Chapter 12: I don't like having an audience

(Shigure perspective)

I don't understand many things ... I know I'm not smart and I understand that I can't understand complicated things.

My routine was simple, wake up, train, eat, train, shower, eat and sleep.

When Miu brought Kenichi to the dojo, my routine changed, now in addition to training, I also started teaching a disciple. It was fun but it bothered me that Kenichi won't use weapons and will mimic my movements with his hands.

A weapon is a weapon, a hand is a hand. A warrior with weapons uses weapons like his body, an unarmed warrior uses his hands as weapons.

They are different things.

I don't like that weapons are not used as weapons.

I hate triangle rulers, they look like weapons, but they are not weapons.

I don't understand why there is something that looks like a weapon, but it is not a weapon.

Just as I don't understand triangle rulers, I don't understand feelings either.

A second disciple arrived, unlike Kenichi, this new disciple did use weapons.

I was happy with the arrival of Luis.

When I met him I liked him. I don't know why the way most men see me bothers me, I don't have that problem with Kenichi and I don't have that problem with Luis either.

I like both as disciples, but I like Luis more.

Luis uses weapons like me, even when he can fight unarmed, he prefers to use sharp weapons, he even adapted his unarmed combat technique to a weapon style.

It made me happy to see Kensei's angry face seeing that Luis used weapon acupuncture instead of his fingers.

The arrival of Luis has brought me new experiences, most of them have been pleasant, but I do not like the bitter feeling I have when seeing him interact with other women.

I don't understand why it bothers me to see him happy with other women.

Akisame said it was jealousy. He is like a father to me and he is very smart, if there is something I do not understand Akisame explains it to me.

Akisame tried to explain love to me and why I want to spend more time with Luis. I didn't understand everything he said, but I know I like Luis.

I think I love my disciple.

I really don't understand what I should do, Akisame said I should be direct or someone will take Luis from me.

I don't like the idea of ​​losing Luis.

If I lost my friends from the dojo I would feel lonely, if I lost Akisame I would be sad, but if I lost Luis I don't know what I would feel.

I think I would be scared.

I'm not sure what fear feels like but I think it scares me to lose Luis.

For a few days, I have felt that something will happen, it is a bad feeling. I don't know what's happening, I feel like I'm going to lose Luis.

I do not wanna lose it.

It makes me happy to be with him, it's nice to be together. I like how he cooks, he treats me well, he never complains about the way I speak, he even takes care of me when I walk asleep.

Is this what love feels like?

I like it.

I want to keep feeling that way, but the feeling that something is about to happen scares me.

Akisame said that I must be more assertive with Luis. I didn't know what he meant so I looked for information in books.

I blushed when I read a magazine with advice on how to win a man. Apparently, it is better to be direct and use my body to conquer it.

I don't understand. Should I beat Luis?

That doesn't seem like the method.

Aaaahhh it's so hard to think! I want some tea and cookies.

Luis's cookies are delicious, everything Luis does brings me happiness.

I want Luis to be happy in the same way that I am happy. Luis even started learning how to forge weapons to make me happy.

Akisame mentioned that she should convince Luis to give up his promise of a harem.

I don't understand why I should do it. If Luis wants a harem to be happy then that's fine, I just want to be with him and see him happy. Even if it bothers me to see him with other women, it doesn't matter as long as I can still be by his side.

I did some more research and read that copulation is important for people to love each other. I don't understand what is important about it, but I think Luis will like it.

Men seem to like big breasts and butts, I think Luis will like my body but I'm not sure. I have been trying to identify my feelings before copulating with Luis. I don't understand why my virginity is important, but I want to give it to Luis.

Despite wanting to be with Luis, I am afraid that he may reject me.

Luis is smart, he learns things very quickly and knows how to do many things. He not only makes delicious food, but he also helped repair the dojo.

I'm not smart so I don't know if you can like me.

Since Luis arrived, life has been more pleasant.

I have been trying to recognize my feelings to know if this is love, I did not know how long it would take but I wanted to be sure.

He was thinking of giving Luis a gift. I began to forge special chainmail that could absorb and distribute the force of impacts, I put a lot of effort so that even the ki could not penetrate the chainmail and thus be able to avoid damage to the internal organs.

It's the best job I've ever done, it's better than my own chainmail and any of my swords.

I read that love brings out the best in a person, am I really in love? I don't know, but I feel happy.

The daggers I made for Luis are so that he can fight, this coat is so that he can protect himself. I want to have a long life with Luis.

I was happy when I finished my work, I left my secret forge and went to see Luis surprised. I'm a little tired but I want to see his expression when he sees my gift.

Luis is usually someone quiet but he is cute when he gets excited. When I gave him the daggers he was so moved that he hugged me, he felt good.

I heard him whisper that no one had given him a gift. It makes me happy to be the first to give you a gift. I want to be the first to give you happy experiences.

I wonder if Luis has already lost his virginity. If he did it doesn't matter, even if I'm not the first I still want to give him the best experience.

