My first boyfriend

Dear Diary,

I know it's been a long time since I shared stuff with you. You were always there with me my whole life and supported me. ( Can't explain exactly how but believe me you did it.) You know me, my family and our situations.

Sorry for being such a selfish friend because I realized that mostly rather than sharing happy moments with you, I came here to share my sad and depressing stuff. ( I don't know if you really wanted to hear all those.) But I don't know why I only shared the sad parts. In my opinion, there could be two best possible reasons. Ok! So first maybe, ok maybe I was too into my happy moments and didn't want to get out of it even to share with someone. And the second could be I didn't really have much happiness to share with you.

Yeah yeah, here I am again going all being a girl who is always sad, depressed, crying, overthinking and all that. But you know what thanks to someone I have changed. ( Of course not completely and I am not planning to but I did change a little bit. )

You are one lucky friend, wanna know why?

I have never ever said all the things that are going on in my mind to anybody. Maybe I did some of them but not completely to anybody. And here with you, I said everything like every little thing.

Its funny cause if you open your mouth you might put me in trouble in front of my babe.

Oops…. I am sorry. I am really. I just realized that's when I stopped writing to you. So, now I have a boyfriend. A real one not just some kind of crush.

I know I know what you thinking. I agree I did have a crush on a couple of boys, I mean maybe more than a couple but that was just a simple crush. Even though I don't remember what I exactly told you. So I need you, no no hold on my friend .. I "WANT" you to support me.

I am pretty sure you are dying to hear about him. ( you little…