Doubts

Shie and I were walking at a park , I'm not familiar with the name because it's my first time to go there. I asked her some questions while eating ice cream .

"Babe"

"Yes?" She replied.

"Your taste's suddenly change isn't it?" I asked, then she answered me: " Is it the ice cream babe?"

I thought that asking her directly about the caller named Mia will be hard, so the topic went to the Ice cream.

"Before ,you don't like ube flavoured ice cream." I added

"Babe, people's taste changes. Is it bad for me to try different flavours?" She happily replied.

In my mind, If I am going to contrast myself to the old favourite chocolate ice cream , does it mean...My girl has to compare me to a another ube flavoured or I mean guy?

Why would she replace her old favourite chocolate ice cream with ube ice cream? The word "STUPID" accidentally came out from my mouth.

My girlfriend asked me, " what's with you all the time?"

"No it's nothing, I'm just stressed up." I replied

"Why didn't you say so? Lets just have a tour instead." She added.

As her boyfriend , I get very confuse about what's been going on? Is there anything I dont know?Its been two years since she became my girlfriend .But what's with this feeling? Im doubting when it comes to Shie. What gives?!

After having a tour , I decided to go home and let her go home by herself. I don't know what to do.

I still wonder if she still loves me. Yes, Shie still say I love you before or after she leaves. But I can't feel the love anymore. Her acts and words are very opposite after that tour. Why am I like this?

There are many questions in my head that I want to know.