When I was thinking about a happy future, I heard that Luis, Kenichi, Miu, and Apachai went out to find Kensei's daughter.

I didn't think about it much and waited for them to come back.

When they returned I was surprised to see Kensei injured.

He had a fight with his brother who was also at the Super Master level.

My mind stopped hearing him after he mentioned how Luis faced a Super Master to protect Kensei's daughter.

Before I knew it, I was running to Luis's apartment.

I wanted to see him.

Luis suffered harm?

He was hurt?

All kinds of ideas crossed my mind, scenes of Luis injured or even dead flooded my mind.

I was afraid.

I've never been so scared.

Touchumaru rushed into Luis's apartment to see how she was doing.

I was too scared to enter.

If I walked in and saw him hurt then I wouldn't know what to do, my mind couldn't think of anything and only anxiety filled my heart.

Seeing Luis opening the window for me, I couldn't control myself anymore and hugged him.

No words were coming out of my mouth and I could only sob as he hugged him. The box where he brought his chain mail had been left on the floor of the apartment and I didn't care, I just wanted to hug Luis.

Luis looked confused but he hugged me. I like it when he hugs me, it is a warm feeling, it makes me feel safe and happy.

"Everything is fine, nothing happens" - Luis spoke with the gentlest voice I have ever heard.

His hand stroked my head as my face buried itself in his chest.

I do not know why I want to kiss him, I feel that it is necessary. I followed my instincts and kissed him, Luis was just as surprised as me, I don't understand why I'm doing this, but I feel like I will lose something valuable if I don't show him my feelings right now.

He feels good to kiss, the feel of his lips I like. My mouth fell open and my tongue wanted to explore Luis's mouth, but he and he pushed me away. I don't want him to be separated, I want to continue with our kiss.

"Shigure I ... I don't think this is the right thing to do ..." - Luis spoke with a complex face, he seems to want to continue kissing me, although something stops him.

Now I remember that Luis wants to form a harem. Polygamous relationships are frowned upon in Japan. I remember in the early days when Luis arrived at the dojo, he mentioned that I deserve someone who truly loves me.

I don't want someone else.

I want Luis to love me. I love him so I want to be with him.

"I don't care ..." - I spoke with a serious voice, I wanted him to accept my feelings. - "I don't care ... If you have a harem ... I want to be ... With you"

My arms went around his head and I brought my face close to his. He is taller than me so I have to reach out to kiss him.

"Shigure ..." - Luis showed me a small smile.

There was happiness, guilt, relief, and determination in that smile. I'm not good with feelings but I understand what he wants to convey.

I want him to say it in his own words.

"I love you" - Luis said what I wanted to hear.

"I love you" - I gave my best smile and went over to kiss him.

This is the happiest moment of my life. I want to treasure it by giving everything I have to Luis.

I love him and now I know that he loves me. This is the beginning of my happiness.

--- (Luis Perspective) ---

Well, that turned out better than I expected.

Looking at the sleeping Shigure who was resting next to me on the bed, it makes me think that I have had a lot of accumulated stress so maybe I got carried away.

I once heard of the term 'ahegao' where a woman rolls her eyes as she sticks her tongue out of her out of pleasure. I imagined it would look unpleasant but it was a cute expression on Shigure.

I underestimated my own charm. Shigure was not simply in love, she really fell head over heels in love with me. She even accepted my stupid wish for a harem.

Without a doubt, this woman will be one of my favorites.

This will make my plans easier, but now I feel like scum.

After a good five hours of intense sex, my mind is finally clear. Thinking clearly and calmly, I can tell that I am complete garbage.

Why the fuck did I make a plan for the mob to kidnap a mother and daughter? Even if it is something horrible that goes against any morals, I will stick with that plan since it is the one with the best results.

I'll be a little sad to have to leave Shigure for a while, but it's a necessary thing or she will never be able to overcome her moral barrier of not killing.

Honestly, I have fallen a bit in love with this cute girl with communication problems. Although it is not the first time that I have sex with a virgin, Shigure has been the first person to give me a gift, although it sounds simple it is something significant for me.

It's a bit depressing that I had to travel to another world to receive my first gift, but the poor can't choose what garbage they will eat.

Now I am doubting if I should break her mind, I am worried if some fragment is lost and her personality totally changes. I like the way she is and I don't want to ruin my pretty ninja.

Maybe I should make Shigure resent the Ryozanpaku and so I could take her into exile with me… Although that will be very troublesome.

Shigure's forging skills are a treasure many would covet. If she weren't in the dojo then many would chase her for her abilities.

Being able to make steel obtain the properties of titanium without mixing metals is undoubtedly something that breaks all logic. Instead of a warrior, she should be a smith.

I wonder what if I take Shigure to a world of magic where she can learn to forge magical instruments.

Yes, I must definitely take her to other worlds.

Anyway, the important thing is that now Navi has stopped fucking me.

