Realization

Shaman while sighing "There is something you still don't know. She will die at the age of 18 years old as she died in her previous lives. She will be reaching her fate next year. You can't save her . Just let her go. "

Wallace" I don't want to turn my back to her just to save myself, Although I am not feeling the way I should feel about her , still I don't want to regret later ".

Shaman" If she becomes pregnant with your child it can increase the chances of good luck taking over the dark but you are just a kid. There is nothing you can do. "

Wallace smiling with painful expression on his face "Of course that's impossible"

Shaman" You couldn't save her in your lives because you come to realize too late ".

Wallace bending down on his knees in frustration" what can I do? It's not like it's in my hands ".

Shaman" How about leaving this matter to my generation ".

Wallace" how? "

Shaman" First you should remember everything in your previous lives clearly and leave a record of them to me . I will pass it down to my generations . That's the only way I can help you with. "

Wallace" are you saying I should give up on this life? "

Shaman" Nothing can be changed you know that better than me ".

Wallace" So how can I regain my memories? "

Shaman " I will look for a way, but you must remember it will be so painful to remember all the emotions and memories. You will be betting your future on it".

Wallace " Of course I expected that much at least"

Wallace returned home with heavy heart. I don't understand his acts but he is aware of his emotions. He doesn't wants to sacrifice himself for Harlow but he doesn't wants to let her go. He was watching Harlow coming back from school from upstairs. His eyelashes becomes heavier and teardrops drips down his cheeks.

While he was waiting he tried to understand Harlow more. He would go to her and ask her to hang out with him. And of course Harlow always would always come to him running because he was like a little brother to her. But sometimes she is taken back by Wallace gaze. At times like that Wallace would joke about something and pretend like he was just trying to tease her. When he would see her smiling so brightly he can't find any reason that can hurt her so badly that she could kill herself. But strangly enough she seems so vulnerable to him. In his heart he begs that in Next life he don't want to be late. He doesn't wants to lose her anymore. "Curse or whatever I will definitely be able to overcome it " he thinks.

Although Wallace was fifteen years old he had body of a man . This week they were going to park. While they were playing games he saw Van with a boy. He tried to take Harlow somewhere else but she insisted on playing here. She asked him to give her more money to resume game. He opened his bag and took out the wallet. Harlow turn to the side Van was standing. The boy next to him gives him a little Peck on the cheek , Van was smiling shyly. She got sad after watching them. She came out of arcade. Wallace followed her . She suddenly stopped and turned to Wallace "So that was the reason why Van would never like me , You said it's given then why would you hide this from me ".

Wallace "I was just afraid that you will end up getting hurt".

Harlow while shaky voice and crying "it hurts more… … it hurts more this way ".

Harlow huged her and pat her head .

It's Wallace birthday. He turned fifteen years old. Harlow gives him a necklace with his initial on it. Wallace " you should have carved your initial on it, What's the point of my own initial ".

Harlow " I am not you girlfriend why would I carve my initial on it?"?

Wallace " what's wrong with dating me , I'm such a handsome boy. I'm not lacking anything ".

Harlow while laughing at him " how did you came up with such a joke?"?

Wallace " I am not joking ".

Harlow expressions stiffen " it's like… … "

Wallace interrupting her " is there is any reason that I can't like you "?

Harlow " it's not like that… but I never thought of you… .. moreover you are younger… ."

Wallace " Age doesn't matter, Van is older than you but you still liked him. It's not age You just never saw me in that way. "

Harlow was shocked at how serious Wallace was. He is right about it but Harlow can't see him as a man because she just thought of him as a little brother. While coming back to home Wallace words are banging in her head. She is not yet ready for Wallace confession.