Clare's Letter

You know what Clare I'm the youngest of the family, not the only brother. In fact I have 2 brothers and a sister. My one brother is from step mom.

But the youngest have the separate place you know.

But this weekend, I came to know that my dad again getting  married in the USA and my mother have another relationship. How should they find their pure love everytime or should I ask how the pure love exists multiple times.

You gave me answer every single time Clare.

It's because of temporary attraction.

My brothers and sister also don't get personal attention that every child need. I always force my sister to come and live with me. She is older so she always refuse the offer.

Actually she is getting along well with my cousin and soon they will get married

I hope that will come soon.

Moreover, I'll try to congratulate my father , like I always used to do him when his relationships came to this point

But you know what Clare 

I hope

I hope

I  don't want any more brother , as I want to be the youngest forever

Funny to hear I know but no doubt I never got the attention that  I needed from my parents, all I need to be the youngest now

                                                                   Regards

                                                                Morris.....

This time he didn't wrote his full name! Why? Is he hurt that much?

Sometimes I feel really bad for him. I know he will think all the time that who in the world will read his saddest stories but you know what Morris Clare do…Emmy do

When I opened up the second letter to get through the answer I hear somebody showed up and ask for beer.

So I  closed up my letters and stuffed them back to my pocket of jeans .

…

Henna was sitting on the study table making assignments for three of us. She always do the assignments job for us , In return we help out in her clothes, cooking and cleaning.

It's not about we are not capable to do our own assignments, it's because henna is too nerdy.

Me and Lily was sitting on the couch watching reels on Instagram

When we got bored after some time. We went to the side kitchen, a small kitchen at side of front door we had in our dorm. It's just have one stock, washbasin and a place to keep over.

In fact we have the refrigerator beneath our dispenser.

Lily started frying some nuggets while I started making milk coffee for two of us.

Me and henna don't actually like black coffee in fact lily do as she do job in a café.

She always try to tease me saying that

" I'm the coffee lover just because I work in a café but why are you not a beer lover as you work in a bar?"

It's not about working place, it's about your nature which should be comfortable with the things you want or you really don't want in your life.

When she was placing the nuggets on the plate, I spoke up finally

"Lily please don't interfere in Morris personal matters"

"Any why should I do that ?" she said my line, she is my friend of course ugh

" Actually it felt really awkward and tell me how did you know about his personal matters huh?" I put a question towards her

" Actually I have some personal friends under his group so" she the picked the plate and went to join Henna. Me and Lily sit near henna,on the cushion of floor.

She was busy in making assignments so we tried to chill her up with refreshments.

Lily said "Henna you know what I think our dear Emmy is getting interested in Morris"

What? Did she just took me wrong about him.

They got a new person to tease me

" Hey lily watch your words she is still in a contract marriage" henna replied by lowering her head towards the papers.

I picked up a nugget dipped in a sauce and helped henna by feeding her side by side. Then I passed the cup of tea towards her. She nodded like she wants to say thank you.

"Look my friend is so nice, lily you always took my words in a wrong way" I said

"Oh really don't you hate Morris? So why are you supporting him nowadays?? May I know dear" she poked me on my forehead

" Actually it's All about Ethics , representing our inner nature,peace, soul…" henna broke in my words

"Stop stop stop now you are talking like Clare"

What? Now henna my own friend also started doubting me like nick did.

Maybe both of them are of same nature and mental level. Or I'm overthinking

"You wish but lily be careful next time, you can fight beat him up or do whatever you want but please don't do anything personal"

"Okay Emmy " she did a pinky promise with me in a fashionable manner. Twisting our fingers up and down then doing a high five.

Morning

Henna and Lily are still sleeping as it too early right now and I woke up just for doing some morning walk.

It's my daily routine to take a round of our building road on about 5am

I wore my joggers and a cap on my head, music hoddie and black trouser. When I was about to leave one thing hit upon my mind. I forgot to read that 2nd purple card. I wanna know the reason of his Card.

I was sitting on the bench below the tree. I took 3 huge round around our university building and now I'm dead tired. I took a deep gulp of water and holded my back towards the bench. I opened up the letter

Hey Clare

Hope you are doing well

Hope you're gonna read this, I guess I'm not that much lucky

Actually, I called my dad this morning and I congratulate him about his marriage. He also become really happy that I care for him.

He holds the phone next to my step mom. I also have greeting with her. Then in a way of frankness she told me that I should be practical as well independent as they are going to have a new family now

She told me that I'm in the age which shouldn't be dependent upon his father

And whatever

I didn't paid any attention

But after two days

I was forced to pay attention to this matter seriously

When I was doing some shopping for our trip I came to know that my credit card is not working at all.

It's blocked

Like what? Did she just convinced my dad in a week.

I wasn't so disappointed at all , as I have multiple cards but It hurts so much.

He just blocked my card for the one week love?

I can't tell it's love right Clare? It's temporary attraction

Just like I also believe that love doesn't exist.

Also, I think that girls are selfish, clever, self being , also no girl in the world are innocent

Except that Baby Emmy

Did I tell you about her before?

In the next letter because I gotta go we have to donate the blood

       Regards

    Morrison…..

Why he left his name alone?

Did he called Emmy?

Did he just mean I'm way too innocent?

Or the card was blocked by his mother not his father?

And a lot of questions hit at the same time. Then I felt some presence. Someone was coming from the front road towards me. Actually the way of the road is towards me.

Coincidence