[A sword, a maiden

Success conditions:

1) Make Shigure Kosaka feel loved as a woman (1/1) success

2) Win the affection of Shigure Kosaka (1/1) success

3) Convince her to join your harem (1/1) success

Failure conditions:

1) Shigure Kosaka reject (0/1)

2) Death of Shigure Kosaka (0/1)

Reward: 1 Whetstone, 1 Gift of Love]

[Whetstone: she can repair any sharp weapon

Uses: (100/100)

Note: The stone can be repaired by a forge expert]

[Gift of Love: A mystery box containing a gift for your lover

Recipient: Shigure Kosaka]

[Harem: Shigure Kosaka (Lover)]

[Bonus: First Harem Member Achieved. The first member of the harem is not the main heroine which decreases points. The first member of the harem has excellent potential which increases points]

[Bonus Prize: 1 Dimensional Travel Ticket (Low-Mid Apocalyptic World), 2 Boundary Break Pills]

[Dimensional Travel Ticket (Mid-Low Apocalyptic World): Is a fucking zombie ?!

Allows travel to an apocalyptic world with a low-medium danger level. Once in the world, it can be abandoned without restrictions. If you leave the world you will not be able to return unless the Visa of that world is granted. There are no side effects of advancing your own time if you go to this world]

[Pill to break limits: With this, even garbage will have a use!

Cultivation pill that can enhance innate potential. The level of awakening depends on luck and destiny. Only one can be used per person or it will have dangerous side effects]

[Inventory: Infinite Sports Drink, 1 Dimensional Travel Ticket (Mid-Low Apocalyptic World), 2 Limit Break Pills]

It was unexpected to win so many things. Not only did I get a cute lover, but I also got one of my favorite things, free stuff. Free is the best.

That reminds me that I have not shown my reward from my fight with Apachai.

[Infinite Sports Drink: Hydrate If You Sweat Like A Pig!

High electrolyte drink ideal for exercising. It tastes like chia with lemon]

The descriptions are getting more and more annoying, but I admit that the drink is delicious. I have shared it with the other members of the dojo telling them that it is a personal recipe.

Coming back to my rewards for conquering every hole in Shigure (it was an intense night), I have new ideas for Shigure.

I'll save the limit-breaking pills, use one when I'm stuck in a bottleneck. The second pill I intend to give to Shigure after we meet again.

The whetstone I will keep for now as I don't know if Shigure's abilities are enough to repair it, although considering that she is capable of making flexible steel it should be possible.

The ticket to travel is the most striking.

I'll use it when I can get to the Low-Class Master level, one level above Expert.

I don't think it will take me long to get past the Expert level as my only problem is meditation and the imbalance between mind and heart.

The imbalance problem can be postponed to Master level as long as I get a meditation technique that keeps me steady, and guess what, I found it!

I don't know whether to feel stupid or ironic about the fact that my meditation technique depends on sexual intercourse ...

Last night with Shigure I thought, 'Hey, why don't I try to meditate while I fuck Shigure's brains?'

Sometimes my stupidity turns into genius for the most absurd reasons.

In a way, this result does not surprise me. I am a selfish subject who pursues my own pleasure before that of my partner so I focus on myself.

I also have a slightly sadistic and dominant trait that makes me enjoy making my partner beg me to continue while his body trembles with pleasure for what we all win.

I plan to go to the apocalyptic world to make my level stable. My own time will stop without any side effects so I can go to train until I have the necessary strength not to fear a confrontation with the Ryozanpaku.

As long as I can reach the Master level then I can be assured of surviving the fury of the Super Masters's. As for the Advanced Super Master and Legendary Master, they are still far from my capabilities, maybe if I reached Super Master I will be able to do something not to die like a pathetic fly but it is difficult to estimate the amount of strength Hayato has.

In the end, everything is based on my guesses and nothing is assured, I just have to continue to strengthen myself and collect women to see what rewards I can get and what achievements I can unlock.

There is only one thing that bothers me.

"Navi" - I spoke in a low voice so as not to wake Shigure but I doubt that she can wake up in a few hours after I making her moan all night. - "What is that of main heroines?"

"Hey Listen! The main heroines are the most important women in the world! They are not always the most beautiful or the most influential! They have a destiny connected to the protagonist of a world! " - Navi came out of the drawer where I locked him up during my night with Shigure. - "Getting the main heroine makes you the new protagonist of the world so the world will begin to help you! This phenomenon is called 'weft armor'! "

This is stupid and troublesome.

Wait, if Kenichi is the protagonist of this world, Miu is the main heroine?

Damn, it's like the world wants that troublesome woman in my harem, what a bummer.

Well, I am not going against fate as it sounds troublesome. I will go with the flow of things, but it will be my way.

Does the world want me to seduce Miu? Okay, I'll make that crazy blonde beg me on her knees to break her ass in a literal sense.

"The smile you make is worthy of an evil Harem King! Muahahahahaha! " - I agree with Navi. What I enjoyed the most about the James Bond movies were the villains.

Let's light this shit! HAHAHAHAJAJAJAJAJA! ...

But first, a morning quickie. Shigure began to wake up as did my crotch.

"Aaah ~ ♥" - That is a nice voice, I love this woman.