I'm deleting my book and going to write it again from the start
Have you ever heard about the legend that if you suicide in one life you end up killing yourself in every life. How cruel it is to kill oneself in every single life time. It's like going through the same pain again and again. Tearing ourselves with our own hands just because the pain we are going through is just too much. But it's a written fate that if we write once it can never be changed.
Sharon takes her life once although she wanted to live and that became her fate. She kills herself in every life for different reasons and go through the same terrifying cycle. But she is not alone in this terrifying war there is someone who go through the same pain in every life time for losing her. It's Marley. Odly he dream about his previous lives and find out about Sharon fate . To save her he have to make Sharon to love herself but it not really works. He have to find every possible way to save her. Will he will be able to save her from this misery and will she ever meet natural death so that she can be happy in next life. So that she doesn't kill herself in next life.
In 1939
Marley was from royal family. He was 18 years old.He was a perfect boy . He was smart and handsome. Not to mention wealth because he was from royal family. He lived in a castle with his family. His family members were his parents and uncle and his his son that was also Marley cousin named Asher. Asher was just a jerk. He would habitually assault maids and use violence against slaves. But no one actually stopped him and said a word to him as he was from a big family origin. His family thought it was just his immature age fault. Once he becomes adult he will come to understand everything. Only Marley was against his rebellious behaviors. But he wasn't able to do anything. Asher was two years older than Marley.
Every month there would be a test to pick up new maids. Sharon was one of the newly picked maids this month of December. She was almost eighteen years old. She was so beautiful with big eyes and bright smile. But she rarely smiled. That must be because of all the hardships she was going through. She was appointed to assist Marley. Because Marley picked her to do his chores as soon as he saw her . He requested his mom to appoint her for him. He have fallen for his beauty. She would do his chores all day and clean his room and would go to sleep in maids room. Marley would keep noticing her and kept falling more for her. He would make her sit down and draw her face then keep that drawing safely. He thought of confessing hos feelings many times but he was scared from the fact that she was just a maid. If their relationship was to be known to family they would have gotten rid of her. For them she was just a maid. As she was appointed to Marley Asher never got a chance to see her. But one day when Sharon was passing through hallway taking juice to Marley room Asher saw her . As she was beautiful he got bad thoughts in his mind and smiled at Sharon back and walked toward his room. He kept his dirty eyes on Sharon for a while. Then one day when no one was home he called for her. She was doing chores as usual. At Asher call she knocked at his door.
Asher " come in"
Sharon "what can I do for you sir"
Asher smiling at her"come here"
She went toward him. Asher asked her to pour him water. While she was pouring water he locks the door. Sharon got scared. She tried to escape him but he held her tightly. She started crying and calling for help but it was no use because servants never interrupted him. He raped her . And then called for servants to take her to her room. She was like a wood log . In fear and shock she was not moving at all. Servants take her to her room and lock the door. As it was not first time it happened so it was common for servants. They have already gotten used to it. But Sharon was totally devastated. While resisting she have got injuries. Because Asher hit her as she resisted. She was lying on the floor near bed. Her head was blank and filled with fear and shock. She felt disgusted by herself. She got unconscious after a while.