Memories

A girl gazes at her window. Her mind is currently absent-minded from this place. Suddenly a knock comes from the door and drags her back to the reality.

"Enter" she said.

"Good morning, Sister Kai" a soft and childish voice came from the visitor. Kai just smiled towards her as she let her sit and began to make some tea.

She then tries to remember what she is absent-minded about earlier.

But she can't remember. All she knows that there is a pain in her chest. All she knows that there is a tingle of sadness in it.

It's like a sword was pierced in her heart. Like her whole body was tortured 'til death.

Why does she felt like this?

"..."

She doesn't know. Mysterious feelings and thoughts suddenly came to her. Just this is enough for her to be pissed off.

Life is full of sh*t. She knew this very well. But she would never think it is much more than that.

It has been a year since she came into this world. She is slowly adapting to the customs of this world.

Luckily, she has been transmigrated to a legitimate child of a baron or else her life is much worse than that.

She inherited the memories of the owner of her body. And if she has to say something about, what a sh*tty girl she is.

A sixteen years old girl and she is still so dumb and innocent even when she is a noble?

She won't believe it. From her actions, she knew that this girl is definitely faking.

"Sister Kai, father wants to meet you later" the young innocent girl call out for her as she drank the tea.

"Hn. Thank you, Crist"

This older sister is none other but Ciarra Kai Rozel. A girl who has memories of a girl in another world called Earth.

And the little child who talked to her is none other than her little sister Monica Crist Rozel.

These two children are the daughters of the legitimate wife, Kailene Crist Novella and Baron Simon Neil Rozel.

Even though her father has a favored concubine, they still got treated greatly instead of neglecting them. If she were to say something, this is just a typical arranged marriage.

She was once the favored child of her father because of her innocent attitude. But as soon as she replaced her in this body, she slowly changes the view of the personality of the original owner's body.

If one were to say something, she is much more independent than any lady in their household.

Thanks to it, her father starts to grow apart from her.

After she finished talking with her sister, Kai stands up and heads toward to her father's room.

She wonders what will happen. Will she meet her fiance? Just having one is already a pain in the butt. There are many things that are not allowed.

With her modern knowledge, she is sure that she might meet her fiance, after all, she is 17 years old right now. It is time to discuss the marriage of a child.

She knocks and opens the door but was shock on the person in front of her. That person is not her father but her mother and at her side is someone else.

"Good morning, mother. Good day to you, sir" Kai greeted them both.

"Kai, you finally came. This is Sir Giovanni Crono, your fiance"

As she thought, it is her fiance. She once again performs a curtsy.

"Good day to meet you, Lady Kai. I'm Giovanni Crono, 4th son of Earl Crono. I am your fiance"

"I am Ciarra Kai Rozel, first daughter of Baron Rozel. It's nice to meet you, Lord Giovanni"

They both sit down and began to talk about themselves with her mother as a medium.

This talk lasted until afternoon. She can tell Giovanni is a bit dissatisfied of her. Of course, she too is dissatisfied of him and her mother.

Can they tell her first she will have a fiance before they meet up?

But... she felt like she saw that face of Giovanni before... but where..?

She walks to her room and began thinking when did she know him before. As far as she knows in the previous memory of Kai, she only knew him through his name and never met him face to face.

Violet butterflies suddenly surround Kai. One of it lands on her finger. She softly whispers, "Investigate Giovanni Crono and his background"

The butterflies slowly disappear in her sight.

"Magic..." she muttered.

In this world, magic exists. In this world, she has despised magic of all. If somebody caught of it, death only awaits her.

She has the best affinity of it. In order to hide it, she has to use other magic which she is bad at it. But there's nothing to worry about it for she is just a daughter of a baron. She is lucky that she isn't the daughter of any high-class nobles.

Suddenly, pieces of pictures flooded her brain. There, she herself was standing at the top of thousands of dead people. There, she keeps killing and killing with tired eyes.

Then the scene changes. What she saw is a repeated deaths of--

She tries to catch her breath from those sudden thoughts. She can feel her body weaken from it.

'What were those...? I..?'

Her world turns black.