let her drag me onto the

floor.

"She's… Well, she's into me," I say slowly.

Garrett snorts. "No shit, dude. That chick wants to ride your dick."

"I know." Guilt pricks my throat. I hope I haven't been leading her on

tonight. "Don't worry," I assure him. "I won't go there."

He looks startled. "Why would I be worried?" His eyebrows furrow. "Wait.

You might be misunderstanding. I'm not warning you away from her. I think

this is a good thing."

A frown touches my lips. "You do?"

"Of course. I mean, one—you never hook up."

I swallow a laugh. That's not true at all. I get lots of action. I just don't talk

about it.

"Two—Summer's cute. She's fun. Easy to talk to." He shrugs. "She could be

exactly what you need. You'd have to run it by Dean first, though. He thinks

she's a brat, but he's protective of her."

Run it by Dean? As in, ask Dean for permission to bone down with his little

sister? Garrett is frickin' crazy if—

My thought process halts.

"You're talking about more than a casual hook-up here," I say.

"Well, yeah. She's Dean's sister. He'd kill you otherwise."

"I'm not dating her, G."

"Why not?" He reaches forward to grab our beers, passing one my way.

I twist off the top and take a deep gulp before answering. "Because she's not

my type. We've got nothing in common."

"She likes hockey," he points out. "That's a start."

"And I think it might end there," I say dryly. "I design and review video

games. I'm into art. I'm covered in ink and I binge-watch crime shows on

Netflix. And she's… I don't even know." I scan my brain. "She's obsessed with

shoes, according to Dean. And he insists she has a shopping problem."

"Okay. So she's into fashion. Some people consider that art."

I snicker. "You're reaching."

"And you're judging. She seems like a good girl, Fitz."

"Dude, she got kicked out of Brown for partying too hard. She's a party girl.

She's in a sorority."

I'm on a roll now, because my dick is still semi-hard and I'm desperately

grasping for reasons to not screw Summer.

"She's…fluff," I finish.

"Fluff."

"Yeah, fluff." I shrug helplessly. "You know, not serious about anything.

She's surface level."

Garrett pauses for a long moment, searching my face.

He stares for so long that I fidget with the sleeve of my hoodie, feeling like a

specimen under his microscope. I hate that intrusive sensation of eyes boring

into me. It's a scar left over from childhood, a need to blend into the

background, to be unseen.

I'm two seconds from telling him to cut it out when he starts to laugh. "Oh, I

get it. I was wasting my time trying to sell you on her. You were already sold."

His gray eyes light up gleefully. "You have a thing for Dean's sister."

"Naah," I say, but it's a halfhearted denial at best.

"Really? 'Cause it sounds like you're trying to convince yourself that she's

not right for you." He grins. "Is it working?"

I sigh in defeat. "Kind of? I mean, I've managed to keep my hands off her all

night."

That gets me a laugh. "Look, Colin—can I call you Colin?" His jaw drops. "I

just fucking realized I've never called you Colin."

Garrett literally shocks himself into silence, until I let out a growl of

impatience.

"Sorry," he says. "That just blew my mind. Anyway. Fitzy. On paper, Wellsy

and I don't seem like we'd work, right? But we do, don't we?"

He has a point. When I first saw them together, I couldn't make sense of it.

Hannah was an artsy music major. Garrett was a smartass jock. They're

opposites in so many ways, and yet they really do click as a couple.

But Summer and I… We're not even on the same piece of paper. From what

I've seen and what Dean has told me, she's drama-llama at full force, all the

time. She craves the spotlight. I shy away from it. It's bad enough that our games

are televised every Friday night on the local New England network. And the

major games make it to ESPN. Makes me cringe to think of strangers watching

me skate and shoot and brawl on some huge screen.

"All I'm saying is, keep an open mind. Don't fight it." He claps me on the

shoulder. "Just let it happen."

Let it happen.

And, fuck, it absolutely could happen. All I'd have to do is smile in

Summer's direction, and she'd be in my arms. She's been sending out interested

vibes left and right. But…

I think what it boils down to is that she's out of my league.

I play hockey. I'm fairly intelligent. I'm good-looking, if we go by my

success in the chick department.

But at the end of the day, I'm that nerdy kid who would hole up in his

bedroom playing video games, trying to pretend his parents weren't fighting like

cats and dogs.

In high school I had a brief moment where I tried expanding my horizons. I

started hanging with a nihilistic crew who got a charge out of rebelling against

any cause. But that came to an abrupt end when they got into a brawl with some

kids from a neighboring school, and half the group was arrested for assault. I

quickly reverted back to my loner state after that, not just to save my place on

the hockey team, but to keep from giving my parents new fighting ammunition. I

listened to them scream at each other for two hours about which one was to

blame for me running with a "bad crowd." It was easier just being a loner.

Needless to say, I didn't have girls like Summer throwing themselves at me.

And I didn't party with my teammates after hockey games, so not even the puck

bunnies wasted their energy on me.

In college, I've made more of an effort to be social, but deep down I'm still

the guy who wants to remain invisible.

Summer is the most visible person I've ever met.

But Garrett's right. I'm being a judgmental bastard. She might come off as a

bit spoiled and superficial at times, but she deserves a chance. Everyone does.

Hannah's already back at the table when Garrett and I return. "Cutting it

close!" she scolds, pointing at the big clock. It's two minutes to midnight.

I frown, because Summer's not with her. Dammit. Where is she?

I've decided to take G's advice and stop fighting it. I'm going to give in, kiss

the hell out of her when the clock strikes midnight and see where it goes from

there.

"One minute to go, boys and girls!" the DJ's voice thunders.

I give the room a visual sweep. Summer's still nowhere to be found.

I want to ask Hannah where she is, but Hannah's got her arms looped around

G's neck, and they only have eyes for each other.

"Thirty seconds!" shouts the DJ.

All around me, people are coupling up or gathering with their group of

friends. Allie and Dean are already making out. Hollis has reunited with the

brunette he was dancing with earlier.

Still no Summer.

"TEN!" everyone yells.

The red numerals on the clock tick down in time with the crowd's screams.

"NINE!"

Each passing second brings another jolt of disappointment.

"EIGHT! SEVEN!"

And then I spot her. Or at least I think it's her. The strobe lights are going off

now, zigzagging over the sea of bodies crammed in the bar. Each burst of light

helps me form a clearer picture of the girl against the wall.

"SIX! FIVE!"

White dress. Red ballet flats. The ponytail.

"FOUR! THREE!"

It's definitely Summer.

"TWO!"

But she's not alone.

"ONE!"

I wrench my gaze away the moment Hunter's mouth hungrily collides with

Summer's perfect lips.

"HAPPY NEW YEAR!"